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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    More than playing Montreal, however, Ilya has always loved what comes after — stolen moments with Shane Hollander in his bed before the season once again sends them to opposite ends of the country. Now that those moments are guaranteed — now that Ilya gets to hear Shane tell him he is loved, as much as he wants — those moments are even more precious, and they're never long enough.

    He just wants Shane.

    Or: stealing moments is hard, picking fights is easy; Shane makes Ilya want to do both.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “What is grailed dot com?” Shane reads out loud from the computer screen.

    “How have you spent almost fifty grand on it in the last year?”

    Ilya doesn’t reply.

    “Is it a-” it’s like Ilya can hear the gears turning in Shane’s head, “Is it a porn website?”

    Ilya laughs lightly, endeared by Shane's choice of words, “As if you would know.”

    “Fuck you, I’ve watched porn.”

    Ilya turns to face him, a look of pleased incredulity painted on his features. He watches as Shane processes what he just said and then shakes his head as if to rid himself of the trance. Shane both hates and loves these moments when Ilya gets him to say ludicrous things in his own defense. As if he even needs to defend himself.

    Shane and Ilya talk about personal finance, porn and they are in love.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    In a hotel room their first year playing together for Ottawa, Shane and Ilya talk about gay rookies and bad threesomes and how to not sound like you're trying to hook up with Shane's mom.

    "I get that you're trying to say something that's actually kind of sweet, but I cannot emphasize enough how much it sounds like you were trying to hook up with my fucking mom. Also, my mom doesn't just like you, my mom loves you. You know that."

    "Sure, okay, now. But back then? I was very happy to settle for just like. You know how it is with Hollanders. You have to hook up with them for a while before the feelings start to grow."

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Buck's jaw shifts, like maybe he was expecting a fight. They're no strangers to those. Eddie could give him one, if he felt like it; he knows the rhythm all too well. Lash out, dig his fingers into every sore spot he can find, whatever it takes to shove Buck—anyone, really—out of range of his own raw and impossible feelings.

    This isn't so raw anymore. He knows what he wants.

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    Or: Eddie works up to coming out. Once again, Buck ends up being the last one to know.

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    18 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    Ilya is in the midst of losing the biggest game of his life when stupid Shane Hollander decides to make his presence known.

    “Looking pretty rough out there, Rozanov,” Shane teases. Ilya refuses to look at him. As pretty as he is, Ilya can’t get distracted right now.

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    Ilya and Shane are the coaches of two very intense youth hockey teams. Ilya is a very attractive man who single hockey parents want. Shane is a very possessive man who needs the world to know that Ilya is strictly off-limits.

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    17 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 80

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    “Did you take anything?” Eddie asks quietly. He doesn’t think Buck’s fallen off the wagon, knows he’s been in therapy about his drug abuse, knows the therapy is helping. And Buck doesn’t look high, but there are plenty of other non-narcotic drugs he could’ve taken.

    No,” Buck says vehemently. “I haven’t ta—I don’t know what’s happening.”

    “Okay,” Eddie says. He can usually tell when Buck’s lying, and he’s not right now. “How long have you been, um. Hard?”

     

    or, buck gets dosed with sex pollen. all eddie ever wants is for him to be okay, so he does what any good friend would

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    16 Aug 2026

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    Shane loves sex with Ilya. He was, however, concerned about a few things. The most pressing worry was the fact that he knots pretty much every time they did anything. In a panic for answers after inviting Ilya to spend two weeks with him at his cottage, Shane takes to reddit for some advice.

    or; Reddit AU but make it A/B/O

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    04 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 52

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    “Do you ever jerk off when you’re reading that?”

    Eddie doesn’t bother looking up from the page he’s on, but he does let out a deep sigh. His optometrist had recently prescribed him reading glasses and they’re perched on the bridge of his nose. He looks like a sexy teacher. Buck probably wouldn’t have failed out of college (and would’ve realized he was bisexual a lot sooner) if any of his professors had looked like that.

    “I thought you were leaving.” Eddie seems to realize that Buck is actually waiting for an answer. He slips a couple of his long, elegant fingers between the pages he was on and lets the book close around them to mark his place. The unimpressed look on his face is highlighted by the dark frames.

