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  1. Rec 33

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    Something’s tangled in Frank’s chest as he stares at Peter, at this bright light he almost snuffed out with his own hands. The guilt of it’s been choking him since he pulled the trigger, and he just—

    “You gotta wash up,” Frank blurts out. Which, fantastic, is factually correct, but not a reason for him to be here. So he follows it up with a similarly humiliatingly honest, “Lemme help.”

    Jesus. What is he doing? What is he fucking doing?

    —

    Still a little too raw to let Peter out of his sight for long, Frank follows after him when he leaves the hospital. He doesn’t plan the rest. He’s sure as shit glad it works out, though.

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    23 Sep 2026

  2. Rec 45

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    So here, on a random nondescript motel bed, lying next to Cheng Xiaoshi, whose breaths come and go, soft and even, Lu Guang stares. He counts the rise and fall of his chest. Watches the lamplight illuminate his face, and thinks, not for the first time, about death.

    But also about living.

    He wonders, sometimes, if it's possible to love a person too much. If, perhaps, it might be kinder to distance yourself, to keep them at arm's length. To save yourself the pain. But no, he knows that's not true. Love, once given, isn't a thing that can be taken back, and he gave it to Cheng Xiaoshi long ago. And if he can't keep Cheng Xiaoshi safe, then at least he can love him, with his whole self.

    Love, he knows, is its own kind of immortality.

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    or, 3+1 times Lu Guang stares at Cheng Xiaoshi, and one time Cheng Xiaoshi decides to find out why.

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    01 Sep 2026

  3. Rec 17

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    "What are you looking at?"

    "Your eyes."

    "My eyes," Kurosaki had repeated, amusedly.

    He brought his forehead down to rest against Grimmjow's and asked him, "And what do you see in my eyes?"

    "I see all the kindnesses in the world, all the things I was and I'll become, but most importantly, I see salvation."

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    To Grimmjow, Ichigo was his God.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    Step 1: Risk your spot on the basketball team by failing a class.
    Step 2: Flirt with your tutor to try to fix it.
    Step 3: Flunk the flirting and the quiz.
    Step 4: Accidentally fall for said tutor, who looks like he hasn't smiled since dinosaurs went extinct.

    Cheng Xiaoshi didn't plan on catching feelings. He just wanted to pass statistics so he wouldn't get benched from the basketball team. But now, he’s plotting regression equations and calculating the trajectory of Lu Guang’s perfect shoulders— and one of them is certainly his preferred variable in this equation.

    Or, Star Basketball Player: Cheng Xiaoshi’s got a kink for hot nerdy tutors.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    “Would you marry me?”

    Eddie stared at him.

    Buck stared back.

    The refrigerator hummed. The monitor hissed faintly. Eddie could hear his own pulse, which seemed dramatic and unhelpful.

    “What?” Eddie said.

    Buck looked down, then back up. “Not like. I mean, legally. For Theo. For the stability thing.”

    Eddie’s mouth had gone dry.

    Buck kept talking. He did that when he was nervous. Built a whole staircase of words and then tried to jump down it. “I know it sounds insane. I know. And I’m not asking because I’m freaking out. I mean, I am always a little bit freaking out, but that’s not why. I’m asking because if I had to pick someone to have legal standing with Theo, someone who already shows up and knows him and knows me, it would be you.”

    Eddie said nothing.

    Buck’s face tightened. “You can say no.”

    “I know.”

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    10 Jul 2026