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  1. Public Bookmark 69

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    Jeremy Knox has been a beta all his life: scent-less, pack-less, mate-less. Soul-crushing loneliness and a designation that doesn't feel right are his lot in life, and he's learned to accept them both.
    That is, until jealousy and heartbreak send him spiraling down a road of no return.
    He's been a beta all of his life, so why is his body reacting to Jean's alpha presence in a way that shouldn't be possible?

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    08 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    “What am I supposed to do if I can’t make a nest that feels right?” Jeremy asked.

    “You have time to practice," Laila said. "They told you it would take a while for everything to leave your system, right? So you have time until your heat comes.”

    “Yeah, I know, but I feel like it’s not going to be any easier then either.”

    “I’ll just have to show you what to do. Why don't you hire someone to build you one for now?”

    “Like pay someone to make a nest for me? Isn’t that a little weird?”

    When Jeremy Knox presented as an omega, he was forced onto blockers and suppressants and told to pretend he was a beta.

     

    Now that he's moved out of his mother's house and living on his own, he has to figure out how to live as an omega. That includes how to build a nest before his heat shows up. Jeremy listens to Laila's suggestion to hire someone to build one for him, but when that someone turns out to be a tall, handsome alpha named Jean, Jeremy ends up with more than he bargained for.

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    03 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    after both of them assume how the other one is feeling, it's time Jean and Jeremy established where they stand (sort of)
    if that means Jean finally gets to make Jeremy come, then neither of them is complaining

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    29 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Jeremy wakes up bruised, exhausted, and drowning in shame after another night of bad decisions. Facing his friends—and Jean— is harder than any match on the court, especially when his feelings for his partner only grow stronger. Between jealousy, miscommunication and the weight of self-blame, Jeremy spirals deeper as he has to face the truth: he is in love with Jean Moreau.

    Sequel to Of Shame, Jealousy and Desire

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    24 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    This is Jean Moreau's first Halloween party, and Jeremy wants it to be memorable. As someone who wears masks all the time, Jeremy is in his element. But a collision of his past mistakes and his insecurities threatens to drag him under. A turmoil of fear, self-loathing, violence and hope turns Jeremy’s night on its head
    A story of trauma, recovery, chosen family and the kind of love that asks not for penance, but for honesty

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    20 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 27

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    The past still haunts Jeremy Knox. Guilt chases him in his dreams, renewing the pain of that awful night. On Noah's birthday, Jeremy is called home for a dinner he doesn't want to attend, and the weight of grief becomes unbarable. Jeremy tries to hold himself together, but the past isn't done with him yet—and neither is his brother.

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    18 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 54

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    “You do not need my permission to see to your needs, Jeremy,” Jean said. Jeremy let out a ragged breath and looked upward. “It is not my business. I cannot control what you are attracted to."

    Jeremy was quiet for once, just staring at Jean, so Jean took the hint and turned to leave.

    “You could, you know,” Jeremy blurted out from behind him.

    “What does that mean?” He bit out.

    Jeremy took a deep breath, blew it out, and said, “If you - want to. You could…make it your business.”

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    Or, Jeremy wants to be told what to do, and French is the language of love.

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    13 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 85

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    Things were going too well for Jean Moreau. He should have known it was about time for his life to colossally fuck itself up again.

    OR - Lola Malcolm kidnaps Jean and Neil after a Fox/Trojan game, and chaos and angst ensues.

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    11 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 49

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    The lost perfect court is back together. But Jean has to relearn how to play with Kevin — on and off the court — if there’s any chance of making it work. And Jeremy? Jeremy has to be his anchor when things get messy, both in the game and in Jean’s head.

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    Jean hurts Jeremy during a scrimmage. Guilt eats him alive — enough to finally let Jeremy in. Not just into his game, but into every guarded part of himself. Physically. Emotionally. Completely.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    "But you wouldn't take as good care of yourself as me."

    Jean supposes that is right as well. Still, he doesn't have to admit it.

    "Is it okay?" Jeremy asks again. His thumbnail brushes ever so slightly along the line of Jean's bottom lip. The ice pack gets situated between them, held out in the palm of Jeremy's open hand.

    "Of course, Jeremy," Jean says, admitting something else he shouldn't. "It's you."

    or, 5 nights + 1 morning

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Jeremy knows how attracted he is to Jean. It’s not something he’s bent out of shape about either. Jean is his friend first. His friend, most importantly. His partner. Jean's attractiveness is more of a bonus to the hundreds of other incredible things about Jean, if nothing else. Jean is so wonderfully, hilariously honest that if there ever is something more intimate in store for the two of them, Jeremy is confident that Jean will let him know.

    His attraction isn’t news to him, but realizing the frequency at which Jean turns him on, especially when he can’t have a release… well, it’s rather startling. It seems like everything Jean is doing right now gives Jeremy issues. He’s pretty sure he’s going to start getting turned on when Jean so much as blinks in his direction. He feels a bit bad, but reasons to himself that really, Cat should be the one who feels bad.
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    OR~ Cat walks in on Jeremy jacking off. In his desperation not to be (lovingly) humiliated by the friend group, he makes a deal with her. Go one full week without masturbating. Easy! Jeremy's got this.

