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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Plus there’s lots of benefits to climbing,” Atsushi continued as they walked, the mat squishing unevenly beneath their feet, “Get’s you in great shape.”

    Dazai saw a crowd of people staring up at an overhang, some cheering out words of encouragement and others staring in complete awe. Dazai was about to suggest they go back to the more desolate side of the gym before he caught a flash of auburn hair hanging from the belly of the wall- someone was actually climbing it. He hadn’t been impressed by many things in his life but if that was truly someone almost fifteen feet off the ground, climbing practically upside-down with no support, he’d consider being impressed. 

    “Oh yeah,” Yosano said smugly, looking over to her friend who was mesmerized by the sight in front of him, “That’s also another benefit to climbing.”

    Or: Dazai gets dragged to a climbing gym, where he meets Chuuya, a decorated climber who turns out to be his new roommate. Feelings, among other things, ensue.

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    10 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    Tonight is the night. Vanessa is once again single, and Wade continues to be ready to mingle.

    Except this week's game night, she brings over the new guy she's been seeing. A hulking, meaty, steroid of a human being with way too many abs and an obnoxiously chiselled jaw, who calls Blind Al "ma'am" and generally hates Wade the second he lays eyes on him. And just like that, the jealousy is back and threatens to eat Wade alive.

    Jealousy over Vanessa, of course. Because it is definitely, absolutely about Vanessa.

    And that feeling in the pit of his stomach whenever he sees Logan can obviously only be hatred.

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    09 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Diomedes, son of Tydeus and king of Argos, the proactive asset to the Achaean army that he is, takes it upon himself to talk Achilles out of his latest grief-induced, barely disguised suicide attempt. It does not end well.

    Or: two fucked up living weapons almost have an actual conversation but somehow miss by a mile, no one breaks the cycle, and it is just a bit embarrassing and weird for everyone involved.

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    30 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yes i love grief

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    During a sumptuous banquet to celebrate a successful raid on one of the cities on the outskirts of Troy, many captains pour wine for the great-hearted Patroclus as they congratulate him on his warlike exploits of the day.

    So many, in fact, that the son of Menoetius ends up, much to Achilles’ amusement, significantly drunk.

    So drunk that he ventures to dance for the first time in his life.

    So drunk that he is loud in bed for the first time in his life.

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    28 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    “It must please you,” Achilles’ voice is barbed, pointed and sharp, “You must relish the glory given to you by Agamemnon and his Achaeans.”

    Patroclus blinks, and his head tilts slightly to the side. The expression is one reminiscent of a bemused dog, confused by a command or instruction it does not understand, and the sight sparks a flare of anger within Achilles.

    “What are you talking about?”

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    26 Jul 2026

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    "- and Mr. Grace really took most of the fall for me and honestly I feel kinda bad because he's already in trouble with Principal Morita for that thing he said to the Brooklyn Visions' coach at the last Academic Decathlon and-"

    Peter's voice whittles down to a high pitched whistle, forgetting that he needs to breathe to continue creating more sound.

    After a few more agonizing seconds during which Peter weighs the possibilities that he just gave his mentor and the savior of the world a heart attack, Mr. Stark looks up at him, eyes suddenly wide.

    A beat passes.

    "What's your teacher's name again?"

    AKA, Ryland Grace and Tony Stark hooked up in college. This is fine, until 20 years later, Peter Parker gets involved. It's all downhill from there.

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    08 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 32

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    Dazai thought about wings the way he thought about stairs. Just a way to go somewhere else. Birds had two, and that seemed important, like having two hands. He tried to imagine them on his own back—soft, grey, folded tight so nobody could see—and the picture felt almost right for one second.

    But then he pictured one wing missing. Or bleeding. Or torn. Gone, like it had been taken away from him when he wasn’t looking.

    Two was for flying. One was for falling. Dazai didn’t know why he felt like a one-wing thing, but he did. He looked at the roof edge and thought, very quietly, Maybe I’m supposed to fall. Maybe falling will fix it.

    or: Dazai has been reaching for the exit since he was five. Ten attempts, years apart—a life lived with one wing in the grave—stitched together by the same quiet grief.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Chuuya was tired.

    It wasn't the total collapse that came after using Corruption. This was different. This was a dull, aching fatigue that settled into his shoulders and refused to leave.

    Or: After escaping from Poe's book, Chuuya questions his humanity not for the first time. He gives in and calls Dazai.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “Alright,” Chuuya muttered. “Bath time. Up. Don’t deadweight me on purpose. I’m not carrying your scrawny ass around like a princess.”

    “That sounds nice,” Dazai mumbled into Chuuya’s hair.

    Chuuya nearly dropped him. “Stop—saying shit like that.” His voice cracked just enough to piss him off. “Get in the damn tub.”

    or: bleeding, dissociated, and half-conscious—they stumble into intimacy the only way they know how: through blood, bathwater, quiet kisses, and chuuya holding dazai together when he’s too far gone to ask for it, and too exhausted to pretend he doesn’t want it.

    Hurtcember 2025 - Day two - Wounds

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    30 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    hey author is this written from personal experience cause it all feels pretty damn real

  10. Public Bookmark 66

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    They had rules. Not spoken ones—spoken rules were too easy to weaponize. Their rules lived in habits.

    One of those habits was: Chuuya didn’t assume. Not about touch. Not about sex. Not about affection.

