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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    19 May 2026

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    Ilya has never been the jealous type. Not with Svetlana, or Sasha, or the women he's met on his pilgrimage around the MLH circuit in Canada, or the States. Not the ones in clubs under the streets of Moscow, St. Petersburg, anywhere else Sveta could drag his aching soul.

    No, Ilya has never been the jealous type.

    Well. Other than with Shane.

     

    Or: five times Ilya gets jealous (and one time Shane does, too).

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    15 Apr 2026

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    While at the top of his game, professional porn star Ilya Rozanov is approached by the famous yet boringly untalented OnlyFans creator Shane Hollander who wants to collaborate. What starts as a transactional partnership quickly turns into a war of egos, blurred boundaries, and incredible on-camera chemistry.

    As their views climb and the sexual tension thickens they're left to confront the reality that maybe their mutual hatred might be the spark for some thing far more intimate then just sex.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    What was he supposed to say? Yes, Hollander. I have a soulmate. All I know is that he has played hockey in Canada before. Oh, that could apply to the entire league? Oh, that could apply to you? Oh, you are now having a panic attack in my bed?

    Yes. That would not have gone well. 

    (Or: Soulmate AU where the marks that appear on your body appear on theirs. Ilya finds out that Shane is his soulmate long before Shane does. They are idiots in love.)

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    15 Feb 2026

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    5 times Ilya lost a fight to Shane and the 1 time he didn't (sort of)

    Based on the many tweets saying Ilya is never winning an argument in his relationship.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Viktor discovers he's pregnant in the midst of Jayce confessing he'd been unfaithful, kissing Mel Medarda after a gala. The nasty breakup leaves Viktor alone and seeking refuge in a new town. Years later, Jayce helps a little boy find his dad at a market, being face to face with Viktor again for the first time in five years.

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    30 Nov 2025

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    The first thing Viktor feels when he wakes up after being spat out by the Arcane is pain.
    He doesn’t make any noise. He’s used to it.
    What he’s not used to is the sudden, featherlight touch of someone else’s fingers on his face, softly brushing aside a lock of Viktor’s hair, as if he was something precious and fragile.
    “Hey,” someone says next to him. A deep rumble with a soothing tone. It’s not his mother’s voice. Viktor can’t remember his father’s. But this is familiar. It stirs something inside him, something deep and important that rises like a cresting wave in his chest. “Please open your eyes, Vik. Please, please, please…”

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    05 Nov 2025

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    This is a comic :)
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    Jayce and Viktor end up post-canon in another dimension where their counterparts no longer exist. They seek shelter in Viktor's old flat and for the first time are alone with themselves and everything that has happened. They take the opportunity to finally get to know each other on their new level of brotherly bro love.

    aka they fuck nasty in all sorts of different forms in the astral plane, where Viktor takes Jayce and shows him what's possible.

    Note: Jayce is mainly a service top and Viktor a power bottom, but the two swap roles briefly. Viktor is male with a penis in most forms, but will also be seen as trans masc later on

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    25 Oct 2025

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    “But seriously, though— go get a library card.”

    Jisung laughed it off but, after ending the call, found himself lying on his bed, pinching at the seams of his comforter and staring at the ceiling. Felix’s suggestion looped through his mind. Why not get a library card? It was practical, right? Plus, it wasn’t like he was trying to hit on the front-desk-man or anything. Just... curious. Yep, precisely.


    Jisung really hadn’t expected his sudden crush on a librarian to come with a set of rules, a decade-and-a-half age gap, and a damn good poker face. Regardless, he was determined to turn their borrowed time into something more— even if it meant disrupting Minho’s carefully organized life.

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    15 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 65

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    "No offense," Jisung begins, with a sudden seriousness.

    Minho's blood curdles for a painful second. "But I just don't think I can give you what you need."

    "And what do I need?"

    "A pretty boy to lie under you. Someone you can quickly fuck and leave. Want me to call you Daddy too, right?" The silence hangs, “No?"

    "No," Minho says. "That's not what I need. The opposite, actually."

    At 35, Minho thinks he's missed all exiting turns life has had set up. He has his bike and his drinking buddies, his job as a car mechanic.

    He has the everlasting unsatisfaction with sex.

    Han Jisung, ten years his junior, who surpasses Minho in every envious way, shows him that there's still so much in store for him.

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    05 Sep 2025

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    The sight is — drool worthy. Out of this world.

    Jisung is enjoying her Sunday in the sun, icy lemonade next to her with her laptop in front of her as she writes. The scene she is currently writing is nothing too exciting, only a filler where the fairy wanders around the woods in search of her partner, leaving trails of pink behind her.

