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    "Levi misses Erwin in the margin between sleeping and waking. He thinks about Erwin when he steps out of a hot bath into cold air. He imagines Erwin’s new life, his new vocation, his new family, when the seasons change, or when he blows the candles out, or now, as the sun sets. The only space he does so is a space of a threshold. It does not feel good or bad. It does not feel happy or sad. Levi realises now, however, that this is not the same as it feeling nothing."

    Six years after the War ends and they part ways, Levi finds himself at Erwin's door again.

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    20 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    classic calacreda masterpiece
    𓆩♡𓆪

  2. Rec 92

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    Six birthday presents Levi Ackerman received from Erwin Smith

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    13 Sep 2026

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    "His body sings, it screams - 'I’m made for you. I can feel the end of you, like the end of me. I’m sick with it.'"

     

    Canonverse AU where the Ackerman bond manifests as a genetic illness, flaring up when your liege is in danger.

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    13 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fucking crack cocaine this shit
    all of author calacredas works will be read do not fret

  4. Rec 24

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    Levi’s breath is steady behind him. It seems to always be, even if Erwin knows that’s not the case. He tries to match its rhythm, if only because he hopes it will give some sense of calm to Levi, too; and because he knows he won’t fall asleep before him, not after what they have just gone through. So he breathes in, and out, and tries to will his eyes to stop moving behind his eyelids, and his heartbeat to slow down, even as he thinks, I am running out of time.

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    11 Sep 2026

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    “It’s always been in you, this thing, this pathetic fucking parasite. This need for violence. You could do something great with it, if it doesn’t kill you first. It’s why you’re no one. It’s why you’re always cold. I bet it’s warm now though, huh? A hot bath after a long day. But don’t mistake it for love. Not for a second. It isn’t love. It’s our chains.”

    There’s a new gang threatening the Rippers’ monopoly on illegal weapons dealing, growing like a tumour in London’s financial heart. Levi, the Rippers’ strongest weapon, is given a simple task: cut the head off the opposition; kill their leader, Erwin Smith.

    Dark Ackerbond organised crime AU.

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    07 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    hit my head against a wall real hard came back all bruised and bloody with only memories of this fic
    something sharp and hellish in my veins and up my nose but lord thank you for letting me swallow until i get sick of the taste of words
    (which i predict will never happen; this is all my stomach can hold down anyways)
    𖤐

  6. Rec 77

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    “He's -” He struggles for the words. “We can be shitty to each other but he's -” Good? Kind? Levi isn't sure. He is, he knows objectively, because no one would have gone to the lengths Zeke has for him, spent the money and given the time, if he was not a good man.

    “It must be hard for him”, Erwin hums, eyes on his back. “You have achieved more at twenty than he or I will in a lifetime”.

    Levi ignores the heat under his cheeks, how viscerally he feels the words in his chest. What does he have to show for it?

    “Yeah?”, Levi snorts. “Not sure about that”.

    Erwin’s smile is faint, unreadable. “False modesty doesn’t suit you”.

    Levi looks away, even as he feels his flush rise, insistent, exhales smoke toward the wet pavement. “Wasn’t modesty. You start believing compliments, you stop getting better”, he mutters.

    Erwin steps a little closer, not enough to crowd him, just enough to close the distance between them. There is sadness in his gaze now, enough to make Levi’s hackle raise, enough to make him step back slightly.

    “Who taught you that, Levi?”

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    19 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    its always the ones you underestimate that leave you surprised
    so fucking good really good writing

  7. Public Bookmark 4

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    The emptiness inside grows so vast it feels as though Eren is made of nothing else. And there is nothing around him. No home, no titans, no weapons. There is only Armin.

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    13 Aug 2026

  8. Rec 55

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    “You have never taken a lover, but you’ve shared your bed with another. Is that true?”

    Levi felt heat rise to his cheeks and he knit his brows. He balled his fists beneath the table. He did not break eye contact with Erwin, but he could sense the way his ears began to flush red.

    Levi moved one of his pieces and did not answer.

    “Checkmate,” said Erwin.

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    A collection of important moments in the development of Levi Ackerman & Erwin Smith's relationship, before, during, and after the canon events.

