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  1. Public Bookmark 83

    Iris by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    31 Jul 2026

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    Five times Ilya doesn't ask for help until it's too late, and one time he asks just in time.

    5 + 1 in which Ilya has a habit of harming himself and not talking about it until after he has already done it. Warnings for talk of self harm, panic attacks, blood, and depression.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    on purpose by

    Fandom Heated Rivalry (TV)

    21 Jan 2026

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    28 Aug 2026

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    after the rain by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    08 Dec 2025

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    Shane and Ilya grow up and grow older in hockey locker rooms, where communal showers and homophobia are simple facts of life. This is a love letter to the experience of closeted queer puberty, and to all the weird parts about growing up as an athlete.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    but they don't know what i've found by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    18 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander (!!!!!!) frowns. "You're Oliver Holmberg," he says, and politely doesn't glare at him like he's scum on the bottom of his shoe when Oliver gasps at the sound of his full name (which, his full name (!!!), has never sounded so fucking good, holy shit, Young's gonna shit himself when he tells him about this later) coming out of his mouth. "Are you looking for Ilya?"

    "Ilya?" Oliver repeats, dazed beyond belief. He sort of wants to ask if the world's swimming for everyone, or just him. "Who?"

    Shane Hollander looks abruptly, immensely pleased. Oliver has no idea what he's said to make him look like that, but he'll do anything for it to happen again.

    OR: In a world where there is no outing of Hollanov, Oliver Holmberg stumbles over the big secret twenty-four hours before it's set to be revealed.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Second Skin by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    25 Aug 2026

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    Ilya gets a loon tattoo and learns he is allergic to second skin.

    This turns out to be a larger problem (for Shane) than it should be.

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    26 Aug 2026