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i won’t announce my descend into madness but there will be signs



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    ‘You can ask me questions, Jason. I like your questions.’

    Jason acknowledges the warm curl of something in his middle, fascinated, mapping still. He replays what Eddie said a few times, knows he can replicate that charm pretty well.

    ‘OK, then.’ He opens his pad. ‘My first question—’

    ‘Say my name.'

    He looks up. ‘Sorry?’

    Mild as milk, Eddie repeats his words. ‘Say my name.’

    Jason clears his throat, back of his neck hot. ‘Eddie Munson.’

    ‘Just the first part.’

    ‘Eddie.’

    ‘Again.’

    ‘No.’

    Eddie smirks. ‘You say it how he says it. Your co-star.’

    Jason can’t fathom how he knows that. ‘We are not discussing him.’

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    Carol’s entire mind goes blank.

    Because Robin is warm and the world is ice fucking cold and she was alone out here and now not and Robin isn’t kissing her like she’s sorry, it’s not gentle, it’s not sweet.

    It’s hungry.

    And Carol is too, she is fucking starved.

    She kisses back, she shows off, makes it good and slutty, moans all high the way boys like and Robin gasps into her mouth, holding her face.

    ‘You’re trouble,’ she tells Carol, like it’s praise.

    Carol leers, licks over her mouth, triumphant. ‘You must like the taste.’

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    ‘Aftercare?’ Steve prompts.

    ‘What, like, you cuddling me?’

    ‘Aftercare is complex and necessary and I don’t do any scene without it.’

    ‘What if I don’t need it?’

    ‘Then I didn’t do a very good job.’

    Eddie gets a little shiver down his spine.

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    After a while, waves all around them, black water struck by pure white of the reticent moon, the boy crawls slowly forward, through bone and blood and guts. Eddie’s entire being goes rigid.

    Death is coming closer, curious.

    He wants to see if the teeth are real.

    If it’s what the older men on boats spoke quietly of, whiskey bottles running low, dull sheen in their eyes as the nights wore on and cheery stories burned down to embers of real horror, the primal kind.

    The men Eddie works with don’t fear sharks.

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    Kakmann will Socke kaufen und Graf Falko braucht eine Pause.

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    help. ich liebs. hilarious. muss ich helene zeigen.