jesterjac’s fics!
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heart beats fast; colours and promises by jesterjac for the_ballad_of_big_al, Cypherr, lightning_anon, smallbur (sollicitus), Cyber_Spaze
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
14 Jul 2026
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"You can open your eyes now, lovebug," Wilbur declared, planting a quick kiss on Tommy's forehead.
"Mm, no," the little whined playfully.
"No?" Wilbur feigned shock.
"'M s'eepy."
"Time for bed?"
Tommy just hummed, letting his arms find their way around his dada's neck and his chin to his shoulder. When he knew Wilbur couldn't see, he opened his eyes, just for the heck of it. He grinned at his silly antics.
"What's so funny, mister?" Wilbur asked, tone alight with his own smile as he rubbed the little's back, "I can feel you grinning back there."
Tommy giggled, tucking his thumb into his mouth on instinct. "Nuffin'."
In which Tommy finally decides to leave his abusive family and goes to stay with his pseudo-brother, Wilbur. Amidst the chaos of his life, Tommy finds calm, and slowly, he learns how he can heal from his past.
now with an original soundtrack scored by me, the author, available on all streaming services!
check the first top notes or the final end notes to learn more :)Author's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 1 of jesterjac's agere fics!
- Part 1 of jesterjac’s fics!
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go to bed, sleepyhead by jesterjac for the_ballad_of_big_al, sunny_anon
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
07 Jun 2022
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"Can't sleep?" Phil guessed with all-knowing accuracy. Wilbur gave a short, resigned hum.
"Hmm, I hear you, bud," Phil empathized with his non-verbal little like he had time and time before. "You have your paci?" The blonde knew that under-stimulation was a problem Wilbur constantly battled, even more so while little.
And okay, Wilbur was a little bit silly.
In which little!Wilbur doesn't want to go to sleep and is dreadfully understimulatedAuthor's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 2 of jesterjac's agere fics!
- Part 2 of jesterjac’s fics!
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chasing home (i'm begging you, please don't let me go) by jesterjac
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
20 Aug 2022
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Wilbur knew how this went: he'd been 13 once. He'd gone through his parents' divorce and all of the mess it entailed. He could remember hugging a pillow to his stomach as he lay awake at night to the sound of his parents fighting again, and again, and again. He could easily remember thinking to himself those same words of 'I don't want to be here anymore', seemingly day in and day out. Oh, Wilbur knew how this went.
"Is it your parents?" He asked sympathetically.
In which Tommy has been having a rough time.Author's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 1 of late night fics with ur fave Sad author ✨
- Part 3 of jesterjac’s fics!
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shutupshutupshutupshutup by jesterjac
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
24 Aug 2022
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"I'm coming in, Tommy."
Wilbur pushed down on the handle carefully but was shocked to find that the door was locked.
"Tommy?" he called out more desperately than before. He rattled the locked doorknob again, "Tommy, let me in," he started to panic, knocking frantically. He didn't know what to do. Should he just go away and come back again later? But the kid needed to eat, it was almost 3 p.m.
"Tommy please, you have to let me in."
Still nothing.
In which Tommy is autistic-coded and SadAuthor's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 2 of late night fics with ur fave Sad author ✨
- Part 4 of jesterjac’s fics!
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saturdays are not the same as they used to be by jesterjac
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
14 Feb 2022
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He'd made it, he'd done it all. The last thing he wanted to do as god was die.
In which Tommy experiences a pretty intense bit of grandiosity during a manic episode, and decides to off himself simply because he could.Based around Sadderdaze by The Neighbourhood
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- Part 3 of late night fics with ur fave Sad author ✨
- Part 5 of jesterjac’s fics!
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"I'm not sure," Tommy responded. Why stop the honesty train now?
"What d'you mean?"
"They, um—" Tommy cleared his throat when his voice cracked, "They don't usually tell me where they're going." It was a painfully awkward situation filled tightly with unspoken words laced with pity swimming in the air.
"Oh. I'm sorry, mate," Phil replied.
"No, it's fine, man," Tommy tried and failed to dismiss his older friend's worry.
"No, it's not," Phil said firmly. Tommy said nothing. "When will they be back?"
"They don't tell me that either."
"Jesus, Tommy—" the man broke off with a sigh.
