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  1. Rec 63

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    He goes to the hospital, puts a hand to the door’s narrow window, and the wanting trips him, chokes him, burns him.

    And it never stops.

    In the days without Suho, Sieun keeps him close through messages sent to a phone number that can't respond. And then Suho wakes up, and opens the window.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    ‘I didn’t run away,’ he says, breathing in antiseptic and, beneath it, the clean, sun-warmed scent of Suho’s skin, ‘I crossed the line. Often.’

    ‘For your friends?’

    ‘Yes.’ And for you, he doesn’t say.

    Suho hums contemplatively, and rubs his shoulder, ‘Okay. It’s okay, Sieun-ah. You did well.’

  2. Rec 48

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    Captain Im and his first sergeant have a complicated relationship and it's about to get worse.

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    Jiseob and Beomgu fall headfirst into a foray of kinks, sexual intimacy and feelings.

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    27 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 60

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    After completing his service, An Junho gets a new job.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    as far as i’m concerned this is canonically what happens after s2 idc idc idc

  4. Rec 25

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    On a stifling summer day of his fourth year, a small Daeyoung stood within the grand estate of the Tokuno family and learned, for the very first time, how to hate someone the way he hated Yushi. He was arrogant, selfish, and always treated him like a loyal dog under his sole possession.

    Throughout the years they grew up together, Daeyoung dreamt about his sub gender presentation and the day he left for university to be his golden ticket to freedom, helping him escape the shadow of the wealthy young master. Yet, when he finally decided to run away to pursue a normal life, he began to doubt his own lifelong wishes.

    Perhaps it was because, woven through those moments of maddening hatred, was a twisted affection that defied explanation. Maybe he could never truly leave the person who had left their blended pheromones stained so deeply into his flesh, far deeper than his own scent ever could.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Yushi’s grip tightened on Daeyoung's hoodie, his knuckles white, his voice dropping into a desperate, trembling whisper that cut worse than the screaming. "Look at me. If I'm not a Tokuno anymore, if I have nothing left, whose dog are you going to be? You have to be mine. You have to."

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    Suho sleeps. He tries to read until his eyes get dry and achy. He answers questions. On a scale of 1-10, how much does it hurt? Do you remember what day it is? Can you try moving this arm? This leg?

    He watches people. Doctors. Nurses. His grandmother. Sieun. Always Sieun. His strange group of loud, lively friends.

    He tries to relearn what it means to be a person.

    And underneath it all runs that same suffocating, angry current. That wave that keeps tugging at his legs, begging to pull him under.

    Somewhere in the hollow cavern of his chest, a child won’t stop crying out,

    Why me?

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    Snapshots of Suho’s recovery.

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    29 Jun 2026