1 - 20 of 27 Bookmarked Items in Blitzo Has PTSD (Helluva Boss)

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. *

    Tags
    Summary

    In the aftermath of Sinsmas, Blitzø, Stolas, Octavia and the rest of the gang need to deal with their past and present to try to create a future together.

    Features, among Other Things:
    - Via dealing with the reality of her mother's abuse of her dad and what happens when he isn't around to soften the blows
    - Stolas coming to term with the reality of The Arrangement
    - Blitzø being a self sacrificing idiot
    - Loona being great and also Done with This Shit

    ---
    The story deals with dark themes, and while I promise a happy ending, it is a rough ride. Reader, be aware!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    103,433
    Chapters:
    34/34
    Comments:
    1,211
    Kudos:
    806
    Bookmarks:
    152
    Hits:
    24,576
  2. 23

    Tags
    Summary

    In the days following the events of Mastermind, Blitzø and Stolas try to navigate their new lives together, each burdened by the trauma of the trial. But Valentino's newest film starring the legendary Angel Dust makes dealing with that trauma much more complicated.

    Immediately set in the days following "Mastermind," and then after "Sinsmas." While this fic does not show sex or sexual violence, it is heavily implied. This fic also features discussions on medication and antidepressants.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,134
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    170
    Kudos:
    105
    Bookmarks:
    23
    Hits:
    2,567
  3. 55

    Tags
    Summary

    Six months after the trial and five months after Sinsmas, everything seems fine: Blitzo and Stolas live together in a bigger house with Loona, Stolas is reconnecting with Octavia and hopes she will live with them someday, and M&M have a baby on the way. For the first time since childhood, Blitzo feels truly happy.
    But when Barbie nearly dies from an overdose, Blitzo is forced to face his fear of almost losing his sister without ever reconnecting with her, the trauma he constantly tries to bury in his subconscious, and—unfortunately—his father, Cash, whom he hasn’t seen in fifteen years.
    Will Stolas be able to stand by his beloved, even as he seems to fall back into old habits? And now that he finally has a family that loves him, will Blitzo be able to hold on to the progress he’s made and rebuild his relationship with his sister?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    44,018
    Chapters:
    18/30
    Comments:
    150
    Kudos:
    298
    Bookmarks:
    55
    Hits:
    7,841
  4. 24

    Summary

    In the aftermath of Unhappy Campers, Moxxie feels horribly guilty for how he treated Millie at the camp and promises her to be better. At the same time, Blitzo calling him a "disgrace" for his handling of the mission not only brings up painful memories of his father berating him, but also makes him reflect on some of his less-than-stellar performances in the past.
    All of which makes him feel useless and unwanted.

    But with the realization that he's previously been so wrapped up in his own emotions that he's failed to notice Millie feeling overlooked, he resolves to keep quiet about how he feels and try to work through it on his own because he doesn't want to be a burden to her again.
    And his mental state isn't improved by Blitzo continuing to lash out at him as a way to vent his own sorrow over Barbie Wire effectively disowning him... Which makes Moxxie further retreat into himself.

    With both Blitzo and Moxxie hurting after the fiasco at Camp Iwannakummore, can this negative spiral be stopped before it's too late?

    Words:
    36,857
    Works:
    5
    Bookmarks:
    24
  5. 23

    Tags
    Summary

    Sinsmas night at the party while the festivities are going on, Blitz becomes ill in the bathroom and gives birth to a mysterious egg. Now he's forced to figure out how to take care of this mysterious new addition to his family as well as trying to help Stolas cope after Octavia. Luckily he's got a "helluva" good support system he just doesn't know it yet XP.

    Blitz and Stolas may be struggling but they aren't the only ones and if they can all come together in their time of need they will see that they really will all be okay.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    39,242
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    77
    Bookmarks:
    23
    Hits:
    2,255
  6. 24

    Tags
    Summary

    Nearing Fizzarolli's birthday. Blitz has a nightmare about the day of the fire. Stolas is there to comfort him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,376
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    178
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    1,719
  7. 18

    Tags
    Summary

    During 'Seeing Stars', Stolas and Blitz catch up with Loona and Octavia at the observatory, and they watch the fireworks together. For a moment, before Blitz starts having flashbacks and leaves to find somewhere he can hide alone without ruining everyone else's night.
    Stolas follows.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,446
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    164
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    1,392
  8. 5

    Words:
    38,992
    Works:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    5
  9. 4

    Tags
    Summary

    The night before Blitzo’s famous “leaving Verosika to pay for the hotel and leaving” breakup.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,227
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    33
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    659
  10. 24

    Tags
    Summary

    “Blitzø, what I’m saying is.. Well. I suppose I want to have.. Something with you. Whatever you feel comfortable giving to me. If this.. Friendship is the extent of our connection then I will endeavor to accept it but I felt it remiss to not even attempt probing for more.” Stolas explained and Blitzø’s eyes practically bugged out of his skull at the words.