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    10 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    might actually be one of the best ones and my favorites even though it left me quite thoroughly depressed and with a lot of emotions
    𖤐

  9. Rec 19

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    Eren’s grandparents drag him to Midnight Mass and introduce him to Armin Arlert, the pastor’s angelic grandson, beloved choir boy, and supposedly perfect influence.

    By the final hymn, Eren has enough sins to fill the confessional but Armin would rather kneel before him and make sure the list keeps growing.

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    09 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this was amazing if u ignore the zero paragraph spaces no seriously author the writing is really good but PLEASE leave some spaces ╥﹏╥
    church boy armin x troublemaker eren confessional sex is all i ever needed truly

  10. Rec 40

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    The boy in Armin’s dreams is wild and free. He has eyes like emerald oceans and his hands are always warm. He holds Armin a little too tight, and he talks too loud.

    The boy in his dreams is always bleeding. His hands are puckers of scar tissue and bruises, never fully healed before he tears them apart again.

    The boy in his dreams is a ghost inside of a seashell. His voice ricochets like bullets, raining blood over the upturned faces of angels.

    The boy in his dreams fades by morning, and sometimes, when Armin wakes up, he is already crying.

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    08 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    eremin soft launch

  11. Rec 28

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    Erwin finds his pleasure in those moments, although his natural disposition is one of commanding and being obeyed. At the end of the day, Erwin is one of the most powerful men in the walls. It is no secret, and Erwin would be remiss to say he doesn’t flex it on occasion. The fact of the matter is this: Erwin makes the calls, and Levi does obey. Erwin could speculate on why for months or years, probably. He has some ideas–theories of blood and vows that can’t be broken–but the obedience is constant and unshakable, and that is all that really matters.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    08 Aug 2026

  13. Rec 52

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    Centuries of blood and ash, yet it was the sight of a mortal man, a ghost cloaked in flesh and bone, that nearly stilled his undying heart.

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    28 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    way better than any other vampire media you could consume (pun intended)

  14. Rec 39

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    Mutual destruction made flesh. This is what he's been chasing across continents without knowing it. This dissolution, this unmaking. The god chokes on his own gun and the sight of his suffering is the most potent aphrodisiac Levi has ever known.

    Dark assassin AU set on the last train out.

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    19 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    violent pure carnal agonizing erotic raw & bloody filth now in eruri form just the way i like it
    i could die with my mind at peace with this being the last thing on my mind
    𖤐

  15. Rec 21

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    Three heartbeats at three different speeds. His body shaking between two while the third kept its rhythm, and the keeping was the loneliest sound he'd ever heard.

    The Commander, his Captain, and the War Chief share a cabin over the sea.

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    17 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    came in for 33k tension filled threesome left with a gaping hole in my chest god bless this author

  16. Rec 39

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    He had been wrong. He'd mistaken titan-ravaged lands for hell, and now he knew what it looked like. Hell wasn't death. Hell was surviving the man you'd followed into damnation, knowing you'd follow him again tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow, this ruinous love that had nowhere else to exist.

    The Commander and his Captain face what lies in wait at a noble’s masquerade.

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    14 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this author deserves some insane head for this holy fuck

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    12 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    counterpart....save me...

  18. Rec 53

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    Levi keeps count of their transgressions. A coin for each time a line is crossed. He watches the scales, and tries to keep himself on the ground.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Enemy, apprentice, friend. Associate is too clinical, lover sounds too personal, partner too enduring. Confidante? Comrade? Companion?

    There is no word for what Levi is, to him. What do you call an equal other than an equal?

    A counterpart, Erwin thinks.

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    from ACWNR to fall of Wall Maria

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    11 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fanfic equivalent to like don quixote everyone holy shit
    eruri got me so bad i ended up reading 400k words of this jesus christ
    yaoi will really turn u into a literary critic it seems

  20. Rec *

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    He thinks of Levi against the wall, Levi on the roof, Levi at the camp, Levi in the mess, Levi in the halls Levi in his office Levi in his dreams Levi Levi Levi—

    “Magnetized,” he breathes.

    a.k.a. The five times Erwin and Levi didn’t kiss, and the one (first) time they did.

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    01 Jul 2026

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