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    "Levi misses Erwin in the margin between sleeping and waking. He thinks about Erwin when he steps out of a hot bath into cold air. He imagines Erwin’s new life, his new vocation, his new family, when the seasons change, or when he blows the candles out, or now, as the sun sets. The only space he does so is a space of a threshold. It does not feel good or bad. It does not feel happy or sad. Levi realises now, however, that this is not the same as it feeling nothing."

    Six years after the War ends and they part ways, Levi finds himself at Erwin's door again.

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    20 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    classic calacreda masterpiece
    𓆩♡𓆪

  2. Rec 92

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    Six birthday presents Levi Ackerman received from Erwin Smith

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    13 Sep 2026

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    "His body sings, it screams - 'I’m made for you. I can feel the end of you, like the end of me. I’m sick with it.'"

     

    Canonverse AU where the Ackerman bond manifests as a genetic illness, flaring up when your liege is in danger.

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    13 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fucking crack cocaine this shit
    all of author calacredas works will be read do not fret

  4. Rec 24

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    Levi’s breath is steady behind him. It seems to always be, even if Erwin knows that’s not the case. He tries to match its rhythm, if only because he hopes it will give some sense of calm to Levi, too; and because he knows he won’t fall asleep before him, not after what they have just gone through. So he breathes in, and out, and tries to will his eyes to stop moving behind his eyelids, and his heartbeat to slow down, even as he thinks, I am running out of time.

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    11 Sep 2026

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    “It’s always been in you, this thing, this pathetic fucking parasite. This need for violence. You could do something great with it, if it doesn’t kill you first. It’s why you’re no one. It’s why you’re always cold. I bet it’s warm now though, huh? A hot bath after a long day. But don’t mistake it for love. Not for a second. It isn’t love. It’s our chains.”

    There’s a new gang threatening the Rippers’ monopoly on illegal weapons dealing, growing like a tumour in London’s financial heart. Levi, the Rippers’ strongest weapon, is given a simple task: cut the head off the opposition; kill their leader, Erwin Smith.

    Dark Ackerbond organised crime AU.

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    07 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    hit my head against a wall real hard came back all bruised and bloody with only memories of this fic
    something sharp and hellish in my veins and up my nose but lord thank you for letting me swallow until i get sick of the taste of words
    (which i predict will never happen; this is all my stomach can hold down anyways)
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