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    Felix is smiling at him, gentle, painfully pretty. “Do you agree? That I’d look hot pregnant?”

    Jesus. Chan is so grateful his dick doesn’t twitch. He clears his throat and buries his fingers in Felix’s hair. “I think you’d look hot no matter what.”

    There. That was good, right? Normal. Neutral. Also true. It’s a safe answer.

    “Cute.” Felix scrunches his nose. “I think I’d look hot pregnant.” He says, as an afterthought, like discussing what they’ll have for dinner, or the weather. Like he’s not rewiring Chan’s brain chemistry.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    As soon as Jisung's eyes had laid on the doctor waiting for him, he almost wished he'd been able to morph into the chair, to disappear completely.

    Shit. Shit

    Obviously he had to be seen by the most handsome man he'd ever laid his eyes on. Of course. Of course, because it wasn’t enough that he had a hideous rash. No, he just had to parade it in front of South Korea’s Next Top Model.

     

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    Jisung’s not great with doctors. Or appointments. Or staying calm around ridiculously attractive people. So when his roommate forces him to get a check up, the last thing he expects is to spend the whole visit trying not to fall in love.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “Sometimes, I’m on my back, and it lets me, like, picture someone r-riding me. Sitting on top of me whilst I — whilst I hold them. Picture guiding them onto my cock, controlling how deep I go, how fast, I-I like it fast. Rough.”

    “Why?” Felix asks, finally finding some courage. Now that he’s started, he doesn’t know how he’s going to stop. He doesn’t know if he wants to stop, if Chan would want him to stop.

    “Fuck, Lix,” Chan huffs, desperate. It’s a small amount of relief to Felix, knowing that Chan is in just as bad a state as he is right now. “Baby, you can’t just… I like being in control. Seeing how I make them feel, the knowledge that I’m making them feel good. I-I get excited quickly, can't help myself. Can do that when I’m… yeah. My own pace. It’s a good stress reliever, letting go like that.”

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    19 Apr 2026

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    He loves Felix so much, he’s worried that he’s going to explode from it one day. His fragile bones and skin can’t hold the enormity of all this feeling, this wonderful, tragic, furious love.

    “I know,” Felix says, more sad than angry now, which is worse. “I know. You think—this is hard for me, too, yeah? It’s fucking hard.”

     


    (Or: Chan and Felix are in love, but it's not something they talk about.)

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    21 Mar 2026

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    The thing about Felix is that he’s radiant.

    (or, Chris is creatively burnt out, and Felix takes it into his own hands.)

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    07 Mar 2026

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