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A vision of Hollander mid-heat floated through Ilya's mind. Rutting against the sheets, fucking a fleshlight, whatever the fuck he did while his cunt bloomed delicately open, empty. Presumably he'd tried fingers, at least. I don't like anything there.
"Okay," Ilya said. "You like it in your ass?"
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Lightly, lightly: "Nice coat." He nearly sounds idle. One hand on Shane's back, sliding down and down. "Is this your husband's, too?"
He can tell the exact moment Shane realizes the coat is Ilya's: his body goes entirely still. "He likes giving me things."
"Mm." One final touch, brushing imaginary lint off Shane's shoulder. It takes enormous effort to step back and circle back around to Shane's front. Now he's between Shane and the door, and Shane's eyes are following, hungry. "Not everything, I think."
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So Rozanov had a fetish. It didn't matter. Montreal didn't play Boston again for a month, and by then Shane would have gone through a dozen new bruises blooming and fading away. They played hockey; it was a fact of life. The next time they met Rozanov would have forgotten about it.
Shane didn't, though.
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"I have to go soon," Shane rasped. He was wearing a Dynamo sweater even though he had plenty of his own clothes here. Sleep still clouded his mouth.
Ilya could have done anything then. Said he needed sleep. Gone to kiss Shane where the hoodie string had left an imprint across one cheek. It wasn't a free day for Shane. At best they had an hour.
Instead he said, without any conscious thought at all: "How did he fuck you?"
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2018. Shane goes to the IIHF World Championship wearing something of Ilya’s.
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Appendix C: First-Line Antidepressants
“First-line” antidepressant treatment represents a balance of efficacy, tolerability and expert consideration per the Canadian Network for Mood and Anxiety Treatments (CANMAT) recommendations.
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Sexual disturbances: ↓ libido, impotence, ejaculatory disturbances, anorgasmia. (likely to persist during SSRI therapy)- Words:
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Fandom Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
31 Jul 2020
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Kink negotiation for idiots.
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Le cœur a ses raisons, que la raison ne connaît point.
"The heart has its reasons, which Reason does not know."
- Blaise PascalFormerly titled "Ways of Love".
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Standalone fics inspired by/based on e. e. cummings poems.
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"I do not," Shane said, which was a lie. "And you should reflect on why you like to make your boyfriend upset so often."
"My boyfriend likes to be upset," Ilya said. He was leaning fully over into Shane's space now, his elbow on the center console bearing so much of his weight as he swayed, almost accidentally closer. He was giddy, childish, how had he forgotten how good it felt to be with Shane, just to be next to him and talk –
"Is there a rest stop coming up?" Natalya asked from the backseat, and Ilya didn't flinch, exactly, but it was a near thing. He'd almost forgotten she was there.
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15 Jul 2026
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the cens win the cup. shane and ilya go to the cottage. red-tailed hawk juveniles are on the nest.
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15 Jul 2026
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Years ago, Luca watched Hollander take to the ice, helmet off, hair sweat-slick and pushed back, face brimming with exhaustion, as he hoisted the Cup over his head. He wants Hollander to touch him so bad at this moment he can’t think of anything else.
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09 Jul 2026
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"You should read some of these comments," he says, very conversational, then continues in a lower voice: "It is crazy, what these people want to do to you."
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Ilya does a Calvin Klein ad. To spite Shane, probably, who has already done one.
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- Part 2 of once more to see you
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27 Apr 2026
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Someone posts a photo of Shane looking very in love with Ilya after the first term of the Irina Foundation's hockey camp.
Ilya’s grinning, his head bowed towards Shane’s, his hand gripping the back of Shane’s neck. They’re in their kit on the ice.
Ilya's a little blurry, in motion, but Shane's not. It’s Shane’s face. It’s what his face is doing, it has to be. He’s ducked his head, but it’s still visible. He’s looking at Ilya. Shane’s never seen that look on his own face. He didn’t know it could do that. It’s soft and hungry. His eyes are hot. He’s melting under Ilya’s hand. It’s a smoking fucking gun. There’s a fragment of his love on his face, on Twitter.
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04 May 2026