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    27 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 26

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    He remembers the terror his family’s put him through. He remembers Warren’s disgust, Bryson’s hatred, Annalise’s indifference. He remembers rehab, the control, the checks, the punches, the texts, and suddenly, he can’t take it anymore.

    Jean’s voice whispers in his head. You deserve to be happy. 

    Jeremy looks at his mother, and the feelings swirling inside him spill over.

    Jeremy spirals, confronts his family, and falls in love. Not necessarily in that order. 

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    26 May 2026

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    “So,” Jeremy says, far too casually considering what his hand is up to, “who do you want to wear the condom?”

    Jean blinks.

    “It won’t be of much use if I wear it.” He says, a tad more snarky than intended.

    Jeremy nuzzles his way around. “So you want me to top?” He clarifies.

    They hadn’t discussed it fully when this was scheduled. And it was scheduled; marked on the calendar in red letters as the day they would try for the first time. They both got tested for various STDs and came back clean (shocking, considering the Raven’s intermingling). Jean needed time. Needed to think and plan and prepare for this. But Jeremy switches up expectations anyway, questions things Jean never considered options.

    “Would you…let me choose otherwise?” Jean asks. It’s a slow, anxious tone he isn’t used to voicing.

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    (Major verbiage & grammar edits made 30/3/25)

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    14 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 20

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    Sunlight spills through the blinds in strokes of honey and peach, pooling across the sheets. Their room hums in the low rhythm of morning—the fan’s lazy spin, the faint scent of linen and warm skin, the muted tick of pipes behind the apartment wall. Jean thinks he's ready to try something new, and Jeremy is there with careful hands and trust.

    Or: Jean attempts to top Jeremy and it doesn't go as expected.

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    08 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 21

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    “Jeremy,” Jean breathed into his mouth, his accent even thicker than usual.

    “Yeah baby?” Jeremy replied, pressing another kiss to Jean’s lips, and he felt Jean shiver against him.

    “I want…” Jean trailed off, kissing Jeremy again, Jeremy smiled into the kiss. Then, Jean pulled back slightly, and Jeremy opened his eyes. Jean stood slightly breathless, his eyes blown.

    Jean’s voice was nothing but a breathy whisper, coated in desire, when he said, “I want you to make love to me.”

    Of all the things Jeremy was expecting Jean to say, it wasn’t that. Jeremy rubbed soothing circles into Jean’s shoulders with his thumbs. He needed to make sure he understood exactly what Jean was asking for.

    “You mean-”

    “Yes,” Jean said breathlessly, leaning in to kiss Jeremy deeply once more, “I want you inside me,” he said against Jeremy’s lips, as he pulled Jeremy impossibly closer.

    ~

    Or, Jean's first time bottoming

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    08 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Jean, you were so great. I can’t believe you blocked Kevin like that, I swear, you’re gonna get pro deals lining up the second you step out. Like, we could not have possibly won today if—”

    Jean had been slowly moving towards him as he went on and on, so when they’re finally chest to chest he rolls his eyes, incredibly fond, and demands Jeremy to “Shut up.”

    Jeremy nods, lifting his chin to look up at him, “Yup, shutting up right now.”

    Jeremy has promised himself that if they win the championship, he will finally confess his feelings to Jean. Jean accidentally throws a wrench in that plan.

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    05 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 33

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    Jean reaches out and grabs Jeremy’s wrist, gripping it tightly. What I want, Jean thinks to himself, staring up into golden brown and letting the want sit heavy in his ribs.

    His mouth opens, and the words that slip out are beyond Jean’s control. “I want you.”

    OR, A trip to play with a youth Exy league forces Jean to confront what he wants.

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    27 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 77

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    This is my take on how Andrew’s and Neil’s relationship develops after the end of TKM.
    I tried my best to keep it canon-compliant, or at least compliant to how I see the characters.
    The only important change to the books is that in my version, Andrew never took off his armbands in the presence of others after he left Easthaven. The shower scene with Neil still happened, Andrew just kept his armbands on.

    trigger warnings for everything that’s already canon but I should point out that self harm is a big topic in this, bigger than it was in the books. So please stay safe and don’t read this if it could trigger you <3

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Andrew doesn't believe in a higher-power. Neil, however, Andrew thinks he can worship.

     

    in which Neil gets a shitty boyfriend, and Andrew decides he's done with atheism (kinda).

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    18 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 63

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    Flashing lights thrum to the beat of the music, casting intermittent shadows over Neil's silhouette. Andrew watches him where he leans against the railing. Observing every angle, every detail, every movement. His heart is a betrayal, sending awful warmth to every inch of his body. It's then that Andrew makes a decision. He wants him. All of him.

    It's with the taste of whiskey on their tongues, and want on their lips, that Andrew and Neil try something new.

    Or: Andrew bottoms for the first time.

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    16 Mar 2026

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