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You Burn Inside My Memory So Well (You're Caramel) by Hevaann
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
25 Dec 2025
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“Look,” Will says, turning fully on the pallet to face Mike, one hand reaching down for the rough wood to find purchase and ground him. “Do you-, do you want to show me. Like-, like want to practice?”
Mike’s eyes widen but he doesn't say anything.
“Sorry, stupid idea, just wanted to help.” Will is trying to gather the words back up from the air between them and into his mouth.
“I never thought it was stupid.” Mike says, so quietly it's not much more than an exhale. “I suggested it first.” He adds, like it's a secret.
Will grips the pallet harder. “Show me. I really do want to help.”
Mike bites his lip a sec, and Will thinks he's going to say no, but then Mike's darting forward and pressing his lips firm and quick against Will’s. It's barely a kiss. Not romantic. Not enough to leave a scar. Will bleeds anyway.
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Or: Mike has been kissing Will on and off since they were seven. How are you supposed to recognise an avalanche when you are drowning in snowballs?
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Will’s not sure why it started, he's even a little hazy on how it started, but he's never been one to look a gift horse in the mouth - not when he could be kissing it.
He’d tried talking to Mike about it after the first time, to ask what it meant, but Mike had just brushed him off and pretended it never happened. Will’s heart had broken right down the middle, like a gate through Hawkins, and it was only mended when Mike pressed his lips to Will’s again, four hours later. There was obviously this rule - this unspoken law - that this was all on Mike’s terms; under the table, on the downlow.
And Will was just the grateful bastard who would get off on what he could get.
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Will leans forward on one hand, elbow on his knee, and looks up at Mike. He seems a little more awake now, away from the harsh lights of upstairs, and there's a small smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
Will doesn't look lost anymore. Will looks found.
Mike watches him, opens his mouth a minute, then closes it again. Will raises an eyebrow. "What?"
Mike has never been quick on the uptake. Realisation dawns; not like a Sunrise, but all at once, with just one look.
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“He wanted to see me. He missed me. He was just kissing me better.”
Then his Dad is crossing the threshold into Will’s room and his space and flinging him bodily back down on the bed. “Kissing a boy makes you a fag. Are you a fag, boy?”
Will shakes his head, too frightened to speak. The walls are closing in on him again, and there are black spots in his vision. The comforter feels rough beneath his fingers, and he could swear the whole bed is shaking with him. He doesn’t know what a fag is, but he doesn’t want to be one if it makes his Dad angry.
“You tell him never to fucking do that again. You push him away if he tries, you hear me? You fucking punch him.” And Will nods, anything to speed his Dad’s departure from his room.
He can tell Mike not to kiss him; he can follow through with that. But if he ever tries again Will won’t be pushing him away. Whatever a fag is, it can’t compete with the feeling of Mike’s lips on his; like Will is kissing the universe.
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Will has loved Mike since he was ten tears old - but he's been in orbit around him a lot longer. By California, Will fears that orbit is decaying, and he's about to come crashing down to earth.
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- Part 2 of Touch Me - Kiss Me
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As he watches Will move away, Mike’s glad he never kissed him, on the mouth, because he doesn’t think that would have been something he could have gotten over. After all, how can you miss what you’ve never had?
He knows Will is hurting right now, but maybe this is the kind of hurt that’s needed to protect him. He won’t put Will in a position to be bullied and beaten up. He won’t push past the boundaries of their friendship again. Mike knows it’s his fault, and he started it, all those months ago. Maybe years ago, maybe he fell in lov-
No. He won’t force himself on Will any more. Mike and his right hand will just have to get better acquainted.
He can give him up to save him.
And when El kisses him later that evening, Mike throws himself into it. Perhaps if he can he lose himself in this, in the feel of her lips on his, he can forget the taste of Will’s thigh beneath his mouth just last week.
