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    When what I eventually came to refer to as the stirrings first began, Lila was, as always, at their center. I would not connect those early signals of arousal to the images of Lila that I’d memorized back then, of her working deft hands over shoes’ leather, keen gaze focused on her sketches, until much later, even after the many events that followed in my adolescence.

    Elena makes use of Lila's bathtub.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    A cruel revelation sees Wentworth fleeing back to sea, but a great storm might just mark the end for the Laconia - or a new beginning for her Captain.

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    In part one of this series, Language Barrier, Shane and Ilya met in Russia the summer before their rookie year, when Shane was tutoring English at a summer hockey camp. They fell hard and came into the draft with full intentions of continuing to hook up at every opportunity.

    This story picks up where Language Barrier left off. Ilya's in America now, and the hockey world knows they're friends, not rivals. But there's still a gaping chasm between what they want, and what they're allowed. They're in their rookie years and trying to juggle this secret desperate lust of theirs while doing this incredibly difficult thing, miles apart, and Ilya is no longer in his familiar milieu, and that shit is HARD, y'all.

    Luckily for the boys, the author is very much on their side.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Through the fog, he can see Ilya’s lips moving, but all he can hear is “sex with other men” on repeat over and over and over in his head. Ilya’s lips stop moving and form a concerned pout. The silence fills the room, stark and vast. He feels so far away from Ilya, like there’s a chasm between them now.

    “What?” he croaks. His heart is racing now and his body has gone cold, but he can feel beads of sweat starting to form everywhere. His stomach’s churning. He’s going to be sick. His legs feel numb, the tingling sensation slowly making its way up his body. He uses all his strength to focus on what Ilya is saying.

    “We spend many months on the road. It is a long time to go without…” Ilya trails off, waving his hand vaguely, letting Shane fill in the blanks. “If you want to sleep with other men when we are apart, I understand.”

    A wave of nausea hits him and he has to clutch at his stomach to dull the sensation. He doesn’t understand what's happening.

    He knew this conversation would be serious as soon as he sat down. He thought maybe someone had found out about him or them. He had been preparing to go into crisis mode. He supposes this still qualifies as one.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    An usher handed Dmitry two programs, who then gave her the second. She still clung to his arm. “I wish everyone would stop staring at us.” 

    “I doubt it’s me they’re looking at, Anya.”

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    18 Jul 2026