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    It’s ironic, he thinks, how bright his father burns. How his presence commands an entire room. How much of his life is occupied by him. Endeavor’s fire burns through them all, in flames, in anger, in the hurt they bring. He’s the reason Touya died, the reason his mother is locked up in a hospital and the reason Natsuo and Fuyumi could never have a proper family.

    Shouto’s imagined his own undoing so many times. He often wonders, as Endeavor’s creation, if he’ll go up in flames, a spectacle for all to see, or if he’ll fizzle out in silence until there’s nothing left but ash. A masterpiece falling from grace. Sometimes he even wonders if one day he’ll burn himself up like Touya had. He imagines Endeavor’s reaction, as he once again conceals a dead Todoroki and continues to live without guilt for the children he destroyed.

    In the end, his unravelling begins with a single drop of blood.

     

    Alternatively: after moving into the dorms and finally learning how to relax, the years of abuse Shouto suffered at the hands of Endeavor finally start to catch up to him and he finds himself not knowing how to handle it.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    FUCK IM GONNA CRYYYYY
    this was so good I can’t even Ough iodennrjriendv usually I do a rundown but I can’t even this time all I do is cry and cry so derious

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    Kirishima had always been open with Bakugou about his self-esteem struggles. He’d admitted, more than once, that he still sometimes felt like he wasn’t enough, that his hardening wasn’t flashy or versatile enough compared to the rest of their class. Bakugou would grunt, call him an idiot, and remind him in his own gruff way that he was the only partner he trusted to have his back. Aizawa, too, had noticed the occasional dip in Kirishima’s usual boundless energy during homeroom check-ins and had quietly offered extra mentoring sessions. But no one knew the true extent of how deep the darkness could go.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Ouh shittings im just sad as fuck now

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    Denki, Hitoshi, and Katsuki moving in together after graduating was obviously a recipe for absolute chaos, but none of them could have predicted just how much. Denki hits the Top 50 Heroes list first, Hitoshi finds himself part of a viral video that spirals into online fame, and Katsuki can't seem to stop recklessly throwing himself into danger. Becoming pro-heroes is off to a great start, that's for sure. There's no way that anyone is hiding anything, right?

    or: Hitoshi, Denki, and Katsuki get an apartment together, and everything sort of goes to shit over a viral video, past trauma, and newfound fame.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    IM RUINEEDDDDDDFF

    okay a little bit: “Wow,” Denki said, suddenly extremely close as he shoved his face next to Hitoshi’s, “they really like the capture weapon.” (I love it here”

    “Like you’ve never gotten lost in his crimson eyes.”
    “Who hasn’t,” Hanta said. “You’ve gotta have something to do when he’s yelling at you.”

    “And I will never let you forget it,” Katsuki said, but for the first time in over a decade, he lunged forward and pulled his best friend into a hug without being asked. 
    AHHHHHHHH

    Also katsukis speech Ough god I’ve been reading this instead of revising for exams in a week but it’s so good and the thought processes and specifically how the boys don’t just burst into tears? Randomly? For no reason? Idk that happens too much also this will be kept close to my heart with the other four shinbakukami fics because the world hates me and won’t give me more

    Edit: FUCK I RE READ THIS IN ONE NIGHT AND IM CRYING EVEN WORSE WHAT THE FUCK LEAVE

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    "Alternatively... we could make a deal. Give me ten years."
    "Ten?"
    "Ten."
    "... That's a long time."
    "It sure fucking is."

    OR: Red Hood finds Red Robin balancing on the edge of a rooftop. They make a deal.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Beautiful writing and premise yes yes but can I just say how crazy it is to do that and still manage perfectly 1k on every chapter to get 10k overall EVEN? woah

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    While Chad is trying to be a good person by escorting Robert home, they get hit by a superpower that makes it very painful for them to be more than a few feet apart. In trying to figure out how to be together under these new conditions, they learn a lot more about each other and slowly fall in love.

    Or, the Reverse Social Distance AU that emmasmoke8 keeps yapping about on Tumblr
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    Trigger Warning: Implied/referenced self-harm, body dysmorphic disorder, jokes about murder/suicide, more to be added

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    08 Aug 2026

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    Holy fucking fuck I love them so bad and how heritage and legacy and upbringings are so finely intertwined to to not just the boys but everything around them and what they do with names and language and oh god
    And the way mental health is approached? Hello oh my god? It’s so specific to the characters and their personalities and I love how a picture perfect comfort scene wasn’t just given without the boys having to fight through their own barriers for it because they themselves aren’t perfect
    Also also when Robert says goodbye oh good lord my heart dropped and then he’s suddenly on this ultra private mission like is this Hawks and the HPSC all over again

    I read most of this in one night, had a dream about it, then read the final three chapters
    I’m passing this onto my children
    Forever worship the fat fuck