    Dazai was… complicated. He wasn’t someone who wanted in a simple way. Want, for him, was a thing that came with hooks and history and a thousand reasons to flinch. Sometimes he did want. Sometimes he wanted with an intensity that made Chuuya’s hands shake, because it wasn’t casual. It wasn’t a distraction. It was Dazai letting him in.

    And sometimes Dazai didn’t want anything at all, and the difference was subtle—so subtle that in the beginning Chuuya had missed it and hated himself for it afterward.

    or: Chuuya learns Dazai in the ways that matter—when to pull, when to hold, when to let him drift—and Dazai, in return, keeps choosing him. Some nights it’s heat, some nights it’s just staying. Either way, it’s still them.

    “No Romo” Fest 2026 - Aroce/Aroallo, Partnering

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    29 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 27

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    He doesn’t tidy up. He counts his ribs. He continues to frighten himself and chases the rabbiting pulse. He drinks another bottle.

    OR: It is commonly accepted that there are five stages of decay. A handful of glimpses into the daily life of Dazai Osamu.

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    04 May 2026

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    That awkward moment when you confess your love to your crush and he's so grossed out by it that you have to commit to the bit for 7 years just to alleviate the embarrassment.
    Or, a two-step plan to success by Dazai Osamu. (Humiliation followed by stupidity will always eventually lead you to where you need to be.)

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    03 May 2026

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    It’s been a little more than a month since everything almost went to shit, since the Armed Detective Agency and Port Mafia faced off against Dostoyevsky, since Yokohama almost lost its fragile, balanced peace.

    And it’s also been just about a month since Ranpo emerged from Poe’s book, all pride and glowing accomplishment for solving 500 murders in a week, and just a passing comment about the other guy losing patience and starting punching people.

    --

    Chuuya emerges from Poe's book, exhausted, to discover that Dazai has been severely injured. Standing guard in the Agency's infirmary, Yosano, Kunikida, and Chuuya find unexpected common cause in their desire to keep Dazai in one piece despite his best efforts to hide his vulnerabilities from everyone around him.

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    01 May 2026

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    “I think I’m hungry,” he says tentatively. On cue, his stomach makes an offensive rumbling sound in agreement. “Chuuya’s not going to let me starve, is he?”

    “Fucking freeloader,” Chuuya snaps at him. But he’s cooking for two. He always does. It’s very romantic. “Go set the table. And wash your damn hands, you waste of bandages.”

    Or: Dazai and Chuuya through the years.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    03 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 51

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    Dazai is back, but Chuuya’s done with his twisted games. He wants more. Much more.

    “I deserve someone who knows what he wants, not someone who knows how to fuck me.”

    “Chuuya, I didn’t mean—”

    “My favorite flowers? You think that matters? I can teach him all that but I can’t teach you how to love me, you fucker.”

    “Chuuya, wait.”

    “It’s over.”

    “You love me.”

    “What difference does it make? I choose not to love you. I choose to stop here right now. Is that so difficult for you to understand? Yeah, we work in bed and on the battlefield, but what matters, what should matter, is everything else.”

    Or: what happened after their reunion in the dungeons.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
    Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
    Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.

    Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

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    06 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    halfway through and i already had to bookmark bc dazai is so well written to me i had to stop reading and journal for a bit which is kind of ironic considering the shuuji thing

  18. Public Bookmark 46

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    “He laughed all the way back,” Chuuya muttered, voice muffled against the table. “And in the end, he still came up with a plan to finish the mission perfectly. Fucking asshole.”

    He lifted his head again, blinking blearily at the others. Their expressions were dead serious now—awkward, even. Hirotsu stared into his drink like it might offer him a way out of the moment. Chuuya frowned. What was up with them?

    “Why aren’t you laughing?” Chuuya asked, his voice slightly slurred. “You always do. Make fun of me for bringing up this idiot at every meeting.”

    Tachihara opened his mouth to say something, but closed it just as quickly.

    “Right,” Chuuya let out a dry laugh, downing another glass. “It’s because he’s dead, isn’t he?"

     

    or, for two years, chuuya thinks dazai is dead after he leaves the mafia.

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    03 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    EXACTLY THE CHARACTERIZATION I BELIEVE FOR CHUUYA FINDING OUT DAZAI IS ALIIIVEEEE

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    The word caught in Chuuya’s throat, time seeming to freeze. In the moment he let his guard down and raised his gaze, he had already braced himself for what was to come—to see the lively, deep eyes, glowing at him for a fleeting moment before turning into their lifeless, stone version of them.

    But that didn’t happen.

    With Dazai’s hand still on his chin, Chuuya saw something of incomparable beauty, something he would never be able to liken to anything else for the rest of his life. Milky-white irises, practically blending into the whites of his eyes, gazed at him softly, and the smile playing on Dazai’s lips seemed almost visible in his pale pupils.

    “You—You’re blind,” Chuuya choked out. It probably wasn’t the most appropriate thing to say, but he couldn’t muster anything else. Dazai stood here before him, looking him straight in the eyes, alive. It was something Chuuya had never expected to experience again in his lifetime.

     

    or, medusa! chuuya AU, where he had spent years in cursed, eternal solitude. but a fateful encounter with a blind man named dazai seems to bring colours back into his dull existence.

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    03 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    im sobbing and crying like a fucking baby this fanfic changed my life and now i see love in such a unique way

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    Dazai always knows too much, and too fast, whether it be for the better or for the worse. But for Chuuya, the realization comes slower, gradually, clumsily over the years.

    Russian translation and Vietnamese translation available!

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    02 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    dazai would definitely fall first.

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