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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    “So let me get this straight,” Buck says, then pauses, smiling wider. “Actually, poor choice of words.”

    “I hate you,” Eddie grumbles.

    “No, you don’t.”

    Eddie doesn’t. That’s the problem.

    “So you think you might like guys,” Buck continues, leaning further into Eddie’s space. Eddie can see the muscles in his abdomen tighten as he moves and he’s looking. Again. He can’t stop looking. Somebody sedate him. “But you’re not sure. You’ve never, what, tried it?”

    “I’ve been a little busy being heterosexual, Buck. It’s a full-time job. Doesn’t leave a lot of room for extracurriculars.”

    Buck chuckles. “Okay, well.” His eyes meet Eddies, humor still there, but now surrounded by heat, too. Shit. “There’s really only one way to find out.”

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    Eddie and Shannon get in a fight about what's missing in their marriage. Enter, Buck.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    He reaches out, takes Tommy’s hand in his and smiles, soft and trembling.

    Tommy looks taken aback, but doesn’t pull away. Doesn’t return the squeeze Buck offers him either, though.

    “O-Okay, that’s— yeah, I’ll—” Bile crawls up Buck’s throat, discomfort burning along his esophagus. He doesn’t know why. “I could just move in with you.”

    Tommy blinks. Blinks again. The pause he leaves is purposeful, weighty. He leaves Buck waiting there, unsure, still holding his hand. Then, “You’d give up your loft for me.”

    OR: Buck moves in with Tommy. And then moves out again. Somewhere along the way, he rediscovers the meaning of home.

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    17 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    “I can’t just rely on you for everything, Buck,” Eddie said, gently. “You have your own life. I need to learn how to manage all this on my own.”
    “Eddie,” Buck said very seriously. “You are my life.”

    When Eddie's overwhelmed by a new diagnosis, Buck shows him he's never alone.

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    17 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Buck survived months of captivity, torture and physical, psychological and sexual abuse at the hands of Michael Newstead.

    Coming home, however, is not the same as getting his life back.

    While his body slowly begins to heal, Buck has to learn how to live with the aftermath of his horrendous ordeal, how to accept help without surrendering control, and how to find his place in a family and a relationship that have both been changed by his absence.

    Eddie wants to build a life with him, but love cannot erase trauma, undo what was done or protect either of them from every truth left buried in the aftermath.

    Because Michael Newstead may be dead, but the damage he caused is still unfolding—and not every danger waiting for Buck belongs to the past.
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    or: A very dark and explicit story about Buck discovering that surviving prolonged captivity, torture and abuse does not mean the nightmare is over—especially when recovery comes with new limits, love comes with buried truths, and some dangers are much closer than anyone realises.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    The chances of being struck by lightning twice are incredibly minute, but Buck still manages to pull it off. During a double date with Marisol and Natalia, nonetheless. Eddie manages to resuscitate him, but as Buck recovers from yet another trauma, Eddie can’t help but notice there’s something very different about him. He’s not quite sure what version of Buck he got back.

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    02 Jul 2026