    “Wait- you want to what? If.. Stols. Am I understanding all this right?” Blitzø asked carefully, stumbling through his words as understanding was working a mile a minute to process and Stolas’s hand finally came back into the imp’s grasp.

    “If you are in the understanding that I am asking to date you, then yes. That is correct.” Stolas offered a bit sheepishly, tucking his beak down to his chest- that red on his face plate only deepening.

    “Holy fuck, Stols- YES! Of course! I want that!

    |-- AKA --|

    Blitzø & Stolas finally get back together post Sinsmas and then they have their one-year anniversary/Valentine's day plans!
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
    Hope you enjoy this @impssecretary ! Happy Valentine's Day!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    21,177
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    96
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    1,809
  11. 36

    Tags
    Summary

    Stella died during childbirth and Stolas is now a single father. He just wants a good life for his daughter. Blitz meets Stolas again by chance while working at LooLoo Land. When Stolas offers him a job working as a bodyguard Blitz jumped at the opportunity. Soon the two start to fall for each other.

    *Edited version of a fic I posted before. It's slightly different but mostly the same. Will post about 4 chapters at a time until the whole fic is redone* Now with new ending!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    35,814
    Chapters:
    23/23
    Comments:
    61
    Kudos:
    112
    Bookmarks:
    36
    Hits:
    3,079
  12. 88

    Tags
    Summary

    Blitz is at the anti-Blitzo party, listening to how Stolas just wants someone to care. And of course Blitz wants to be that someone, but he's not stupid enough to think he could be. Stolas just wants someone, and he deserves someone better.

    Or: What if Blitz actually managed to talk to Stolas before someone better came along?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,550
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    119
    Kudos:
    410
    Bookmarks:
    88
    Hits:
    4,794
  13. 3

    Tags
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,111
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    164
  14. 11

    Summary

    The first full moon after Stolas's assassination attempt feels different. Stolas is still recovering in the hospital and Octavia is living with her mother at Andrealphus's home: both of them isolated. When Stolas reaches out and asks for Via's help with the full moon ceremony, Octavia learns some things about herself and both of them leave the conversation feeling more uneasy about Andrealphus. Octavia gets some cool powers, finds her father's grimoire, and might have inadvertently helped Stolas & Blitz's relationship along the way.

    This collection focuses on Stolas's attempts at recovering his relationships with Octavia and Blitzø following S2E4 "Western Energy"

    Words:
    16,519
    Works:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    11
  15. 14

    Tags
    Summary

    Blitzo dreams about the circus.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,629
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    110
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    763
  16. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Stolas has lost everything: his status, his power, his magic and most of all his daughter. All for the sake of Blitzø, because a world without him is unbearable. He made his choice, and the worst thing is that despite everything he can't regret it and now he feels the guilt is all he has left.
    Blitzø is living in a daydream: Stolas is alive and in his house and loves him. And he loves Stolas so intensely that he feels overwhelmed sometimes. But the sadness of the bird he loves is taking over him and Blitzø knows that losing everything is like dying in a way, and he can't let Stolas surrender himself. He can give him everything, even if this take him to a breaking point.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,627
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    107
    Kudos:
    659
    Bookmarks:
    106
    Hits:
    14,053
  17. 16

    Tags
    Summary

    If Blitzø knew one thing about Stolas' preferences in bed, it was that he needed intensity.

    OR: Blitzø and Stolas try temperature play!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,740
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    125
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    994
  18. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Stolas stared at him in shock, his eyebrows raised. “...you’re scared.”

    “No shit,” the imp’s voice was quivering, and he didn’t know why. This emotion, so strong yet so unplaceable. It feels like the ocean--one wrong move and you’re pulled under, never to see the surface again.

    His lungs are already tired.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,250
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    1,244
    Bookmarks:
    125
    Hits:
    12,023
  19. 65

    Tags
    Summary

    Blitz wanders into a flower shop one day in rush, wanting to buy flowers for his sister and comes across a stunning individual. Someone beautiful, warm, caring and possibly more lonely than himself and he’s intent on knowing this person whether he feels like he deserves to or not. Because let’s face it, Blitz never accepts the possibility of love and happiness.

    Or a Flower Shop AU that will be hella angsty but have an eventual happy ending and Blitz is smitten by Stolas immediately.
    Other ships might make appearances but they won’t be a focus.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    57,530
    Chapters:
    14/30
    Comments:
    139
    Kudos:
    351
    Bookmarks:
    65
    Hits:
    9,747
  20. 5

    Mystery Work

    Part of Unposted
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation