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"But first. Evan. What if I brought my mom up because of you?” Buck can feel himself frowning, looks up so he can meet Tommy’s eyes again. All he can see in his eyes is sincerity.
(And fondness. Buck is trying to ignore that.)
“I thought it might make you feel better to know that I can remember her, now, without — well.” Tommy shrugs one shoulder, huffs out something that isn’t quite a laugh. “Without wanting to cry every time. Or feeling like I’m being stabbed in the heart.”
(A conversation and a half; a little about nineties country, a little about losing a parent, and a little about Buck and Tommy themselves.)
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Athena looks straight at Buck, eyebrows raised. “Buckaroo. You feel up to leaving the house?”
“S–sure,” he says, on instinct, before realizing what she’d called him. “Wait. You don’t … I thought you thought I was Bobby. What’s … what are we doing?”
“We are heading over to Tommy’s house because you and my husband appear to have swapped bodies overnight.”
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how far i'd go to ease this precious ache by tiltingheartand for mooshkat
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Nov 2024
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“Yeah, sweet girl, that’s what you asked for, wasn’t it?” It’s slow, but Tommy’s definitely fucking her with it now, alllll the way in, almost all the way out. “You wanted to know how it felt to have Daddy fill your ass up with one of her cocks and then fuck your greedy pussy with some of her other ones. Isn’t that what you wanted?”
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Time keeps on passing, whether or not Buck wants it to. Talking to his family and friends helps.
Talking to Tommy helps, too. Eventually.
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“I’m ten years older than you are, baby. I love to … fuck you, make love to you, top you, whatever you want to call it,” Tommy says, and Buck grins. “And sometimes you come while I’m fucking you, and then you get hard again, and then you end up having to jerk yourself off because my orgasm hits me before your second one hits you.”
“It’s not like I have to,” Buck says, knowing he’s interrupting but feeling like he can’t not. “Not like I’m gonna die if I don’t get off a second time in a night. And I love jerking off while you watch.” Because he does — Tommy usually ends up dropping down on the bed next to him, sometimes covering half of Buck’s body with his own, and talking softly into Buck’s ear while Buck finishes himself off. “Like, it’s not — it’s not a hardship, you know.”
“Yeah, I know.” Tommy kisses his cheek again. “I just thought this might be fun for some variety, sometimes.”
(Tommy buys a fucking machine.)
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“I was trying to be cool about it.” Shane's confession is a quiet whine, muffled into his palms. “Go with the flow, y’know?”
It’s almost unbearable, how much Ilya adores this perfect, neurotic man. “Hollander,” he says patiently. “You have never once gone with flow. Not ever in your life.”
There is only one grey cloud in the perfect blue sky of Ilya’s summer.
His two weeks at the cottage are almost over, and Shane still hasn’t asked him to stay.
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31 Aug 2026
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“I am sorry,” he says. “I am not trying to fight. I just don’t like the idea of you not being okay and me not knowing, even when I am in the same place as you.”
That Shane can understand. He wouldn’t like it if their positions were reversed, after all, if he thought Ilya was potentially in danger and he was in the next room over drinking champagne and making smalltalk. He sees Ilya go somewhere in his head sometimes, sees him retreat inwards, sees him check out even if his body is still there, going so deep inside that he doesn’t even catch Shane’s eye for a bit even when something funny happens, too far away for Shane to reach him.
But it’s also not like he can just go up and grab Ilya by the arm and pull him away from the party, not without inviting speculation and a whisper storm. He doesn’t have that right, doesn’t have that privilege, to potentially need Ilya or be needed by Ilya and be able to just pull him away.
It’s moments like these that Shane feels the weight of their secret like a physical thing.
(5 times shane and ilya couldn't be openly together and 1 time they could)
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no one's ever had me, not like you by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Mar 2026
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“Look, I know I’m boring. And lame and… weird. I just… can you not say it? Every time? Or at least not every ten seconds.”
And suddenly Ilya saw the way Shane was trying to fold in on himself. Like he wanted to hide the parts of his life he had just let Ilya see. Now it looked like he regretted letting Ilya in. Or he expected him to laugh. Or leave.
He crossed the room.
“Shane.”
Shane shook his head once.
“I’m sorry. Forget it.”
“No,” Ilya said gently, crouching in front of him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it like that. I was teasing. I didn’t realize.” He paused, then said more firmly, “you’re not boring.”
Shane scoffed under his breath.
“I mean it,” Ilya said, ducking his head to try to catch his eye. “You’re the most specific person I’ve ever met. It’s fascinating. I love the way your brain works. And the way this house feels like you.”
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A fluffy/smutty one shot set some time between Tampa and Boston in 2017 where Shane invites Ilya to spend the weekend with him in Montreal.
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tell me i've got it wrong somehow by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, heated - Fandom
27 Aug 2026
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Ilya smiled down at Shane and his eyes gleamed with mischief.
"You know, Troy is just a few doors down. We could call him over, make it a little party."
Shane's eyes snapped open only to narrow again as he glared up at Ilya.
“Would you like that?”
“No, I wouldn’t,” Shane snarled.
But his face was screwed up in frustrated pleasure. Ilya hummed thoughtfully and pretended to consider.
“Perhaps we could make it a competition then.”
Shane made an irritated noise and turned his face away. Ilya leaned closer and let his teeth drag down the length of Shane's clenched jaw.
"You want Troy to see how well you take it, or do you want to see if he's better at riding my cock than you are?"
He had been teasing him, pushing at the jealousy that usually made Shane squirm and glare and tell him to shut the fuck up while his traitorous cock twitched and throbbed at how much he secretly liked it.
So when Shane did squirm away from him, Ilya followed automatically, pressing their chests flush together. He thought Shane was playing.
“Get the fuck off me,” Shane spat.
-Shane safewords out of Ilya's teasing about Troy.
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28 Aug 2026
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Run Together by Luna (lunasky), lunasky
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jul 2026
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It took a moment for Ilya’s brain to catch up.
“My father knows about me and Shane?”
“The whole world knows about you and Shane! Did you not hear me?”
Or: Shane's phone is stolen in Sochi. They're outed and and have to go on the run together to get out of Russia before being caught by the Russian authorities.
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