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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    More than playing Montreal, however, Ilya has always loved what comes after — stolen moments with Shane Hollander in his bed before the season once again sends them to opposite ends of the country. Now that those moments are guaranteed — now that Ilya gets to hear Shane tell him he is loved, as much as he wants — those moments are even more precious, and they're never long enough.

    He just wants Shane.

    Or: stealing moments is hard, picking fights is easy; Shane makes Ilya want to do both.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “What is grailed dot com?” Shane reads out loud from the computer screen.

    “How have you spent almost fifty grand on it in the last year?”

    Ilya doesn’t reply.

    “Is it a-” it’s like Ilya can hear the gears turning in Shane’s head, “Is it a porn website?”

    Ilya laughs lightly, endeared by Shane's choice of words, “As if you would know.”

    “Fuck you, I’ve watched porn.”

    Ilya turns to face him, a look of pleased incredulity painted on his features. He watches as Shane processes what he just said and then shakes his head as if to rid himself of the trance. Shane both hates and loves these moments when Ilya gets him to say ludicrous things in his own defense. As if he even needs to defend himself.

    Shane and Ilya talk about personal finance, porn and they are in love.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    In a hotel room their first year playing together for Ottawa, Shane and Ilya talk about gay rookies and bad threesomes and how to not sound like you're trying to hook up with Shane's mom.

    "I get that you're trying to say something that's actually kind of sweet, but I cannot emphasize enough how much it sounds like you were trying to hook up with my fucking mom. Also, my mom doesn't just like you, my mom loves you. You know that."

    "Sure, okay, now. But back then? I was very happy to settle for just like. You know how it is with Hollanders. You have to hook up with them for a while before the feelings start to grow."

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Buck's jaw shifts, like maybe he was expecting a fight. They're no strangers to those. Eddie could give him one, if he felt like it; he knows the rhythm all too well. Lash out, dig his fingers into every sore spot he can find, whatever it takes to shove Buck—anyone, really—out of range of his own raw and impossible feelings.

    This isn't so raw anymore. He knows what he wants.

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    Or: Eddie works up to coming out. Once again, Buck ends up being the last one to know.

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    18 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    Ilya is in the midst of losing the biggest game of his life when stupid Shane Hollander decides to make his presence known.

    “Looking pretty rough out there, Rozanov,” Shane teases. Ilya refuses to look at him. As pretty as he is, Ilya can’t get distracted right now.

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    Ilya and Shane are the coaches of two very intense youth hockey teams. Ilya is a very attractive man who single hockey parents want. Shane is a very possessive man who needs the world to know that Ilya is strictly off-limits.

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    17 Aug 2026