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As Minho's lips moved along his collarbone, Seungmin closes his eyes, a silent plea for something more, lingering in the recesses of his mind. He focuses in the intimacy of the temporary moment, knowing that he's only feeding his delusions—a fantasy that would leave him hollow come daylight. He knew that by dawn, he will be left alone once again, body sore, heart aching and cursed with the ever-haunting ghost of this sinful affair, Lee Minho.
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Kim Seungmin loves Lee Minho. Lee Minho does not love Kim Seungmin.
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i look up at the gaps of sunlight, (i miss you more than anything.) by seungchiikawa
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
03 Jul 2024
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He seeks and longs for something he doesn't dare speak about. Someone who he desperately desires and yearns for, yet can never be with no more. He felt selfish. He had everything; fame, money, fans, yet none of it mattered. None of it mattered if Han Jisung wasn't beside him.
Minho didn't think he can stand to be, where Jisung didn't see him.
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Minho misses Jisung, so he writes a letter.
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- Part 1 of my god, im so lonely.
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i know ur cats will miss me, (but will you?) by seungchiikawa
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
22 Apr 2024
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"I love you, Minho." He uttered, voice sounding sincere and certain, unlike earlier.
Jisung stiffens as he waits for a reply. He feels stupid once silence takes over the room. His attempts at somewhat repairing their relationship was quickly dismissed. Perhaps he is an idiot. An idiot for expecting a response, for hoping that he'd be begged to stay, for thinking that the promises they made were unbreakable, for trusting love again, for wanting more, for needing more.
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until then ill drink my coffee, eat my pie, pretend that we are more than friends. by seungchiikawa
Fandom: Stray Kids (Band)
08 Aug 2024
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Seungmin tells Minho.
He doesn’t expect Minho to love him back, but he doesn’t mind it, either. It’s just nice being in love. It’s nice having proof of it, even on bad days when he’s almost too exhausted to function and it’s hard to get air into his lungs.
He tells Minho everything—the truth of it, plain and real. He tells him how he’s in love with him, how he’s dying, how he doesn’t expect anything in return.
He knows it’s hopeless, but he asks anyway:
“Can you pretend to love me?”
And Minho agrees. Without pause, without hesitation, because he is nice and good and he does love Seungmin
Just not in the right way.
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or: it’s hard to ignore your feelings when they’ve quite literally taken root within you.Series
- Part 9 of minmin bingo r1
- Part 18 of skz-centric angst
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29 Mar 2025
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Sunoo suddenly presents as an Omega. Some things change. Other stay the same, even though they shouldn’t. Everything feels different now, even him. And he is.
Sunoo is different now, yes. But is he changing, or just fading away?
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- Part 4 of Sunoo-centric stories ☀︎
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Hyunjin's life was going to shit, a cheating husband and a crumbling household, but at least her children would always be there to steady her through it.
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A small part of Seungmin hoped that this was enough.
That these quiet exchanges—pictures from Minho, melodies from Seungmin—could somehow stitch together the frayed edges of what they used to be. That even without words, without apologies, without confronting the mess they had made, they could still hold on.
That maybe, just maybe, Minho would stay.
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11 Feb 2025
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“Four months together, Seungminnie, can you believe that? We’ll have a wonderful time together,” Minho murmured dreamily, tugging him along.
Seungmin seemed dazed again, stumbling a bit over his feet as he walked along, quiet as a mouse.
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11 Jan 2025