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    “Yes, Mr. Stark- or sorry, Tony,” Peter corrected himself, “I understand, I’ll be better.”

    “I don’t want you to be better. I just want you to be yourself. And right now I have a feeling that’s not where you are right now.”

     

    Peter Parker has entered his early 20's lost and trying to find purpose. Tony Stark just wants to be there for Peter and help him as much as he can. Unfortunately, you can't help people who don't want to be helped. Peter's moods are a roller coaster and finds stability in drinking, but soon things catch up to him as he begins to crash and burn. Tony swoops in to understand Peter's displacement patterns and Peter needs to learn it's okay to be vulnerable.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    It’s 4am on a Sunday and Mike Ross has made a lot of bad decisions tonight, the least of which was the fourth beer. The worst of which was not checking the name on his phone before he hit call. Harvey Specter, for reasons Mike will be unpacking for the foreseeable future, picks up.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    It’s not like anything changed much.

    Peter is usually great brushing off all the shit everyone gives him for being himself. It usually doesn’t matter what they think; what anyone thinks really.

    So why is it getting so hard for him to do that recently?

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    15 Jul 2026

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    “Shane you have…you have felt like you just did before in the past, da?” Ilya says softly. Shane hums, looping one of his arms around Ilya’s neck. Ilya takes his free hand, grazing a thumb across the back of it like Shane is something precious. “Shane?”

    “Yeah,” Shane finally says, his voice grating out of his throat like it hurts him to say it. “Yeah, I’ve felt like that before.”

    Ilya immediately feels bad for asking at all, let alone pushing Shane after he’d already given a non-answer. Shane had said it like he was confessing to one of things he’s the most embarrassed about, something that’d made him feel his lowest and most pathetic, and Ilya knows that it’s because that is what this is. It makes him ache.

     

    --or, Ilya sees up close and personal just how much Vegas had affected Shane during his first summer at the cottage, they acknowledge that Vegas was fucked and take steps to prevent it from happening again

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    11 Jun 2026

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    This boy would kill him. This gorgeous, precious and kinky boy will be his downfall, and Ilya will not even resist.

    “Yes moya lyubov. My little slut, only mine. No one else can have you, no one else is allowed to even look at you, yes? Only me.”

    “Yes, God. Only ever you.” Shane whined, throwing an arm over his face.

    “No no no, none of that now.” Ilya firmly pulled his arm away from his face, before pulling both of them up above his head, holding them there with one hand, “You cannot say such filth, and then get shy on me Hollander.”

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    The Hollanov BDSM Mafia AU fic that my depraved brain has come up with.

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    30 Apr 2026