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    “We can’t do this again.”

    Ilya props himself up on his elbows and looks flatly at Shane.

    “Ah. Let’s see. You came in about ten seconds, so it was not the blowjob.”

    “Fuck off.”

    “I am just making observation. So. This is about kickball?”

    “Obviously. We can’t play on separate teams and sleep together.”


    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are rival captains in a recreational West Hollywood LGBTQ+ kickball league. Of course, no one can ever find out they are sleeping together. Or at least Shane wholeheartedly thinks so.

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    24 Oct 2026

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    They got to the bed before Hollander got weird again-
    "What?" Ilya asked. "You are pregnant and is mine?"
    "What?" Hollander shot back, his eyebrows lifting. He let out a single laugh, and shook his head. "No. Shut up. I'm trying to - What? No. I just. Wanted to, uh, ask something."
    "Okay?" Ilya looked around as if he might find the reason Hollander was not just asking already, written on the door or something. "So ask? You want new position?"
    For a moment Hollander didn't respond, was staring at the crumpled bedspread between them, his jaw working slightly, an easy tell Ilya didn't think Hollander knew about, that he was chewing on the inside of his lips. Sometimes when they kissed Hollander's mouth was tangy with blood.
    "I wanted to," Hollander said, slow and even, "ask. If this was our last time hooking up, what would you want to do?"

    A fic in which both Shane and Ilya consider themselves the dogs that are about to be put down, and act accordingly.

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    23 Oct 2026

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    In an AU where Shane joins the Montreal Metros the same year he's drafted, Ilya stays in Russia and Shane is pretty pissed off about it. He's released to go to the 2010 World Junior Championships in Helsinki, Finland because he wants his rematch, damn it, and because he wants to try to convince his rival to get to the MLH as soon as possible and make things interesting.

    When Shane discovers Ilya may not have stayed in Russia of his own free will, he puts together a crack team of idiot teenagers international hockey players to achieve one goal: get Ilya Rozanov to Boston.

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    22 Oct 2026

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    The seven days after RFA Shane Hollander signed an offer sheet from Boston were the longest of Ilya's life. They were also some of the best.

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    22 Oct 2026

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    "He likes hockey, which I knew was a necessity for you. He works out a lot — I won't say much about his body but I will say… I am certain you will appreciate. His sense of humor seems to match yours pretty well, I think."

    Everything feels super vague, per the process, but it's nothing Shane can find anything to complain about. "Mm, and does my future husband have a name?" he jokes.

    "Yep," Rose says. "His name is Ilya."

    Shane chokes on the sip of beer he'd been taking. He can't help it. There are quite literally millions of names in the world, and his potential blind date has the same name as his irritating coworker? There's no way.

    - or, Rose Landry has a knack for matchmaking. She has a proven process and every single one of her friends that she’s set up on a date is still happily coupled off. Her next victim is her college best friend Shane Hollander, who Rose claims she finally found the perfect match for.

    It's a shame that it ends up being the guy Shane can't stand.

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    20 Oct 2026

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    Shane calls a phone sex hotline and gets Ilya crooning unspeakable filth in his ear. It kind of devolves from there.

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    Ilya is a college student in Boston working on the side as a phone sex operator, Shane is still a hockey player. They have toe-curling, dirty phone sex and end up falling in love along the way.

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    19 Oct 2026

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    Searching I woke up with a pussy brings anything from porn results to Creepypasta forums. Shane miserably clicks on a Reddit thread, trying in vain to find any sort of answers when there's a knock on the bathroom door. 

    "Shane? Are you feeling ok?" 

    "I- yeah." Shane jumps, nearly dropping his phone. "I'm fine. Why?"

    There's a pause. "Are you sick?"

    Shane swallowed. Was he sick? Is that what triggered this? 

    "You have been in there for almost half an hour. If you are sick, I want to know." 

    "No, not like-  not like that." Shane flushed. God, how was he gonna explain this? 

    ・・・・・

    On their first day of summer vacation, Shane wakes up with a pussy. He decides to hide it from Ilya and wait for it to go away. This decision has consequences.

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    16 Oct 2026

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    "Okay," Ilya says. "If you can't answer simple questions, you will have to show me what you want."

    Shane gets what he wants.

    What Shane wants is Ilya's hand adorned with their Stanley Cup rings, and he wants it in his mouth, around his throat, and everywhere else imaginable.

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    14 Oct 2026

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    One side of his brain is going: this is insane, don't do this, just stay in this room, what can he do? Whether you like it or not, he's hurt you, and chances are you've hurt him too, because you can't read a situation for shit, so what are we trying to do here? Get some fucking sleep instead.

    The other side of his brain is going: He's hurt you, and you've probably hurt him too, and what if this is your only chance to talk about it? What if Paris makes the difference?

    Five months after Sochi, Shane's set to play a charity hockey game in Paris. So is Ilya.

    They run into each other in the lobby of their hotel the night before. Twelve hours stretch out in front of them, and Ilya suggests something different: no phones, no expectations, no past, no hockey. Just the city, and whatever they can be when nobody else is watching.

