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The Number You Are Trying To Reach... by Strawberrywaltz for valix33
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
28 Aug 2026
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During his probationary year, Buck gets hurt trying to protect Hen.
The fall out reveals some hard truths about Buck's family situation.
Or: How Bobby became Buck's emergency contact.
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And it’s probably the wrong thing to say, but Christopher is just— he’s so angry, he’s so angry and he wants to lash out at someone.
“I wish you and Dad had never even met!” With that, Christopher actually goes into his room, and Buck doesn’t stop him, or say anything.
He lays down on his bed, burying his face in his pillow, and finally lets out the rest of the tears he’d been holding back.
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or, Christopher makes a wish and the universe grants it
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11 Aug 2026
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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.—
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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- Part 1 of SAOW
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08 Feb 2026
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ugh i love and hate how INSANELY good this fic is 😭 i consider this as canon now
Edit: this ruined not just canon for me but also other fics. i can't watch the show or read other fics without thinking that that Buck is THIS Buck from saow with an ed who can talk to the best therapist aka Dr. Adamiak...and i love it ❤️🩹
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“I’m not trying to keep tabs on you,” Eddie adds, like he knows exactly what Buck was about to accuse him of. “You don’t have to tell me everything. Just… don’t disappear on me, alright?”
Eddie lingers for another second, and can feel the Eddie wants to say more but he nods once and steps out of the locker room, leaving Buck alone.
Buck stands there for a moment, one hand braced against the open locker, breathing slower now but not calmer, because Eddie’s words stick in his head.
Don’t disappear on me.
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After the kidnapping, Buck says he’s fine.
Everyone lets him.
That works, right up until it doesn’t.Bookmarked by nightlyreaderVee
03 Aug 2026
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The AU where Bobby adopted Evan when he was six years old, and then twenty years later Eddie joins the 118 and starts dating Buck... and no one initially realises that Evan and Buck are, in fact, the same person. Part 1 is the story of the identity shenanigans and the reveal.
Part 3 is a collection of missing scenes from the original story, while Parts 4 ('how it could have gone') and 5 ('another way it could have gone') are outtakes and depict two different scenarios where the reveal of Buck and Evan being the same person go a different way.
Part 2 'oh captain my captain' is a prequel and shows the 118 meeting Bobby and then later on Evan.
Part 6 'these are the days we've been waiting for' is the story of Buck's first day at the 118.
Part 7 'may you live in interesting times' is a sequel to that takes place about a year or so later, and Part 8 'I once was lost (but now I'm found)' directly follows on and is a full-length sequel and prequel to the main story.
This series as it is now is standalone and can be considered complete. The only reason I haven't marked it as such is because I do expect to be adding additional installments at some point in the future. Happy reading!
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