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The Body in Bloom by jjgremlinson
Fandoms: L'amica geniale | The Neapolitan Novels - Elena Ferrante, L'amica geniale | My Brilliant Friend (TV)
23 Sep 2026
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When what I eventually came to refer to as the stirrings first began, Lila was, as always, at their center. I would not connect those early signals of arousal to the images of Lila that I’d memorized back then, of her working deft hands over shoes’ leather, keen gaze focused on her sketches, until much later, even after the many events that followed in my adolescence.
Elena makes use of Lila's bathtub.
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26 Sep 2026
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A cruel revelation sees Wentworth fleeing back to sea, but a great storm might just mark the end for the Laconia - or a new beginning for her Captain.
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- Part 9 of Crossroads
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15 Sep 2026
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In part one of this series, Language Barrier, Shane and Ilya met in Russia the summer before their rookie year, when Shane was tutoring English at a summer hockey camp. They fell hard and came into the draft with full intentions of continuing to hook up at every opportunity.
This story picks up where Language Barrier left off. Ilya's in America now, and the hockey world knows they're friends, not rivals. But there's still a gaping chasm between what they want, and what they're allowed. They're in their rookie years and trying to juggle this secret desperate lust of theirs while doing this incredibly difficult thing, miles apart, and Ilya is no longer in his familiar milieu, and that shit is HARD, y'all.
Luckily for the boys, the author is very much on their side.
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- Part 2 of Barriers
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- English
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- 13/13
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24 Aug 2026
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always only you by whaticameherefor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Through the fog, he can see Ilya’s lips moving, but all he can hear is “sex with other men” on repeat over and over and over in his head. Ilya’s lips stop moving and form a concerned pout. The silence fills the room, stark and vast. He feels so far away from Ilya, like there’s a chasm between them now.
“What?” he croaks. His heart is racing now and his body has gone cold, but he can feel beads of sweat starting to form everywhere. His stomach’s churning. He’s going to be sick. His legs feel numb, the tingling sensation slowly making its way up his body. He uses all his strength to focus on what Ilya is saying.
“We spend many months on the road. It is a long time to go without…” Ilya trails off, waving his hand vaguely, letting Shane fill in the blanks. “If you want to sleep with other men when we are apart, I understand.”
A wave of nausea hits him and he has to clutch at his stomach to dull the sensation. He doesn’t understand what's happening.
He knew this conversation would be serious as soon as he sat down. He thought maybe someone had found out about him or them. He had been preparing to go into crisis mode. He supposes this still qualifies as one.
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09 Aug 2026
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An usher handed Dmitry two programs, who then gave her the second. She still clung to his arm. “I wish everyone would stop staring at us.”
“I doubt it’s me they’re looking at, Anya.”
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18 Jul 2026
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Judges by a_good_soldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.
“Do you still read New Yorker?”
OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.
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13 Jul 2026
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Untouchable Face by ZenaidaMacroura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jun 2026
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Shane was twelve when hockey scouts started showing up to his games. He was barely fifteen when a check went horribly wrong, fucked his knee to hell and gave him a grade III concussion. During rehab he found swimming, and he was seventeen when he went to the Olympics as a relay-only swimmer who only swam the prelims.
He’s 24 and working for his mom’s sports PR company when he meets Ilya Fucking Rozanov.
May contain: Shane Hollander navigating what it means to be mostly normal when your whole childhood was about preparing you for greatness. Shane Hollander attempting to flirt. Possibly less than 100% accurate descriptions of what a sports PR agent does.
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- 12/12
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11 Jul 2026
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As the Romans Do by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jun 2026
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As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.
So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.
(He’s jealous.)
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- English
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- 4/4
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15 Jun 2026
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something gave you the nerve (to touch my hand) by hannahabbotting
Fandoms: A Good Girl's Guide to Murder Series - Holly Jackson, A Good Girl's Guide to Murder (TV 2024)
02 Jun 2026
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a chair, the hospital, and the after
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- Part 1 of the in-between
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03 Jun 2026
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Fateful events trap Wentworth under a roof with the two women he most wishes to avoid in the world. He chooses to meet this challenge with all the grace of a bull in a China shop.
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- Part 8 of Crossroads
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21 May 2026
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It's 2008. Due to an injury, Ilya Rozanov never made it to the International Prospects Cup. But Fate's gonna do what Fate's gonna do; this summer, Shane Hollander will be tutoring at an English language intensive hockey camp in Moscow.
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- Part 1 of Barriers
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- English
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- 10/10
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05 May 2026
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as if all lovers were pretty by elegantstupidity for Melacka
Fandoms: Persuasion - Jane Austen
04 Apr 2026
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The Kellynch Community Playhouse is Anne's life. If stepping away, giving it over to an outside production team for the summer, is what it takes to save it, then that's what she'll do.