"I said, it's fine." Fuck, his voice shook.
In which a lonely Tommy finds out that family truly isn't just whoever happens to share your blood.Author's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 4 of late night fics with ur fave Sad author ✨
- Part 6 of jesterjac’s fics!
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sunbleached baby boy by jesterjac
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Sorry Boys (Video Blogging RPF)
08 Nov 2022
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"We're back home." Phil's voice was soft and quiet, indirectly asking the boy to get out of the van. Tommy groaned.
"I know, but come on, kiddo. You can go back to sleeping as soon as you're in your room."
Now that wasn't helping at all—Phil totally knew he was at least a little regressed.
In which a Tired Tommy equals a Tiny Tommyjust a lil' something based around the aftermath of the tom simons total wipeout vlog as told by Phil ★
Author's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 3 of jesterjac's agere fics!
- Part 7 of jesterjac’s fics!
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when the party's over by jesterjac
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
09 Nov 2022
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Guqqie was bending down to sit beside him, "Here, drink some water."
"Noooo," Ranboo whined, struggling to stay upright.
"Yesss," Guqqie urged.
"Nuh-uh."
Guqqie sighed and Ranboo felt the previously playful pout he'd worn become real in milliseconds. "Sorry," they apologised, reaching out for the cup.
In which Ranboo gets shitfaced at that one 2022 Halloween party but everything is based on the author's Halloween experience lmaoSeries
- Part 5 of late night fics with ur fave Sad author ✨
- Part 8 of jesterjac’s fics!
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i think this time i'm dying by jesterjac
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
13 Dec 2022
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"Will, mate. We're back, it's time to leave," the blonde called, humour delicately coating his words as Wilbur tried to get up, hands shaking too much to even get the bloody seatbelt off, never mind how touching things had never felt so unbearable.
Phil noticed. Of course he did, you're not being particularly subtle, Wilbur kicked himself as he spurred to action, trying to unbuckle despite how the plastic, metal, and fabric of the seatbelt brought tears to his eyes. He couldn't get it done. For fucks sake, he was making a fool of himself.
In which Wilbur has a meltdown and Phil just wants to help. That's it, that's the fic.
Author's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 6 of late night fics with ur fave Sad author ✨
- Part 9 of jesterjac’s fics!
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they got along like a house fire by jesterjac
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
02 Jan 2023
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Tommy was 16 years old and crying his lungs out atop his comforter, fingers all but digging into his eye sockets as he wept. He was just a kid, and he deserved better.
In which Tommy grows up and realizes that maybe he shouldn't have had to go through what he did
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- Part 7 of late night fics with ur fave Sad author ✨
- Part 10 of jesterjac’s fics!
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cradle song by jesterjac for Anon_dude, the_ballad_of_big_al
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
19 Jan 2023
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"Sorry again." Wilbur kept apologizing.
"Stop apologizing, man. You were obviously tired and needed to sleep."
"Sorry." The moment he said it, Wilbur looked up and met Phil's eyes, both men breaking into laughter.
"So," Phil began as they sobered up. "About you regressing."
In which Wilbur has been incredibly stressed and he really just needs someone to give him some relief. Enter Phil.
Author's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 11 of jesterjac’s fics!
- Part 4 of jesterjac's agere fics!
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[you have several missed calls] by w4ndrlust
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP
20 Jan 2023
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Yes, his dad drinks. Heavily. Yes, his mom left because of it. And yes, of course, he was kicked out just two days later and left to crawl to his best friend’s doorstep down in Brighton. This is Tommy’s story about how he went from TommyInnit, the less-popular friend of the incredibly famous TubboLive, to inexperienced circus trainee, and the new youngest in the makeshift family that made up the top entertainment act in all of Britain.
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- Part 12 of jesterjac’s fics!
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before you go by jesterjac
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP, Lovejoy (Band)
17 Feb 2023
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"When was the last time you spoke to Wilbur?"
"Um, this morning, I think. Why?"
"How was he? Did he seem off?" Tommy spoke quickly, nearly tripping over his words. His voice was shaking with anxiety.
"No, he seemed fine. Why? Is something wrong?"
"I just missed a call from him and I think the message he left was a suicide note."
