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    On screen, Kim Dokja looks at the countdown. I didn't get to die today and suddenly I'm in TWSA. In a cabin which story was never told in the novel. The novel that ended today, but never truly reached the end. I want to read, Kim Dokja thinks feverishly. I want to read the end. And to do that, I'm going to have to survive.

    In the present, Kim Dokja was yanked up by the collar. It didn't even occur to him to get away from the Protagonist. His head felt like it was stuffed with cotton, as if he breathed some sort of thought-annihilating mental miasma. The incoming violence was bound to happen.

    "Tell me the truth."

    Kim Dokja's eyes flew open. He had closed them with the expectation of getting his face caved in, not a question.

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    A non-linear ORV character study/reaction fic where Dokja's suicidal ideation is a bit more obvious from Day 0. Kim Dokja's Company, who had been whisked away into an open space under the starry night after the destruction of the Throne, watches Kim Dokja's memories and realizes that he had intended to die during that fateful subway ride. Not knowing yet that the truth is even more devastating.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    After the second stage begins and the King of Spades attacks, Arisu and Chishiya are left behind when the group flees. As an uneasy alliance forms, Arisu navigates both a new stage of games and his increasingly complex feelings towards his enigmatic ally.

     

    or, an alternative second stage featuring Chirisu and and my version of the King of Hearts.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Me on a mission to rec all of these ✨wonderful fics✨ to you using my fanart.

    And sometimes I draw my own AUs I guess...

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    21 Aug 2026

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    Months after returning to the real world, an accident sends Arisu back to the Borderlands to face a new round of death games. No Karube and Chota. No Usagi. No friends at all. This time, Arisu is on his own.

    Except perhaps he isn't.

    Because one person never left at all.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    And if I can’t see you, I want to feel you fall apart in my arms and maybe we can fall apart together.

    “Game difficulty: Eight of hearts”
    ...
    "You showed excellent teamwork and we would like to reward you! You shall continue being the lovers outside of this game." The game voice announced.
    “Is she trying to tell us we should fuck?” Niragi asked, baffled.
    “I sincerely doubt it.”

    "Special game scenario has been started"
    Rules:
    - The lovers may only participate in games together
    - The lovers shall share visa
    - The lovers may never part more than 10 meters outside of game scenarios

    "Hell no, what the fuck!" Someone out there must really hate Niragi. After all they just went through…
    Chishiya sighed. This was less than ideal and guaranteed to be really exhausting.

    Or: They are forced to get over their differences, don’t talk about their past until they do, realise they aren't that different along the way, fall utterly and hopelessly in love, are horrified by that fact, learn to accept that fact and accidentally become the main characters of their own story.
    After all, hate is such a strong word…

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    20 Aug 2026