    A few feet away, Minhee stands in thick jeans, boots and a brown tank top clinging perfectly to her skin with an axe in hand and a stack of wood next to her as she chops thick logs of oak into perfect quarters.

    or: Jisung, and her neverending crush on the woman she married all those years ago.

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    22 Aug 2025

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    A new class of interns start their residency in Emergency Medicine at Seoul National University Hospital.

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    17 Apr 2025

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    “Jisu,” a voice says, from the other side. Jisu startles and turns a full 180 degrees to meet the sight of Minhee with an unlit cigarette in between her lips.

    “You remember me?”

    “Of course, darling. Who could forget a face like that?” Minhee asks with a little smile that makes Jisu’s heart stutter.

    OR: Jisu meets this girl, and she can’t get her out of her head, so she listens to her heart instead.

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    12 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    motorcycles riding lesbians! Sooososososo hot, hip thrusts while fingering yes please mhmm

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    With their breaths entangled, high on the wave that they’re riding, Minhee whispers words straight into Jisung’s mouth. “I think you’re meant to be my wife.”

    In for a penny, in for a pound.

    OR: Minhee learns that there are only so many things you can run away from, and Han Jisung is not one of them.

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    11 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    lesbian angst (with a happy ending…or many 🤤) PLUS SCISSORING be still my heart

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    “Hyung,” Jisung called, creeping forward to avoid spooking Minho. “Are you awake right now? It’s ok, it's just me.”
    “Careful Jisung-ah, I don’t want you to get hurt.”
    Minho's gaze was intense, sharp. His skin had a strange sheen to it, reflecting the light softly-
    Not Minho.
    Jisung took several steps back until the bed prevented him from moving further.
    “It’s ok Jisungie," Not-Minho said softly. "It’s me. I think you called for me.”

    Or: Another Minho steps out of Jisung's mirror.

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    21 Oct 2024

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    There was an Alpha in his classroom.
    There should not be an Alpha in his classroom, and everyone there knew it. Jisung had been very, very clear with the University that he would not be accepting Alphas into his classes if he worked there - not after what happened.

     

    In which Omega!Jisung hates Alphas - until Minho joins his class, an Alpha that seems different from the others.

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    09 Sep 2024

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    “You really are obsessed with me, aren’t you?”

    “Respectfully.” Changbin nodded. “Yes.”

    Hyunjin’s cheeks puffed with laughter. “Respectfully?”

    “Yeah.” Changbin grinned. “I respect you, and I’m also obsessed with you.”

    Changbin knows its love at first sight. Hyunjin catches up, slowly.

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    19 Aug 2024

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    “Will you be my girlfriend?”

    Minhee freezes.

    Jisung’s hold on her loosens.

    Minhee misses burning her finger on the stovetop by a hair’s breadth. Is she dreaming, again? Weird. Her dreams are never so—well, clothed, for one. And real.

    The residual heat from the pan kisses the surface of Minhee’s palm. It would burn her if she got too close, and the threat of the heat, imminent and radiating, is enough to confirm what Minhee finds really, really hard to believe: this is definitely not a dream.

    Minhee turns around. “What,” she asks, mind blank. She must have misheard that, surely—

    “Don’t look so—is it that bad of an ask? My fake girlfriend, I meant. Will you be my fake girlfriend?”

    OR: Jisung asks Minhee for a favour. Minhee commits, despite her heart on the line.

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    11 Aug 2024

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    Life is hell, and then you die.

    Minho's story is already written, his life spent longing for his fated mate and then death with a sword in his hand. He expects nothing else. This life's journey is nothing but a series of hits to his soul. It doesn't matter that he is the strongest or the fastest. He can only fight and run for so long.

    But what if his story was rewritten? What if bottomless brown eyes and the kindest smile he’s ever seen, took the map of his life and redrew the lines? How would his story end? Where would the map lead? To happiness… love? Home?

    And if that home was threatened… he would burn the world to save it.

    *****

    He doesn’t think whatever he and Jisung has counts as love. He’s never experienced it, but something about the word tells him love is supposed to be equal, balanced, and tender. Instead, he has a power struggle where he’s been asked to give everything he has...
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    With silent tears Jisung rests against the oak door and prays. Dear Gods, may I take all of his pain and return it in love...

     

    (Badass War General omega Lee Know is in an arranged marriage to sweet and kind alpha Han Jisung... he is not happy about it)

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    30 Jul 2024

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    Jisung has no idea why Minho hates him so much or when it all began. All he knows is that Minho's scent is intoxicating- and apparently Jisung's is intoxicating to Minho, too.

    Translation in Spanish by w0lfiechannie

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    24 Jun 2024

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