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    Ryan exhales, smoke slipping past his lips. “Did it ever touch you?”

    Naim’s stomach churns. He curls towards Ryan, shifting onto his side, as Ryan’s gaze lands on him, piercing. He shakes his head.

    “Good,” Ryan says, lifting the cigarette to his mouth.

    Naim thinks of photobooth pictures, of hot blood trickling down Ryan’s neck, of flame and fear. He presses a soft kiss to Ryan’s side, over his ribs, over the soft cotton of his shirt, and inhales his scent.

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    16 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    Ryan and Naim are roommates at PortBridge Academy, a religious boarding school, where they run in different crowds, study different subjects and have different ways of living.

    They do not get along. But Ryan has always hated Naim slightly less than he should.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    “Nah…” Naim’s heart stops in his chest, the joint between his fingers shaking profusely as he raises it to his lips, swallowing the ball lodged in the back of his throat. He struggles to push the words out of his mouth when Ryan looks at him like that, blue eyes sparkling in the setting sunlight. The other man’s beauty is distracting. What was he talking about?

    “Nothing.”

    (The full scene from Leviticus (2026) because the original is way, way too short.)

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    14 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    Ryan bats the curtain out of their way and follows him in, savoring the way they have to squish their bodies in, their sides fitting against each other. Naim’s thigh bends over Ryan’s knee. One of his lanky arms gets swallowed by Ryan’s chest and bicep. Naim looks similarly thrilled, lips wavering as if he's testing his confidence. He’s still blushing. 

    “I’ll say it back if you smile real pretty,” he says to Naim’s lips, digging in his pockets for spare coins. 

    Naim goes still, like he’s too stubborn to give in to the kiss he so obviously wants. “Say please.” 

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    14 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    After the handjob on the bus, Ryan and Naim try something new without knowing the Entity is watching them.

    Turns out, Naim doesn't care whether it's the Entity or Ryan touching him. All he knows is he wants it now.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    Years on from Bandee, part of him was still scared of how Ryan made him feel. The things he made him want. Maybe he'd never be able to let go of that fear entirely, ruined by what they'd been through in more ways than a murderous shadow. But tonight there was an ache inside of him like a bruise and Naim needed desperately for it to be pressed.

    Naim and Ryan go to a friend's birthday, and Naim lets himself want without fear.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    Fingertips coated in wood-dust, Ryan's thumbs slid uselessly across the glass. He squinted against the burst of pain behind his eyes from the sun's reflective glare, swiping his thumb along the bottom of the screen in the general area his muscle memory dictated would give him what he wished. It took a few tries until the call accepted.

    "Hello?"

    A single ragged sob echoed over the line. 

    It's been months since either of them have seen the entity.

    After a long day, Ryan receives a call.

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    11 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 11

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    “We should do that again.” Naim said suddenly, coming up behind Ryan.

    “Do what?” Ryan teased, he knew exactly what Naim was talking about.

    “That, uh, thing with the smoke.” Naim replied shyly.
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    My favorite thing to do while smoking written with Naim and Ryan :)

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    07 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 1

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    02 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 8

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    a one shot take of the hallway scene if it was the real naim.

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    31 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 6

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    based on janie by ethel cain; a kind of spiral naim goes on after a lot of thoughts about hunter and ryan resurface. then they fuck about it.

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    31 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 84

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    University will be filled with men who have trust funds and expensive internships, ones who could afford to take Naim to dinner and museums and on romantic dates. Men who didn’t smell like motor oil and clay dust and cigarettes, men who could take him to parties in polo shirts and nice clean cars. Naim would never have to take the bus again. Roiling, hot jealousy fills his head for this nameless, faceless man, Naim’s future boyfriend. He’d probably play the guitar or something. Write Naim stupid songs. Shit like that. Ryan feels sick.

    Since leaving Bandee an over a year ago, they’ve never spent a single night apart. Naim’s University orientation might change that.

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    31 Jul 2026

  13. Rec *

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up from a medically induced coma, sixteen months into a mission to save the dying sun, and he can't remember a single one of his crewmates.

    He's immediately drawn to one of them, though. Too bad Hollander won't give him the time of day.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “Look at you now.” Rozanov’s knuckles graze Shane’s cheek, mock-tender. He flinches. “So fucking desperate for your captain's cock and you think no one will notice.”

    Captain Rozanov gets the star rookie on his knees.

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    15 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 43

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    It’s not inappropriate, he tells himself, just about remembering Luca still in the room; one leg in a lap does not a straddle make.

    Fisting his hand in Ilya’s shirt and taking a shaky inhale of his scent is harder to rationalise, but Shane is a smart man, and he’s sure he can make an argument for it.

    Hockey turns Shane on. Shane turns Ilya on. Watching Shane and Ilya turns Luca on too.

    Or: Keep your eyes on me, Luca.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    God, Shane wants. Shane wants so much that it hurts, makes his whole body ache with emptiness, and what he wants more than anything after to be held and pushed into – by Rozanov – is to listen and submit – to Rozanov. He wants Rozanov, and it should be scary, but all he feels right now is a want, an impenetrable need that makes him swallow around glass shards stuck in his throat and slowly put his palms flush on the floor in front of his knees, watching Rozanov like he’s in a trance.

    or, being the best might be starting to take its toll on Shane, and Ilya knows how to help

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    12 Jul 2026

  17. Rec *

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    God, Shane never wanted to be mad at him. He hadn’t wanted to continue it. He had wanted to play, too, to suspend reality and just let himself believe that this room was his whole world, that he could talk to Rozanov, play with Rozanov, that nothing else mattered. And the champagne in his blood, the looseness it brought to his shoulders, the ease it granted his brain made it so he could merely sniff in the extra moisture in his nose, blink away the wetness in his eyes, and look up at Rozanov like they were normal, like nothing else had been said. “Why would God take a call from you, Rozanov?” he had said, voice small but brave.

    Rozanov had finally grinned, had let Shane see his beautiful teeth. Shane had wanted to be bit, in that moment, all over. “He knows me,” had been his response.

    Shane had sniffed again, had looked down at Rozanov’s shoes, how one of them was gently stepping onto Shane’s foot. An anchor. “God’s not gonna take a call from you.”

    “Hm. Why?”

    His chest had felt warm. “Because you’re evil.”

    or, Shane's drunk, and yearning for Ilya Rozanov is inescapable, and probably bad for him

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    09 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    29 Jun 2026

  19. Rec *

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    shane craves the kind of intensity that his happy, long-term relationship simply cannot provide. ilya lives next door with his boyfriend, and wants shane anyway.

    (or, two couples! one apartment building! and infidelity!)

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    19 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Stranger: a/s/l
    You: What?
    Stranger: age sex location
    You: Oh.
    You: 24, Male, Canada
    You: You?
    Stranger: 24m usa
    You: Do you like hockey?

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    01 Jun 2026

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