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    series for my will solace character/grief study fic, starting with "I'll keep playing that god damn song (if it keeps you alive)"
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    series title from Smoke & Embers by Waylon Wyatt and Willow Avalon

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    Schrödinger's capes au, also known as my nurse jason au

    neither capes nor no capes, mostly bc I never actually decided either way lol

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    my works for the 2025 Jason Todd Week <3
    have fun :)

    literally al of these could be continued at some point but for now they are as they are

    also blanket rule for my works is if you notice a tense change, no you didn't)

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    aka, a post UTRH trauma fic and its accidental prequel

    ordered in chronological order in this series, but both can be read as standalone, and in fact were intended to be standalone until i started seeing the connection points between one fic and the other

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    “Happy birthday, baby girl,” Joel whispers, ignoring the click of his knees as he crouches next to Ellie’s bed. It’s still dark out, so he’s half expecting her to roll over and go back to sleep.

    Instead, in a shock he should have seen coming, Ellie punches him in the face before she even opens her eyes. “Oh my god, Joel! What the fuck are you doing?” She pauses, seeming to realize that she just hit him. “Oh, shit. I’m so sorry.”

    Joel laughs, running a thumb over his cheek and checking it for blood. “That’s alright, kid, I shouldn't've startled you like that.”

    Something flickers in Ellie’s eyes, then. That same, unnameable thing he saw on her face when they were fighting in Jackson. But back in Jackson, she didn’t even try to cover the way tears welled in her eyes. Now, though, she blinks, and it’s gone.

    OR: Ellie just doesn't think she was meant to be a daughter.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Something about the diligent, thorough swivel of her head as they walk makes his stitches ache. This little girl - his little girl - 14 years old and barely looking it, knows how to hold a gun, knows how to stitch up a wound, knows the very extent of what people are capable of.

    She’s so much older than she was this morning.

    OR: Ellie's going to be okay.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    This girl isn’t Sarah. He’d made that loud and clear to himself; to her.

    “You holler if you need me, okay?” He murmurs instead, keeping his hands on his side as Ellie gives him another tired nod. “Alright. Good night, kiddo.” He gives her a small rub on the arm before leaving the room. Not more than that. He doesn’t let himself.

    He doesn’t think Ellie would let him, either.

     

    or; ellie gets terribly sick, and joel has not been a father in twenty years.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Chidi and Eleanor are Joel and Ellie's neighbors, and when Chidi meets the real life application of the Trolley Problem his head just might explode if he doesn't throw up first. / Only a few steps away from crack!fic if you squint.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    The next thing he sees and knows isn’t a dream is Ellie’s little hand reaching over his heart and balling up his shirt in her fist. Her head lays on his shoulder and her ear presses against his chest. He feels her small exhales and they bring fresh, unbidden tears to his eyes. She doesn’t notice his half-lidded gaze, but he sees just fine as she brings the hand still clutched around his flannel up to her nose and presses it to her face like it’s the only thing keeping her from floating away.

     

    Almost on muscle memory alone, Joel aims to press a kiss to her hair where it’s up to his own nose, but he can’t quite get it right. Still, his cheek ends up against the soft tendrils of Ellie’s brown strands and he thinks it’s enough. He hopes it gives her some meager comfort.

     

    It’s all he has to offer.

     

    (Inspired by the famous picture of Ellie sleeping all curled up on the forest floor during episode 2 - essentially an exploration of how Ellie becomes more than cargo to Joel through Ellie's very cute sleeping habits)

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    14 Jan 2026