In which Tommy receives a voicemail from Wilbur which raises concern; he and Ash take a midnight trip to their friend's house.
Author's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 8 of late night fics with ur fave Sad author ✨
- Part 13 of jesterjac’s fics!
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shh!!! you're gonna wake him up!! by jesterjac for Cyber_Spaze
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game)
07 Apr 2023
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"Still tired, hmm?" Wilbur hummed, his hand sneakily finding its way into the shorter's hair, carding through and petting his blonde curls.
"Look," he asked for Tommy's attention. "Which ones should I post?" He asked jokingly, scrolling through the abundance of photos of Sleepy Tommy.
"Hey," Tommy complained, Wilbur holding his phone just out of reach as Tommy tried half-heartedly to swat the phone away.
Tommy quickly gave up and went to mope on the opposite side of the sofa, Wilbur's soft laughter floating in the air as he rested his phone face-down on the coffee table far too welcoming for the blonde to actually harbour any sort of dislike for the older.
In which your author has decided to stop gatekeeping this fluffshot that star wrote over a year ago
Author's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 1 of purely fluff w jesterjac
- Part 14 of jesterjac’s fics!
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"You're sick, Toms."
"I know."
"You need rest, not work."
"I know," through tears and sniffles.
In which foster kid!tommy is shown some basic humanity from foster parent!phil and Crumbles
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- Part 2 of purely fluff w jesterjac
- Part 15 of jesterjac’s fics!
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aerie (you are loved) by jesterjac for atlas_mycelium
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
06 Jun 2023
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"You okay?" Wilbur asked softly, leaning forward against the counter.
"Yeah," Tommy replied, his voice nearly failing him from recent lack of use and maybe some emotion he wouldn't dare to look in the eye.
"You sure? You seem kind of..." A vague hand gesture.
"Yeah man, I'm fine," Tommy replied, suddenly feeling very far away. His words sounded hollow, even to him.
In which Tommy spends a day with two of his favourite people in the world :)
Author's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 3 of purely fluff w jesterjac
- Part 16 of jesterjac’s fics!
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it's getting bad again by jesterjac
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
04 Aug 2023
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Sue him, but he was fucking sick of the sun. Sick of watching its trek down the evening sky from his bedroom window, sick of watching its rays taint the air from the same window just a few hours later, not a minute of sleep in between.
He wondered, sitting atop his kitchen counter with a limp sandwich beside him, what to do. The longer this went on, the worse his ideas got.
It was definitely getting bad again. He hadn't had some of these thoughts since he was 13.
Tommy is tired
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- Part 9 of late night fics with ur fave Sad author ✨
- Part 17 of jesterjac’s fics!
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repeat until death by jesterjac for Cyber_Spaze
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
24 Aug 2023
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November 30th. A.K.A. Wilbur's most favourite day of the year (other than maybe the last day of school, but it was hard to tell which was better).
The obvious question is "What makes November 30th so great?" To which Wilbur would smile, eyes lighting up at the memories piled up over years of tradition. Not to mention getting to skip school.
Wilbur is excited about getting to decorate with his family for Christmas :)
Author's Note: Fuck Wilbur Soot.
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- Part 4 of purely fluff w jesterjac
- Part 18 of jesterjac’s fics!
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Boobers are terrible influences by jesterjac for the bootwt sleepover discord server
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
29 Aug 2023
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"Come on," the particles whispered, tone seductively terrifying, a cold, cavernous echo that flew up from behind them, whistling around their head. "Grab it, take their lives."
"Fuck off," Ranboo muttered, eyes washing nervously over their friends' faces, over the lens of their camera at the other end of the table.
Aimsey's head whipped around, eyes wide when they met Ranboo's. Clearly, he'd heard. Ranboo shook their head minutely, wordlessly answering the unasked question as they looked away. They could feel Aimsey's eyes lingering on them.
They needed help. They needed help, badly. But what were they meant to do? End the stream with a "sorry, the voices are acting up again lol" posted to their alt Twitter?
In which Ranboo hears some not-very-nice voices that tell them to do some not-very-nice things.
Inspired by a lovely game of Frantic Fanfic I was a part of earlier this night :D
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- Part 10 of late night fics with ur fave Sad author ✨
- Part 19 of jesterjac’s fics!