BMegane
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Sometimes he wished it still hurt when he thought about Julie, because then, loving Kyoko would feel a little wronger. Written for the ‘Rare Kyoko Love Fest Challenge’ by Felicity Dream! KuuXKyoko. Au-ish. Non-Canon.
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Jealously by BMegane
Fandoms: Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children - Ransom Riggs, Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children (2016)
10 Nov 2016
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Enoch is a very jealous individual, but not for the reason you may think, is just that Jake has beautiful blue eyes that should look just at him, not at Emma, not at Olive. Just. Him. /Fluff Alert/Slash/EnochXJake/
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have spent years building a loving, trusting relationship that allows them to explore their sexual desires in a way that breaks down all of their shame and insecurities.
5 times where Ilya helps Shane discover his piss kink, and 1 time where Ilya takes his turn letting go.
[UPDATE - this doesn't perfectly follow a 5+1, it kind of took a turn.]Bookmarked by BMegane
24 Sep 2026
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i want to run towards something not away. by broadley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Sep 2026
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Shane is a horror youtuber. Ilya is a chaotic youtuber (who hates horror) who breaks his leg and needs something to watch. And well maybe Ilya isn’t that much of a hater of horror now?
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- Part 5 of Hollanov smau
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24 Sep 2026
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After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya's place doesn't almost crash and Shane doesn't propose. Instead, he turns to self harm to cope with the self hatred feels as a result of the Metro's hostility, Ilya's inability to communicate, and his belief that he's the reason for everything wrong in their relationship and the team dynamic.
What starts as a self proclaimed unhealthy coping mechanism comes to a head when Ilya finds out and realizes just how much he underestimated the degree to Shane was struggling and the impact hiding had on him.
Will they find their way back to each other or will Shane let his depression eat him alive, leaving everything he ever loved, including hockey, to the past.
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I really want to explore a story where Shane struggles deeply with his mental health. I find it hard to imagine that everything didn't take more of a toll on him. It's dark but there is light at the end of the tunnel. This is pretty heavy so if self harm or eating disorders are triggering for you pls don't read!
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24 Sep 2026
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Advantage, Hollander by elkeisea
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Sep 2026
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24 Sep 2026
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Shane Hollander can be polite; lord knows he's proved that once or twice. He can hold his tongue, smile, say the right thing, keep the peace.
But Troy Barrett in his house, reminiscing over a game from their earlier years...calling it "one of the good games"
Well, Shane Hollander's infinite patience just ran out.
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24 Sep 2026