    “I am,” Buck pouts. He’d just said goodnight and goodbye to Chris (who had given him a look nearly identical to the one Eddie is sporting right now when he’d knocked on his door and interrupted his game). “Sorry for wanting to know more about you before I go.”

    Eddie does roll his eyes at that. “You know everything there is to know about me.”

    “I don’t know about your porn habits!”

    or,

    Buck is a little fixated on helping Eddie get off.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “No one is here now,” Ilya observes, theatrically turning his head left and right and spreading his arms wide. Droplets of water trickle temptingly down the line of his forearms, tracing a stark vein running along his bicep. “Just us.”

    “Just us,” Shane echoes, quiet and almost disbelieving.

    These days together have melted into one long, sundrenched dream. At any given moment, he half-expects he’ll jolt awake.

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    Or: the day after the 'I love you's, Shane still doesn't quite think this could all be real. A golden afternoon down at the lake helps him believe it. A 1x06 missing scene.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    “You like this, Hollander?” he asks. His tone and expression are frustratingly neutral. When Shane doesn’t answer, Rozanov tightens his hold on Shane’s wrist and raises an eyebrow. When Shane flexes his hands, and Rozanov immediately increases the pressure, he can barely bite back a groan.

    “Clearly, Rozanov,” he finally replies. “C’mon.”

    “Really? This is all it takes?” Rozanov tenses his fingers.

    “Actually, I - maybe you could -,” Shane stammers, trying to get the question past his lips. He looks down at his chest to where his tie lies, then deliberately looks back at Rozanov again. “What if we use my tie instead?”

    Shane has a sudden realization and makes a suggestion. Ilya enthusiastically agrees.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    What was it about that night that made Shane flinch that way, like Ilya has brushed against a splinter under his skin that he didn't know he was carrying?

    A decade later, Ilya re-litigates Vegas.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.

    That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.

    He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.

    Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.

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    Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander thought he was bad at sexting.

    Ilya Rozanov has spent five years wondering how someone could be so good at sexting entirely by accident.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Ilya really likes Shane’s backwards hat.
    This is NSFW Fanart.

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    12 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 1

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    never enter through the backdoor 🤫

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?

    Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.

    +Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa

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    11 Jul 2026

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    No one would believe it now, but Ilya Rozanov was a shy kid, prone to tears. Small for his age. An easy target.

    After his mother’s death, he threw himself into hockey. He hit a growth spurt. He started lifting weights, became big and strong. Not as big and strong as his older brother, but big enough to make Alexei and the other bullies think twice. Strong enough to fight back.

    (Or: Five times Ilya has to go home to Russia, and one time he chooses to go home to Shane.)
     



    This isn’t what Ilya had in mind when he figured they’d be spending most of their time at the cottage in bed.

    He throws his arm over his eyes and groans. “I am ruining our time together. I am ruining your time off.”

    “No you’re not,” Shane says. “Are you kidding me? I’ve basically been fantasizing about this.”

    Ilya lowers his arm. “About me puking all over your favorite place on earth?”

    “No, you asshole. About taking care of you.”

    Ilya stares at him.

    Shane says, defensively, “What?”

    “I fantasize about you fucking yourself on boring beige dildo,” Ilya says, voice cracking, “and you fantasize about me being sick at your cottage so you can take care of me?”

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Shane finds himself nodding, says “I know” before he can think further about it because Shane has never been good at reading people, and he wonders in that moment if Ilya is afflicted the same by this, the way they fuck.

    Afflicted by the questions that they never let out-

    How the fuck does it feel this fucking good?

    How does it feel this fucking good every time?

    Why is it you who does this to me?

    The worst one of all, Shane thinks, this is why I can’t stop doing it. It’s too fucking good.

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    Somewhere in 2014-16, one of the times they fuck that we didn't see in the montage.

    (Alternatively titled: Athletes having athletic sex, someones got to get a leg cramp at some point)

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    06 Jul 2026

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    a collection of less/not safe for work artworks ive done that would get me nuked in real time if i posted them on certain socials

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.

    It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

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    01 Jul 2026

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