Only, did it have to go to her ex's sister?
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02 May 2026
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On his first afternoon at Kellynch, Frederick Wentworth tells himself he never thinks of Anne Elliot anymore.
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29 Apr 2026
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Ilya touches him, thumbs against that same patch of freckles he’d admired a thousand times before.
On a summer’s day in Moscow however, Ilya’s different. He’s careful, alert, and distant.
“I’d gladly take the bullets a thousand times over, but you shouldn’t have to. Shane…” He lets out a soft sigh and shakes his head. “I don’t wanna live in a world where you’re out there taking a bullet for me.”
Ilya makes one last trip to Moscow, Shane insists on coming along, and they're both hit with some hard lessons about home, love, and sacrifice.
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09 Apr 2026
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Dust to Dust by izloveshorses
Fandoms: Anastasia - Flaherty/Ahrens/McNally, Anastasia (1997)
20 Mar 2021
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“Even when I was mad at you,” Anya started, “I never doubted we would. Thank you, Dmitry.”
He realized he’d been staring and the silence was too long. “Uh… Thank Vlad.”
She smiled quietly, like she knew he couldn’t handle gratitude very well. He definitely wasn’t hiding his internal commotion at all, and thankfully Vlad called for them to come look before she could call him out on it, giving him an escape.
But there was no running away from the fact that he’d fallen in love with her.
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20 Mar 2026
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“I was thinking about the honeymoon phase thing.”
“Yes?” Ilya said.
“I think it’s different for us. I don’t want us to be all blissful and then only start fighting when we’re back to barely seeing each other. I think it’s good if we figure things out now, when we have the time. Whatever needs figuring out. So we have a solid foundation going into the season. Sort of like training camp.”
“So this means you will keep getting mad at me for things,” Ilya said.
Shane smiled, rolled his eyes. “Yeah, exactly,” he said.
“Good, I find it very hot,” Ilya said, and kissed him.An insecure over-thinker and a self-destructive thrill-seeker walk into a relationship.
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- Part 7 of perfect from now on
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- 5/5
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18 Mar 2026
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walking through windows by CorvidCordelia
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Feb 2026
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“Shane Hollander’s having a big gay wedding.”
Ilya’s ball rocketed sideways into the woods with a crack like a rifle shot; somewhere in the trees, a goose honked in outrage.
“Jesus Christ,” Tyler said.
“Wow,” Marly said. “That was…what the fuck was that, Roz?”
Ilya was gripping the club so hard his knuckles had gone white. “Bad swing.”
“That wasn’t a bad swing, that was like a physics-defying swing. I didn’t know you could make a ball go in that direction. You okay?”
“Fine.” Hollander was getting married. Getting gay married. Who the fuck was Hollander marrying? He wasn’t even… Ilya cleared his throat, shoved his biggest club back in the bag, noted distantly that his hands were shaking. “Hollander is gay?”OR: Ten years after the Tampa Bay All-Star Game, Ilya Rozanov crashes Shane Hollander's wedding
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- 8/8
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16 Mar 2026
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"I could be a teacher," Alicia says. "I studied in France."
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14 Mar 2026
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All Night All Right by MoreThanSlightly (cadignan)
Fandoms: Young Avengers, Hawkeye (Comics), Marvel 616
14 Feb 2015
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Okay. This looks bad.
Despite being young and rich and hot and awesome, Olympic gold medalist archer Kate Bishop finds herself in a bar acting like the world’s saddest, dullest cliché: Area Twentysomething Drinks Alone Because Her Ex Is Getting Married Next Weekend. But then, from across the room, she catches the eye of a girl with a wicked smile and an even better right hook. Things start to look up after that.
Now if only she could get Clint to stop humming “She wants the young American, young American, young American.”
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- Part 9 of Author Favorites
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- English
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- 16,382
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- 1/1
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14 Mar 2026
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when i was your orbit (and you were my star) by exalteddm
Fandoms: Young Avengers (Comics), Hawkeye (TV 2021)
03 Sep 2022
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In her pocket, her phone reconnects to the local Earth’s cell network and proceeds to start screaming like a 590-banshee—which is to say, not very loud, but deeply irritating on a soul-draining level. America pauses her inspection of the envelope to fish out the device, silence it, and watch as all eight hundred ninety-eight text messages roll in one at a time.
Seriously. She’s been gone for a month.
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runswalks at a completely reasonable pace away from her problems, and Kate waits patiently for her to come home.AU (mostly post-canon, if canon were a mishmash of Young Avengers, the Hawkeye show, and a universe where nobody dies), one-shot.
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14 Mar 2026