yasmean
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- Peacemaker (TV 2022) (4)
- House M.D. (2)
- The Passenger (Movie 2023) (1)
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Randy wants desperately to be good, wants more than anything to be wanted. The responsibility of someone’s whole heart feels like a noose already bought and tied just for Benson—he’s going to ruin this kid.
Randy and Benson have a routine when they close the restaurant together.
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John looks at Adrian like he could consume him, have him all to himself and leave nothing remaining. Adrian’s not sure what there is inside of him to desire, but the way John watches him makes him aware that there is something inside of his hollow skin.
John has to learn to ask for what he wants.
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This year was Adrian’s year, and he fully intended to pull out all the stops and impress his new friends and colleagues with his incredible attention to detail. Gift giving is the ultimate test of a relationship, and Adrian has seen enough fights over the holidays to know just how important it is to choose something meaningful.
Adrian impresses everyone with the presents he picks out for them all.
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The kiss still played along his lips when he was alone, like a song he can remember only a lyric from but can’t quite find the rhythm of and whose melody left long ago. John has tried everything he could to get that memory back, to be able to live in it exactly as when it was made, but the fact it is an impossible task has not stopped him from trying every day when he gets home and it’s just him and the same empty house he has lived in for decades.
Adrian invites himself over to John's house because it wasn't as if John was ever going to make the next move.
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- Part 2 of the need to be wanted
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The bathroom light has shrouded Adrian in a halo once more as he leans down towards John, offering him salvation and redemption and all the care John has always craved but never had. It’s all right here, all within his reach if he can only find it in himself to take it, to take what he wants. To take what is his.
Adrian and John kiss and John is totally normal about it.
Series
- Part 1 of the need to be wanted
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The twenty-two days after Dubai. Daniel’s turning. Armand, in disintegration.
This, he thought wildly, carelessly—this all because of you. He was unaware at first that he was no longer directing the wounded patter of his thoughts toward Louis. A second person was taking shape in his mind, a darker and a richer shadow. How could it have taken him so long to turn his attentions here? Where his desperate beseeching of Louis unraveled him, kept him witless and volitionless, his wounded loathing of Daniel was fecund and stabilizing. It brought clarity to these unclear days. Instead of craving Louis’s forgiveness Armand could imagine the cooling balm of Daniel’s future suffering. He could remind himself that Daniel would soon die, loveless and unloved, without even his children to weep over him. He spent hours relishing the thought, envisioning it, noticing every fine and pristine detail.
Bookmarked by yasmean
15 Aug 2026
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Sing me to sleep and then leave me alone by ej_writer
Fandoms: The Passenger (Movie 2023)
24 Apr 2026
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Randy finds out something horrible and sets off on a downward spiral until, ultimately, he dies.
Chapter title from Asleep by the Smiths.
Bookmarked by yasmean
04 May 2026
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yeah. yeah. yeah. this one hurts. this one hurts a lot
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Chris lives the worst day of his entire life. And then he lives it again. And again.
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“Are you normal?” Adrian asks.
John scoffs, “More normal than you.”
“Then why do you care about me being weird?”
John thinks for a second. He wants to say because he finds it embarrassing, to see how Adrian doesn’t notice everyone sharing looks when he talks, everyone rolling their eyes. He wants to explain how, actually, Chris and Emilia and Adebayo are laughing at him, not with him. But that would make him sound like a dick, so he says, “I’m just looking out for you, dude.”
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Economos tries to teach Adrian about being a normal person. Adrian is a bad student. But maybe Economos learns something about acceptance instead.
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- Part 2 of Fetch Quests
Bookmarked by yasmean
21 Dec 2025
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fics that made me cry big tears this is SO REAL and relatable wtf QwQ
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Today is going to be a good day.
Bookmarked by yasmean
14 Dec 2025
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this is genuinely peak adrian writing nobody understands him like this person does. this hits so different i'm going crazy i need more