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At the end of David Hollander's life, Shane and Ilya sit at his bedside and have an honest conversation about grief, love, and what it means to stand, devoted, by someone's side.
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‘Til our Fingers Decompose (Keep my Hand in Yours) by Baymax_13
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
04 Jul 2023
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The next thing he sees and knows isn’t a dream is Ellie’s little hand reaching over his heart and balling up his shirt in her fist. Her head lays on his shoulder and her ear presses against his chest. He feels her small exhales and they bring fresh, unbidden tears to his eyes. She doesn’t notice his half-lidded gaze, but he sees just fine as she brings the hand still clutched around his flannel up to her nose and presses it to her face like it’s the only thing keeping her from floating away.
Almost on muscle memory alone, Joel aims to press a kiss to her hair where it’s up to his own nose, but he can’t quite get it right. Still, his cheek ends up against the soft tendrils of Ellie’s brown strands and he thinks it’s enough. He hopes it gives her some meager comfort.
It’s all he has to offer.
(Inspired by the famous picture of Ellie sleeping all curled up on the forest floor during episode 2 - essentially an exploration of how Ellie becomes more than cargo to Joel through Ellie's very cute sleeping habits)
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Nowhere Else I'd Rather Be (Than Here in Your Arms) by Baymax_13
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
29 Sep 2022
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Nick and Charlie decide to have a baby, but the beginning of the process brings up some complicated feelings.
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The S-Word Ban Still Applies by Baymax_13
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
08 Aug 2022
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It's the first quiet day since Charlie told Nick about them, and of course, it has to fall on date night.
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- Part 2 of Quiet Days
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Charlie's always been an eloquent kid. He can talk your ear off about any topic he's even mildly passionate about, and he especially loves talking to Nick.
There are some days though when the words seem impossible to reach. They struggle against him in a bitter, silent, fight.
Nick notices, because of course he does, and together they come up with a plan.
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Selectively nonverbal Charlie and supportive Nick <3
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- Part 1 of Quiet Days
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sunlight in the gloom by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jun 2026
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LILY: bored of me already, Hollander?
LILY: is not nice to ignore me, sexy
LILY: shane, seriously, are you ok?
Another half hour passes, and he’s had enough. He calls in the next best reinforcement he can think of.
Yuna Hollander answers on the second ring. “Hi sweetheart.”
“Hey.” He tries to keep his voice even and calm, rather than panicked and uneasy, which is how he feels. “Have you heard from Shane?”
“Shane? No, not since this morning. Why?”
“I-” Ilya hesitates very briefly, sure suddenly that he is overreacting. How will it look to Shane’s mother, when he is home safe and sound, and his overly possessive boyfriend is calling every family member to check up on his location?
“Ilya.” Her voice grows more serious. “What’s going on?”
--shane gets into a car crash and doesn't answer his phone- worried & protective ilya ensues!-
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26 Aug 2026
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Mama, I'm here. by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jul 2026
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“Do you want me to come with you?” Ilya asks, not loving the idea of her heading off on her own through the throes of drunk people.
Yuna smiles at him. “I’ll be just fine, dear. Back in a few!”
She disappears into the crowd. Ilya exhales, and taps his fingers against his empty glass.
He tries not to overthink it. Shane and David will be fine. They are together, and Shane is five-foot ten, two-hundred pounds of pure muscle. He would have no trouble defending them if they needed it. And Yuna is just going to the bathroom for crying out loud.
Ilya supposes he’s a bit sensitive to the thought of something happening to his family again, after managing to find his way back to one. It makes him a little overprotective. He knows he has to work on that.
-ilya saves yuna from a bad man in a dark alley. it brings up some issues.-
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25 Aug 2026
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hold you by the heart by wildrun
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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Ilya is immediately intrigued by his team's hot new massage therapist. He thinks he probably just wants to sleep with him, but the more he gets to know him, the more he fears he may actually want something real.
Meanwhile, Shane has just landed his dream job and has no interest in crossing any professional boundaries, no matter how much their star player might make him want to.
Featuring famous!Ilya who's at the height of his career and is tired of the playboy lifestyle, and professional!Shane who's far too busy achieving his goals to worry about his heart.
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24 Aug 2026
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(If The Plane Goes Down) I'll Remember Where The Love Was Found by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Aug 2026
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"If this is it," Shane whispered, so quietly only Ilya could hear, "you won't face a single second of it alone."
Ilya closed his eyes. His fingers tightened around Shane's hand with everything he had left.
He saw the fear in Ilya’s eyes.
Then he saw nothing.
*******
It was supposed to be an ordinary flight. Instead, it becomes the worst day of their lives.
They were never meant to be on the same plane. Then the unthinkable happens. It goes down.
As terrified passengers flee the wreckage, Shane refuses to abandon the man he loves, even as rescuers and survivors alike order him to get out. Trapped beneath twisted metal, Ilya is running out of time. And while they wait for help, the secret they've spent years protecting slips into the hands of strangers with phones.
In an instant, the whole world is watching. Hockey can burn. The headlines can wait.
Shane Hollander has exactly one job: keep Ilya alive.
Because if they survive this, he'll have to protect more than Ilya's life. He'll have to protect everything they've built together against impossible odds.
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23 Aug 2026
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if i could save time in a bottle by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 May 2026
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It takes some time for Shane to notice.
With three kids, they are busy, so it’s not surprising when Shane doesn’t observe at first. Shane and Ilya are both forty-five years old, and they have such full lives that sometimes time feels like a cruel joke. They’re busy, and always on the go, and blindingly happy.
Shane tells himself this is why it takes him so long to realize.
That lately, Ilya’s gone quieter during their evening nighttime routine before bed. When they shower and brush their teeth, Shane meticulously flossing between each molar while Ilya sort of haphazardly takes care of his own business, that Ilya doesn’t joke or laugh as much as usual. When they shower, he lets Shane get out first every time, and spends a little extra moment to himself. That he doesn’t lean in to let Shane card his hands through his hair anymore, and he used to love the feeling of that.
-- or, a study of aging beside the person you love, via hollanov--
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23 Aug 2026