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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    The first thing Troy notices as he wakes up is he’s laying on the ground, on concrete to be specific. It’s dark when he opens his eyes, the only light visible in the alley he’s laying in a faint lightbulb perched above a door.

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    Troy centric work I had to write myself bc they're hard to find

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    08 Oct 2026

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    There was no “No Son of Mine” lecture, no slurs were ever thrown around, and neither Shane nor Ilya were ever banished from Yuna and David’s house or life. Instead, a quiet questioning began, where all of Shane’s choices were investigated for motive and reason.

    When did this start? When did it become serious? Are you sure about this?

    When David first walked in on Shane and Ilya kissing, and Shane had to make what felt like a walk of shame to his parents house with Ilya in tow, he assumed that all he had to do was rip the bandaid off. There was no more hiding, there was no pretending this didn’t happen. The truth was out there whether he liked it or not, and he was vocal with Ilya about not liking it at all. But, he told himself, he just had to man up. He could do this. Rip the bandaid off, tell the truth, and tomorrow will be better.

    He was really incredibly wrong about that.

    Or: When Shane’s parents find out he’s gay and dating Ilya, they don’t accept it – instead, they push back. What follows is two of the most difficult years of Shane’s life. AU after Book 2/Season 1.

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    08 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    What if Troy Barrett kicks off his redemption arc a little earlier, when Ryan Price first joins to Toronto Guardians? How will two years of personal growth affect his relationship with Harris Drover when they first meet?

    This story pulls events from Role Model into the timeline of Tough Guy. It deals much more explicitly with the topic of sexual assault and sends Troy down a different path of character development.

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    06 Oct 2026

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    “I was afraid this might be what you were hiding.”

    Ilya swallows hard. “Afraid?”

    “I knew it wouldn’t be something bad,” Shane says. “But I was starting to get scared it was something really, really sad instead.”

    Or: Ilya survives a suicide attempt as a teenager and spends the rest of his life hiding the scars. Everyone assumes, incorrectly, they know what he’s hiding. Until Shane.

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    05 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    Troy has his first tonic-clonic seizure in six years.

    Well, at least it was in practice.

    No big deal, just a seizure.

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    05 Oct 2026