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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Mike is out of college now, and he’s lonelier than he’s ever been. He hasn’t spoken to Will since his freshman year of college. And that’s weird, because there was a time when they were inseparable. He speaks briefly to Dustin and Lucas and keeps in frequent touch with Holly. He hasn’t spoken to Nancy since an incident that they had. Mike had gotten drunk one night during sophomore year of college, called her, and completely broke down and spilled all of everything he’d been holding in since he didn’t even know how long. He didn’t even show up to his father’s funeral so he could avoid speaking to her. God, where did it all go wrong?

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    Mike doesn’t have to speak to anyone. Ever. Not until Lucas and Max invite him to their wedding.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “Have I ever told you about Gabriel?” Buck shakes his head.

    “One of your Army buddies?”

    “No, my first kiss.”
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    Buck can only hear Helena’s muffled voice from the other side of the phone. He picks up a few words. Chris. Hospital. And Buck feels like he’s suffocating, like all the air has been punched out of his lungs, like he’s being held underwater. He's reliving the tsunami all over again. “Yeah, yeah okay. I’ll be there. Bye, mom.” Eddie is running his shaking hands through his hair, eyes wide. Buck has a panicked look on his face, too scared to speak. He studies Eddie who looks like he’s figuring out how to feel. Buck caresses the crook of Eddie’s arm. That prompts the brunet to speak. “It’s my dad…He had a stroke.”
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    Eddie comes out, Ramon has a stroke, and Buck is there to support Eddie through it all as they head to El Paso.

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    22 Mar 2025

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    In which Eddie hates Tommy, Buck doesn’t realize Eddie came out, and Ravi teaches everyone some internet slang.

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    09 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    Eddie picks up making paper stars as a new hobby and now Buck keeps finding them absolutely everywhere.

    or 5 times Buck finds Eddie leaving him paper stars and 1 time he finds out they're more than just that.

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    19 Oct 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    Chris and Eddie are still working to regain trust. Chris isn't ready to come home yet. But he calls his dad with big news.

    *“Dad…”, Chris sighed, “Izzy’s my boyfriend.”*
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    Chris comes out as bi while in Texas. In the aftermath Eddie finally reflects his own past and future relationships. Maybe it's finally time to open the lid to the box of trauma Eddie had previously tidied so neatly away. Maybe it's time to reckon with the loss of Shannon, with his childhood in El Paso and why nothing ever quite works out for him. Buck is nothing but helpful of course. It's the year of gay awakenings.
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    (Mostly) Canon Compliant until season 8 ep 08 (though distinct lack of bees due to work-life balance) - this is a fic accompanying Eddie's character development starting in season 8
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    This is for the lovers of soft moments and family dynamics. It's very fluffy but isn't without tension and a sprinkle of angst sometimes. We'll spend time with the Diaz family on Halloween and Christmas and experience their family traditions. Along the way Eddie finally realizes he's maybe not as straight as he thought he was.

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    29 Sep 2024