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"But it's not easy for me to talk to them. Maybe I came from where you came from. Then maybe that's why we can talk together easily." If Yuwei was a fish, a fish in the ocean like Duduyu — would she be more at ease?
Written for TBHX Women Week 2026 Day 13 (July 24) — Queen: ?
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they say to never meet your heroes by raindotsys
Fandoms: 凸变英雄X | To Be Hero X (Cartoon)
15 Jul 2026
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If it were a proper killing of a hero, it wouldn't be here, in some dingy, shady hotel — it would be in a field of flowers, first rays of sunshine poking through a dark sky, last words lingering in the air, as Queen bleeds out to death with a smile on her face. The death of a hero. When she was young, it meant a majestic sacrifice for the greater good. Ruins taught her it could mean something else. She's eighteen and an adult already, but looks like she still has some growing up to do. Only children would naively think a hero could die heroically.
Or: Luoli kills her idol with her own two hands.
Written for TBHX Women’s Week Day 4 (July 15) — Luoli: Wrath.
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Drabbles of QueenRain that don’t really deserve their own fic so I post them in one place. Which is here.
No tagging because it’s on the Archive for Archival purposes only. I have no idea if anyone besides my friends will read this. If so, beware— things here will be pretty tame, but if there’s anything that’s going to be triggering, I’ll put it in the chapter notes.
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- Part 5 of sunshowers with you (QueenRain)
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Do you really think this wouldn’t exist?
What it says on the tin. As usual, no tagging. Any icks will be said in the chapter notes.
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- Part 6 of sunshowers with you (QueenRain)
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home is less abstract, less distant than you’ve thought by raindotsys
Fandoms: 凸变英雄X | To Be Hero X (Cartoon)
22 Feb 2026
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What even was ‘home’?
Written for TBHX Yume City Week Day 1 — Home.
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- Part 4 of sunshowers with you (QueenRain)
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it would’ve been better if i didn’t turn out to be like this by raindotsys
Fandom 凸变英雄X | To Be Hero X (Cartoon)
15 Jul 2026
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your desires reveal who you are, or something like that. the ugly you clashes with the perfect ideal of the public, and it spills out in your longing.
(aka: queen-centric explorations of characters through sex.)
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Yume posting yume posting yume postinggggggg. Most of the works in here are extremely self-indulgent but I give them to the grand Archive anyways.
Ordered based on posting date, not read order. Read order doesn’t matter anyways, it’s just a giant mix of things.
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But longing for your homeland doesn’t always mean you ever loved it. Whether you like it or not, you were born on this land, and your heart will always yearn for this place as your first memory of home, even if that very home betrayed you.
Or, how Liu Yuwei tries to trace her roots and what that leads to.
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15 Jun 2026
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Perhaps that was the whole answer—we can find a home in the hearts of those close to us.
In the hearts of people like us.
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Inside of Liu Yuwei's chest cavity was a dark, yawning, cavernous black hole that never knew satisfaction or contentment. She could not feed it enough to satisfy its desperate hunger, and now it was pulling the rest of her into itself.
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A Queen character study in how severe depression affects highly motivated and effective people.Bookmarked by raindotsys
22 Jun 2026
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Yuwei pried herself off the floor. The street lights flickering on far below was enough permission to haul herself back to bed. It wasn't like she was going to get anything done now. Her hair was stringy and tangled. Her pajama shirt was beginning to smell under the arms. The air in her apartment was stagnant and rank with the stink of takeout containers she hadn't managed to get into the trash chute. She was pathetic. Weak. A fraud. Useless as anything more than a shiny novelty piece. The cinderblock of lead in her hollow chest dragged her into bed and pinned her to the mattress, a specimen moth, a bottomless abyss in the outline of a person. A ceaseless hunger shaped like a human being. An unfillable emptiness given form. If she had ever earned anything, it was the right to not wake up.
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the most dangerous piece on the board (she'll topple herself in the end) by greyhavensking for raindotsys
Fandoms: 凸变英雄X | To Be Hero X (Cartoon)
24 Jul 2026
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A rule is absolute.
They do not bend. They do not break.
The one who declares them shouldn’t, either.
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- Part 10 of TBHX WW 2026
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24 Jul 2026
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You are not allowed to break, you pathetic—idealistic—bitch.
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my fate, come and kiss me by lotuscities (enhattps)
Fandoms: 凸变英雄X | To Be Hero X (Cartoon)
24 May 2026
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A billboard blares: “LOLI SIGNS CONTRACT WITH FOMO—”
“Sold your soul?” Liu Yuwei asks. Luo Li tenses and straightens up, meeting Liu Yuwei’s gaze head-on, none of the startled hero-worship she’d seen on her face when they had first met years ago.
Four snapshots.
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26 Jul 2026
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This is the hero system: for something like a revival and a right to cling on, the steep, hefty price is learning to clutch fiercely at what makes you yourself. Even when it slips to the floor and shatters into a thousand shards.
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smultronställe n
(literally) a spot where (many) wild strawberries grow
(figuratively) a pleasant place with sentimental and personal valueLiu Yuwei and Civilian X find the normality they can't have, for one night and one morning.
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14 Aug 2026
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A soft, long kiss tasting like coffee in cute, bunny mugs, like breakfast shared on the floor over the background noises of an open TV and a phone ringing with notifications.
Like pure intimacy, like normalcy and domesticity.
Whose taste persisted on her smile when they parted, on his lips that she teasingly brushed with her right thumb.
"A good morning and goodbye kiss."