CMSWAT201320
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Tan is concerned about how Chris is handling Erika's death. Luckily he doesn't have to deal with it on his own. Re-write of original 'Worried' story.
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Filler in thoughts and scenes from Season 1 episode 'Source' from Chris's POV
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At the end of Lion's Den, Chris tried calling Street first but he didn't pick up. But what if he did answer Chris's call, and Chris went to his place instead?
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This Sinful Tide that Floods My Heart and Cures My Soul by crimsonshade
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Dec 2025
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Barefooted, Eddie entered the kitchen, opening the door and closing it behind him. He rubbed his face, frustrated, telling himself it was to wash the sleepy numbness away, but all he wanted to do was to rip off that image from his skull, to bleach out the anguish that came with it and forget the day before had ever happened.
He should have known. He wished he had known. Maybe if he had, things would have been different; Christopher wouldn’t have fallen off the truck, and Buck wouldn’t have jumped off after him to wander for hours restlessly, looking for him till collapse.
Maybe if Eddie had known, he could have gone to their rescue, and neither would have suffered the living nightmare they did; or rather, they wouldn’t have undergone as much agony as they did. Just alleviating a thousandth part of it all would have been enough, a release for them and less guilt for himself.
If only he had known.
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The memory of Buck and Christopher arriving at the hospital the night after the tsunami is still haunting Eddie. His parents decide to pay him an unexpected visit that will end with secrets being revealed. Chaos ensues.
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24 Dec 2025
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Staying Gold by SqueeNeedsToSleep
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
03 Dec 2025
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Ponyboy tiredly fell back onto his bed, the springs protesting under his weight, and pressed his nose into the pillow as he rolled over. He glanced towards his backpack where an orange bottle and a letter from six years ago he had read a thousands times over were hidden away in several pairs of socks. His eyes drooped tiredly and he knew he wouldn't need them tonight. He had refused to let himself sleep on the airplane, wanting to make sure he was as exhausted as possible, and sleep was already trying to pull him down.
He hoped that the exhaustion would keep the nightmares of railroads tracks and hospitals and burning churches away for the night.
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It's been six years and Ponyboy doesn't want to remember. It's hard trying to stay gold.
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- Part 2 of Squee's Outsiders Fics
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23 Dec 2025
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Shiners and Soda Cups by anonslushies
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
14 Dec 2025
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Ponyboy didn’t know what was wrong with him. Everything had been going good; his grades were high, Darrel hadn’t hollered at him in a while, and the Socs even seemed to have backed off a little too. Even though, Pony was conflicted.
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Ponyboy navigates his feelings while simultaneously dealing with the obstacles of the 1960s.
*chapters will be updated every other Sunday!*
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23 Dec 2025
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I Can't Decide by delilahsgoldd
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
22 Dec 2025
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After the slap, Darry stops Ponyboy from running away.
But just because he wasn't at the fountain that night doesn't mean the Socs are going to let him off the hook (and, boy, in some ways, he's going to wish he made it to that fountain by the time they're done with him).
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22 Dec 2025
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12 Days by pepsifrickincola
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
23 Dec 2025
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I sat at my desk, staring at the blank page. For a second, I almost wrote two words: The End. That would’ve been it.
My hand shook. I couldn’t bring myself to finish it.
That’s when the idea formed, sharp and clear: I’d give myself twelve days.
I wrote the words at the top of the page: 12 Days.
Beneath it, I drew twelve bullet points, each one waiting for a plan. On each day, I’d do something worth remembering. Something I could hold in my hands before I let go. I’d write down what I did as time went on.
Maybe it was selfish. Maybe it wasn’t. I couldn’t decide. But I liked the idea of leaving something behind. I’d leave memories that weren’t sudden and sharp, but slow and soft, something they could hold onto without wondering if they’d missed their chance.
After all, maybe after 12 days I’d change my mind.
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Ponyboy’s world has been turned upside down. In the wake of loss, he gives himself twelve days to find something worth holding onto— before letting go.
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16 Dec 2025