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Buck hated hospitals. It made him think of his first date with Abby, of the truck bombing, of the embolism, of the tsunami. Just, a lot of bad memories, is all.
Which is why he had wanted to tell everyone so quickly. Just so he didn’t have to go to this appointment on his own. Last week he had gone alone, thinking it would be just another check up and then his doctor had looked at him with pity in his eyes and told him they’d found abnormalities in his blood work and they needed him to stop taking his blood thinners and come back in a week.
His doctor had been simultaneously vague and clear when he told him what they would be looking for. Listing all the possible reasons that his blood cell counts were off. But on that list was cancer and Buck knew that with his fucking luck, it would be that. The look on his doctor’s face made him think that he thought so too.
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Buck had meant to tell everyone, he had, really. But they were angry with him and he didn't want them to forgive him just because he might be dying. He needed to fix things first.
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25 Sep 2026
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“Guys trust me I’m okay” He says smiling at all of them, trying so hard to make them believe.
A knock on the head at a routine call causes Buck to worry about his position at the 118 and lie about how he really is, but Eddie knows him too well to believe the bluff. Can he get Buck to admit it before it’s too late.
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24 Sep 2026
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What if Buck never found the VA hospital during the tsunami?
And what if, instead of two surges... there were three?Title from Us By Taylor Swift and Gracie Abrams
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08 Sep 2026
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It's been a couple of months since Buck dropped the lawsuit, and was allowed back into the 118. Buck is drowning in so many bills, and Captain Nash reduced his hours to the point where Buck doesn't know if he can survive just being a part-time Firefighter. Buck digs back deep into his Buck 1.0 days. Not to find comfort in bodies, but to survive with hardly anything in his bank account.
Buck becomes an Exotic Dancer
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- Part 1 of Post-Lawsuit Buddie
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05 Sep 2026
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After not speaking for six months, Buck shows up on Eddie's doorstep in the rain with a secret.
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22 Aug 2026