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Ilya flicks on the lamp on his nightstand for a quick source of light, the warm glow barely reaching the figure in the window. Ilya chuckles under his breath as he heads over to greet the intruder. Always a show-off.
He clicks the lock open before sliding his window up. “Didn’t want to use front…”
His excitement trails away as he catches a glimpse of the scattered splotches of blood on Shane’s torso, revealed by deep cuts in the fabric. Ilya watches the shallow rise and fall of Shane’s breathing.
To the plain eye, Spider-Man is unbreakable, practically immortal. But not to Ilya Rozanov. He knows the man beneath the mask. Ilya knows just how human he really is.
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14 Aug 2026
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I'm on the Edge by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Aug 2026
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Ilya knows that he’s throwing Shane for a loop, because in time gone by this was the prime opportunity for Ilya to flip them, pin Shane to the wall with one hand tightly gripping Shane’s wrists, and shut him up firmly. But all he can do now is stare at Shane and think I miss you, I’ve missed you, I will keep missing you. It’s like his eyes and his mind are having two different conversations. His eyes see Shane, and fuck, it’s good – but his mind sees tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, and finds them all lacking.
Ilya isn’t doing so well during his first few months in Ottawa. He tries not to make a thing of it.
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- Part 2 of Anon is Mentally Still at the Cottage
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12 Aug 2026
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Willing not Able by LadyChewsk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, the long game - Fandom
11 Jun 2026
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"I will tell Mama about you, Shane Hollander. I will tell her how you brought back my brother's smile."
A glimpse into Alexei's mind after his father's death and Ilya's departure from Russia.
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15 Jul 2026
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And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there; he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.
It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.
Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.
So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.
Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.
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15 Jul 2026
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That Would be Enough by littlebabybluebird, supremia
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander: Hockey’s Golden Boy. His talent drew people in, whether by jealousy, admiration, or wonder— reason didn’t matter.
Ilya Rozanov is the only player who seems to press at this narrative, pulling at it until it threatens to snap. He’s strong, slightly rude, and the most beautiful man Shane’s ever seen.
Vying for the spot of number one— visceral on the ice, animal in the sheets— they find themselves orbiting each other; gravitating closer during games, closer beneath dim hotel rooms.
Over the years a bond forms, inexplicable and dizzying, Ilya can’t find the will to stay away from him. Entranced, maybe even hypnotized.
Sometime in late 2016, biting wind and whipping snow, a quiet night finds them sharing Rozanov’s rut together; a whirl of passion, confusion, and devastation.
Two months later, Tampa, Florida brings a life-changing discovery.
or: shane hollander is an enigma and he doesn’t know it until it matters most
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24 May 2026