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It's Not About What We Deserve by C_amara_deriee
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
10 Jun 2020
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Peter has a panic attack during a sparring session, the Tower gets invaded, and Steve and Natasha finally get a glimpse at the guilt Peter's been carrying with him caused by past torture that he'd very much like to forget, thank you. Easier said than done when someone from Spiderman's past comes knocking.
“What did you just say?” Tony repeats, darting around Peter to stand beside Natasha. “Did Steve just say you’re using us to punish yourself?”“That’s not, umm, that’s not exactly what he meant by—”
“Are you,” Tony enunciates each individual word, “using us to punish yourself.”
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Sam and Dean have gone days without a solid night’s sleep, woken up by your screaming each night. Hunts are being compromised, and the boys have finally reached their breaking point.
Just as they plan to talk to you, you sleep through the night. You’ve found a coping method for your nightmares, it just may not be the most healthy one out there. -
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Sam, Dean, and Cas run into trouble fighting a witch. She's injected Dean with a truth serum, causing him to speak whatever comes to mind. The serum will only stop if Dean spills his deepest fear. Turns out he’s got a lot of abandonment and inadequacy issues, and Sam and Cas desperately try to tape him back together in the aftermath without making everything worse.
“That’s your deepest fear? For real?” Sam sounds like he can hardly believe it. “It’s not flying, or a beer shortage or something?”
Dean’s glad Sam hasn’t noticed the shift in Dean’s behavior recently. His extra clinginess, the way Dean’s been following them around like a lost dog since he got back from Hell. He refused to be in any room but theirs at the bunker, always keeping them within his line of sight, even during hunts.
Cas’ reprimanding, “Dean,” shakes him from his train of thought. Cas looks like a stern father, his brows furrowed and eyes full of disappointment. “That’s a stupid thing to fear.”
There’s no other way to explain it—Dean just shatters -
Consequences to Every Inaction by C_amara_deriee
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Mar 2018
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“It’s okay,” Peter promises them softly. “I get it. I wouldn’t want me as a teammate either. It’s okay, I know what you need to do. I get it.”
Natasha’s eyes narrow, and she asks him, “And what do you think we need to do, Peter?” like it’s a threat. Like if he says the wrong thing, she’ll pounce. But he knows the answer to this question and god, they’re going to make him spell it out for them, aren’t they?
“You need to kick me off the team.”
Essentially, none of the Avengers honestly believe Peter when he tells them that no, he really isn’t anorexic and to trust him—he’s just very busy and doesn’t have the spare time or money to eat enough, it’s most certainly not on purpose and they most definitely do not need to kick him off the team because of it.
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Jim’s organized, okay? He always has been, he probably always will be. Jim has color coded folders for his papers and lists upon lists of safety instructions.
Except, Jim loses things. All. The. Time.
It's not his fault this presents the perfect opportunity for Draal to flirt with him.
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Public Bookmark 235
Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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Scratch an Itch by HummingBlurb
Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Web Series), Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)
29 Dec 2025
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After months of living in the hotel, you’d come to know and be friends with everyone.
You notice that Alastor was acting a bit strange today. Turns out, it’s time for his antlers to shed velvet. In an attempt to become friends with him, you offer to help.
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find warmth in the middle of the night by aloneintherain
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)
24 Jul 2017
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5 times Peter was called out for wearing someone else’s clothes, + 1 time he wasn’t.
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Matt's got this way of speaking in Spanish that's just a little different than his way of speaking in English. In English, all of Matt's words are carefully weighed and measured and cut like crystal. They're precious but planned. With Spanish, the words seem to fall like drops of liquid gold, hot and rich and wild, and it makes Foggy want to gather them to himself and finally be warm.
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Bookmarked by C_amara_deriee
19 Nov 2017
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Seduction through language kinks.
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May 29th, 1970 by isaDanCurtisproduction
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
08 Sep 2024
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It's not so much that Tony is upset that everyone keeps forgetting his birthdays— he's an adult, he can handle his teammates, the people sharing his house with him, his friends, not remembering to even wish him a happy birthday, but he can't help but feel that— actually yes, he is upset.
Tony is upset that people keep forgetting his birthday. He doesn't forget their birthdays! He, in fact, goes out of his way to give them the best birthdays that money can buy! Birthdays are important, he knows they are important, and he wants to show everyone how important they are, and they are his friends, right???
So why can't they return the favor?Follow Tony through the years, jumping from birthday party to birthday party, as he tries to come to terms with living with and having expectations of a group of rag-tag, superhero, friend-adjacent teammates and I try to fix the MCU one plot hole at a time.