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A blinding look from me to you and I'll be a rabbit in the headlights by lookingupforheaven
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 May 2026
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"We are not having sex, Dazai."
It was supposed to be simple: break in, get laid, leave. Instead, Chuuya's flat rejection throws Dazai into an elaborate, highly calculated tailspin to seduce the executive properly. Dazai insists it’s just about scratching an itch. But whether he actually believes his own lies—and what happens when Chuuya finally calls his bluff—is another matter entirely.
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And then you put your hand in mine and pulled me back from things divine by lookingupforheaven
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
11 Apr 2026
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Getting out of prison alive was a miracle. Getting stuck with Dazai on his couch is just Chuuya's terrible luck.
In the grueling aftermath of the vampire outbreak, a highly inconvenient shift in alliances forces them under the same roof. Exhausted and stripped of their usual defenses, the quiet hours they share start to blur lines they’ve fiercely guarded since they were teenagers.
Or: The post-war domestic fic where the tension boils over, and Chuuya finally stops lying to himself.
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When I watch the world burn all I think about is you by lookingupforheaven
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
16 Feb 2026
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"I was never yours to begin with, Chuuya," Dazai whispered to the darkness.
But he was lying.
As Shibusawa threatens to wipe the slate clean, Dazai and Chuuya are forced to unleash the power that will crown them as "Double Black."
But the journey wasn't that easy. Between the cold estrangement of the past weeks and the devastating loss of Chuuya's squad, Dazai orchestrates a cruel salvation, proving that sometimes, the only way to save your partner is to let them break.
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- Part 1 of Doom Days
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Slipped your heart in these hands, broken soul, hollowed land by lookingupforheaven
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
04 Jan 2026
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Chuuya was tired.
It wasn't the total collapse that came after using Corruption. This was different. This was a dull, aching fatigue that settled into his shoulders and refused to leave.
Or: After escaping from Poe's book, Chuuya questions his humanity not for the first time. He gives in and calls Dazai.
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There ain't no God up above, just these hounds of love by lookingupforheaven
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
28 Dec 2025
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"Forget the tree," Ranpo announced from his desk, spinning his chair around. He was already wearing a Santa hat over his usual cap and had a precarious stack of colorful boxes on his lap. "The President promised that if we finished the morning briefing, we could open the gifts from the client in the Ginza district. They sent high-end chocolate. Dazai, if you don't get up, I’m eating your share."
"You can have it, Ranpo-san," Dazai waved a hand dismissively, letting the newspaper slide into his lap.
The realization hit him like a delayed physical blow. The date on the corner of his ignored computer screen glared back at him: December 24th.
Ah. That.
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Dazai hates Christmas, so he decides to break into Chuuya's penthouse and worship the only god he knows is there
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Songspinner by surveycorpsjean
Fandoms: とんがり帽子のアトリエ | Tongari Boushi no Atelier | Witch Hat Atelier (Manga)
21 Aug 2026
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Olruggio has reasons to believe Qifrey is sneaking into his room at night.
He also has reasons to believe Qifrey is still keeping secrets. If only he didn't promise otherwise.
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21 Aug 2026
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so let's go there, let's make our escape by paisleycowboys
Fandoms: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game)
24 Apr 2022
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During the raid on Arasaka tower to reach Mikoshi, V learns that Arasaka kept Johnny's body in a cryogenic freeze for a half-century. After Mikoshi, Johnny gets his body and his life back, but V is still dying from the aftereffects of the Relic.
The two of them set out on a road trip to save V's life, which forces them to come to terms with feelings V would rather pretend don't exist.
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15 Aug 2026
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Johnny Silverhand is given a third shot at life, back in his own body. V, forever grateful and hard working, helps him adjust to life back on the surface. Shit ain't easy, it is Night City, but that's to be expected. What neither party did expect was a shift in dynamics.
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- Part 2 of Love Lost, Love Found
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14 Aug 2026
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V decides to track down Evelyn Parker sooner rather than later, and unintentionally sets into motion a brand new set of cogs previously left unturned.
Alternate timeline, new ending where the choice isn't so painful. Johnny gets a body, V goes nomadic in search for a cure, and the two of them rediscover their bond.Series
- Part 1 of Your dying is my dying
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10 Aug 2026
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my kingdom for a kiss upon your shoulder by herkisser
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
19 Jan 2026
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He thinks about Chuuya more than he breathes. His coppery hair. Sometimes Dazai wants to ask for a lock of it to be burnt with him when he dies, so he may use it as coin for the journey ahead. Then he would steal it back and keep it with him, so that he never forgets its exact hue, the way he used to watch it burn dazzling gold with sundown at the pier. So that he never forgets those far-and-few-between instances when he felt glad simply looking at Chuuya. And those eyes. God. Dazai will remember those eyes when even love eventually forgets its own name. His pale hands and paler wrists. The coffee colour on the backs of them, full of spite for the little sunlight they get. Bird-house bones. Hollow, so that he can flit off at a moment’s notice, dance away the apocalypse shaking his skeleton. Chuuya is the bloom and the serpent. The god and the convict. His fist-sized heart and all the black eyes it deals.
(Or, of course Dazai knows how to chop an onion. He just wants to hear Chuuya laugh.)
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24 Jul 2026