    It's obviously a terrible idea, but Shane says yes, anyway.

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    07 Oct 2026

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    As Shane speed walks over to his building, Ilya locks up the car, then comes up behind him just as the front door beeps approvingly, sliding open. 

    He stays pressed up against Shane as they enter. It makes their walk a little awkward, all but waddling over to the lifts on the left, but Shane would rather die than ask Ilya to get off. His hard cock presses against Shane's ass like a promise of what's to come and he arches back against him, baring his neck for Ilya in an invitation he so happily accepts. 

    By the time the lift beeps with its arrival, Ilya has sucked what feels like a massive hickey into his skin, still nipping at it as they stumble inside. 

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    06 Oct 2026

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    It's 2006 and Shane Hollander, in a gay panic, hooks up with his girlfriend Jessica. The consequences of that night – well. It might be the stupidest thing he's ever done. But also, maybe, sort of the best.

    Like hell is he going to let it affect his hockey.

    Or: Teen dad Shane learns to love his kid. Ilya helps.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    Shane Hollander had almost made it to morning skate on time.

    Then something ran out in front of his car.

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    Or, the one where Shane finds an injured kitten and takes it to the closest vet, Dr. Ilya Rozanov.

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    03 Oct 2026

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    “You always talk about my dick being useless,” Shane panted, “but you’re a fucking hypocrite, walking around with an ass like that and never letting me eat it.”

    “You didn’t ask politely,” Ilya said, a manic grin spreading across his face. His heartbeat was still going crazy, delirious at being thrown around like the ragdoll that he constantly turned Shane into. Ilya wanted to sink his teeth into the vein that popped stark in Shane’s bicep. And he could, and he would, because he understood exactly how this would play out.

    There was a distinct, heady power in making Shane obey him, even when the order was to pry Ilya open and knock him loose.

    If Shane was going to get the privilege of having his tongue and fingers inside of Ilya, he would have to work for it. Thankfully, his bulking season had really paid off.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    Still looking at the screen, Model Man says, “What is your stop?”

    “Ochanomizu?”

    “Hm.”

    There is suddenly a finger scratching at the hair at the nape of Shane’s neck, just above his collar. Model Man is touching him and looking at the train stops and manages to appear so casual that Shane almost convinces himself it’s by accident. A second finger joins the first, and now they are massaging a little instead of just tickling his hair, and it’s definitely not by accident.

    “Get off with me at next stop,” Model Man says, brushing his knuckles up and down Shane’s neck.

    Shane quits hockey and moves to Japan right out of college, where he gets really fixated on the hot guy in the ad for cherry-blossom flavored beer on his train. And then, one day, hot guy is on his train.

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    29 Sep 2026

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    Shane thinks it's an unwritten rule that casual hookups won't stay for aftercare - Ilya has no qualms about laying down on Shane and crushing him flat for as long as his heart desires.

    Or:

    Aftercare fic!

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    26 Sep 2026

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    "You do know what con morbidezza means?"

    "I'm a masters student," Ilya mimicked. He tucked his violin under his arm and leaned in, as close as he dared, to Shane's pretty pink lips. "Obviously."

    Shane went very still, and his breath audibly hitched. He composed himself and thumped the pencil against Ilya's chest. "Then fucking play like it," he snapped, and returned to the piano bench.


    Boston Conservatory's symphony concertmaster Ilya Rozanov calls up Shane Hollander, the only pianist at the school who can handle his impressive Saint-Saëns repertoire.


    Introduction et Rondo Capriccioso, Op. 28, Arr. for Violin and Piano

    Here's the score if you want to follow along like a NERD 🫵

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    23 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    23 Sep 2026

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    The ritual is simple: morning skate, home for a protein shake, then Shane strips to his briefs, lies in bed, and starts scrolling.

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    21 Sep 2026

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    Following an afternoon of sex and tuna melts, Shane goes searching for the explicit rules of what being 'friends with benefits' entails. In his humble opinion, they're nailing it.

    Once friendship is on the table, Shane reconsiders the usefulness and immutability of the public rivalry narrative. Surely the NHL can make just as much money from a bromance as it can from a rivalry?

    A missed call from J.J., a dinner at All-Stars, and an ill-considered mad dash to the airport send Shane's season in a very different direction to the disciplined three-peat he'd been planning back in October.


    "This rivalry thing: it was everyone else who said we hated each other off the ice. There’s no rule that says we have to keep doing that forever.” Shane stared outside, past the blinding billboards and down at the streets below. “It was nice. Hanging out, last time.”

    He knew what it looked like when Rozanov shut down, when he closed himself off and pushed the world away. He’d finish the conversation abruptly, curt, clipped, and retreat. So Shane knew he’d won when Rozanov finally answered with: “Are we six years old, Hollander? Asking if I want to play in sandbox with you?"

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    18 Sep 2026

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    Shane summons a demon.

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    16 Sep 2026

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