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At seven, Will asks Mike not to kiss him anymore, and Mike takes it to heart – wanting Will safe is more important than just wanting him… until California. Where, for the first time, Mike wonders if safe is what Will wants at all.
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- Part 1 of Touch Me - Kiss Me
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A story told from two points of view - interspersed with memories of falling apart and falling in love.
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At seven, Will asks Mike not to kiss him anymore, and Mike takes it to heart – wanting Will safe is more important than just wanting him… until California. Where, for the first time, Mike wonders if safe is what Will wants at all.
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Will has loved Mike since he was ten tears old - but he's been in orbit around him a lot longer. By California, Will fears that orbit is decaying, and he's about to come crashing down to earth.- Words:
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If death could only be something we could rewind (If I could hold my peace of mind) by Gypsywoman13
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
02 Oct 2025
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At least, he did a few things right that didn’t serve himself, but boy would it have been nice if he could’ve have taken more risks or played things more safe in other areas. If he could just rewind time like everyone said happens when they die with their life flashing before their eyes—Eddie let out one last breath and a tear as Dustin seemed to dim and fade away…
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Eddie found himself standing outside himself, staring down at Dustin sobbing for Eddie to come back.
Click.
Everything paused.
It was eerie and still, and Eddie found himself looking around at the faint lines that seemed to run through everything and distort slightly. Without warning, there was another click and things began to rewind.
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Time travel, fix-it, Steddie fic.
Bookmarked by Hevaann
24 Aug 2026
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Steve hadn’t meant for Eddie Munson to stay this long.
It was supposed to be a temporary thing — a guest room, a spare toothbrush, a warm bed while Eddie figured things out. But then one night turned into seven weeks, and somehow Steve found himself rearranging his grocery list around Eddie’s weird cravings and memorizing the sound of his laugh in every room.
He wasn’t supposed to fall in love with him.
But Eddie had a way of slipping past all the defenses Steve didn’t even know he still had. And Steve… well, he was good at keeping things running. Bad at talking about his feelings. Worse at admitting he wanted more.
Just a few nights. That’s how it started.
But Steve had never been good at letting go of the people he cared about.- Language:
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Bookmarked by Hevaann
12 Aug 2026
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I never really cared until I met you (aka Your Love Is Like Being Hit By a 2018 Subaru Forester) by fullofbeansandspunk (smilesawakeyou)
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
26 Jan 2021
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Just a classic tale of boy-meets-boy except it’s boy-hits-boy-with-his-car (and-they-become-friends-but-then-they-fall-in-love-or-something).
Bookmarked by Hevaann
19 Jul 2026
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i'd love it if we made it by toeshur (jbuchanan)
Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King
01 Jan 2023
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Eddie falls in love with Richie twice.
Eddie Kaspbrak 1992-1994 and 2016-2018.
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- Part 2 of tell me how it ends
Bookmarked by Hevaann
18 Jul 2026
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tell me how it ends (and i'd do it all again.) by toeshur (jbuchanan)
Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King
27 Jan 2021
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Eddie looks up from his pancakes. “Oh.” He says, “Like, as in.” He raises both eyebrows slightly.
“Yeah, I’m still in love with you.” Richie confirms. “Sorry.” He adds after a pause.
Eddie gapes a little.
“A plate of fries for Gonzo.” A plate slams down in front of them rattling both their water glasses and Richie jumps. “And another prissy water for Sam Eagle.” Slam. Then the waiter storms off. Eddie doesn't even twitch still staring at Richie, who's grimacing at his fries that are definitely full of pissed-off waiter spit.
Okay, so maybe moving to New York was a rash idea after all.
or: A glimpse into Richie's first 3 months in New York post-Derry 2.0 featuring: The Many Facial Expressions of Eddie Kaspbrak, (1) Rabbit named Peaches, Richie’s New Mom sweater, Eddie and Richie being Just Friends, and a letter.
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- Part 1 of tell me how it ends
Bookmarked by Hevaann
18 Jul 2026