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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    "I know I should let you go," he said, his voice barely a whisper. "I know that's what he would want. I know what I'm doing is not good. But I can't—"

    His voice quavered.

    "I can't accept that he's gone. I can't accept that I'll never see him again. I can't—"

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    Mitya refuses to let Valeriy die, even if it destroys him in the process.

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    26 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Lohen, Vice Captain of the Fifth Company and master of unconventional tactics, has a foolproof plan to finally confess to his secret crush, Mika: wear a bunny costume, wait for Mika to come home, and ambush him with sheer, unadulterated absurdity.

    It works. Maybe too well.

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    19 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    "I don't care about the floor," Lohen said quietly... "I care that you're safe."

    Mika didn't know what to think when Vice Captain Lohen showed up at his home drenched in blood. Obsessive, violent need to protect plague Lohen. But instead running from this dangerous devotion, Mika confronts why he's okay with being hunted.

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    17 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    Lohen has one goal in life: to see how many shades of pink Mika can turn before he runs out of names for them.

    Rose. Peony. Cherry blossom. Crimson.

    Every stolen notebook, every whispered tease, every time he stands too close—the color deepens. It's Lohen's favorite game.

    Until Mika starts giving it right back.

    Or: Lohen came for the blush and stayed for the boy behind it.

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    01 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    Collection on Illuga/Lohen

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    15 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 44

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    Lohen was never at the receiving end and wasn’t sure how he ended up here, under Illuga’s weight that pressed him to the bed. When did his instinct turn off, why did he stop fighting to lead, did he even try? Illuga kissed him, easily taking away Lohen’s breath and all remaining ambition to change this situation. His body melted under the touch, the man could do anything to him and he’d comply. Illuga showered his chest with kisses, never wasting an occasion to nib on his nipple, tearing out small mewls from his throat.

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    27 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Varka looks back down at his exposed torso and picks a scar. He doesn't know its origin, though he's sure Lohen would jump into a high tale about its creation if he asked. He leans down and presses another tender kiss over the raised skin.

     

    "S-stop," Lohen demands, bucking his hips to try and shake off Varka's firm and gentle hands.

     

    He's never heard a stutter fall from the lips that always carried a smirk and begged for punishment. Varka grew even more determined, his passion and care for the younger man burning bright in his chest. He continues his trail, kissing each scar he comes across as Lohen begins to tremble.

     

    "Quit it!" Lohen tries to deny him, glaring through a blush as he tries to thrash and push Varka away.

     

    "Shh," Varka hushes him gently, lips tickling the jut of his hip, tongue lapping a slow, deep kiss right above his hemline as Lohen flinches and aches his back, head thrown up and away from the image of the love Varka is showing him.

    --

    In which Varka gives Lohen his first experience with gentleness.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    “You’re doing it to make me jealous.”

    Lohen raises his eyebrows like he’s intrigued by Varka’s accusation. 

    “Am I?” He chuckles, amused. 

    Lohen baits. Varka bites.

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    09 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 60

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    Varka's body burns, blood pumping hard, guilt and desire fighting against one another. In the pit of his stomach, he feels his weakness. When they first started doing this, he would throw up. He doesn't anymore.

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    27 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 65

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    “Hmph... I'm probably the only man who takes your armor off this frequently.”

    How proud and how smug he sounds as he says this...

    It's absolutely irresistible, Varka thinks, his own smile fading, now bare chested, noticing the very moment the younger man becomes distracted, losing focus upon admiring his body, before proceeding to take his gauntlets off, “You are.” Varka confirms, fueling the younger man's ego.

    He cups his chin-- he is so small and fragile to him, Varka is always careful, lifting it up to gently face him, “You know me best.”

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    17 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 13

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    "That's—that's an abuse of Knightly authority," Mika stated.

    Aether has ulterior motives for taking Mika along on a commission: to spend a lot of quality time with him, of course.

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    25 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 73

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    In the waning years of the Belyi Tsar's reign, Kyryll Chudomirovich Flins finally comes to the royal court of Snezhnaya. He intends for his stay at court to be brief and is content to be a minor noble of no importance.

    Unfortunately for him, he catches the eye of the Tsar.

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    23 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Illuga is pushing himself to the breaking point. A silent desperate performance for the people who need their unshakable captain. Flins, his partner in everything sees through the act to the exhaustion beneath.

    When a "low-risk" patrol in the snows of Nod-Krai goes awry, Flins must confront a truth that has haunted his long life. A story about the fear of being known, the cost of a heroic façade and the absolute love that refuses to let it crumble.

    (A light refuses to go out and another refuses to stop searching.)

    For those who have already read this fic, I have added a special Chapter 2. A prequel showing the night the promise was made and how they got together ❤️

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Flins encounters Illuga at The Flagship, on the verge of breaking under the weight of his responsibilites.

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    16 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 58

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    Warmth Shared With Friends (Outdoor Furnishing):
    “A two-seater bench made from repurposed sheet metal, commonly seen around the Clink-Clank Krumkake Craftshop.
    This type of material seldom offers warmth. Thus, those seated must huddle closer to fend off the chill.”

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    On a windy night under a starlit sky, two Ratniki sat side by side on such a bench. For Flins, the cold was of little consequence. Illuga, try as he might, had no such resistance. A metal bench was not an ideal resting place in Nod Krai’s bitter chill—but Flins and the addictive heat of his body made it worth the trouble.

    Illuga supposed such benches have their uses, after all.

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    07 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 74

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    For a man raised to want nothing, Flins finds himself wanting Illuga’s company far too easily. A shared gift, a shared night, and the quiet understanding that neither of them is as untouched as they pretend.

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    22 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 16

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    Illuga hadn't visited Flins in awhile, and he very much missed him. So, when he did finally visit, he made sure that Illuga was well aware of how lonely he was without him.

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    17 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 10

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    Kaveh pays his rent with his body, never realizing that every touch only deepens the feelings he thinks he’s not allowed to have. Alhaitham takes what Kaveh offers, quietly aching for more—until exhaustion and heartbreak finally force them to face the truth they’ve both been running from.

    Kaveh held Alhaitham's face and kissed his jaw. "What can I say? I'm just desperate to pay all of my debts today." His fingers hooked into Alhaitham’s shirt, tugging him closer before the scribe could even question what he just said. Kaveh’s breath brushed against his neck, needy and raw. “Tell me you want me,” he whispered. “Tell me you need me as badly as I need you right now.”

    "I always need you.”

    “What?” Kaveh asked, not hearing what he said properly.

    “N–nothing,” Alhaitham coughed out, ears burning. “I said… let’s have sex.”

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    12 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 4

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    Arin goes to Lloyd for comfort.

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    02 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 3

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    Arin is VERY in love with Lloyd, but he thinks it's not mutual and gets depressed, what if he was wrong?

     

    or: fools in love

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    02 Aug 2025

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