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  1. Rec 8

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    The Digital Circus has a new bug. Jax believes he has found a toy, but Nenia is a predator who is just learning about her cage. In a world of pixels, Caine's filters give way under the load of impulses, too human to remain censored.
    Between truths bleeding beyond the screen and rules born to be broken, Nenia will become the fire that devours the digital prison. A forgotten mission, a brutal evolution, and a single promise: to make everyone, finally, a human.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Dey not oki

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Caine thinks something is wrong with the members of his circus. Will he figure it out? Can he handle What he learns?

    Kinger works to understand his creation. He has to learn how Caine thinks. What it feels like to not know any of the emotions you have to deal with.

    Pomni is trying to handle her new introduction to the circus. She tries to understand the others, while dealing with Caine’s adventures.

    Jax struggles with himself and his identity. In a classic Jax move, he doesn’t talk to anyone and has to deal with the consequences.

    Gangle realizes and admits things about herself. Her friends are with her every difficult step of the way.

    Zooble talks to Caine about making the circus more comfortable for them and the others.

    Ribbit learns that coming back from death isn’t as hard as you'd think.

    Ragatha understands how to say no. She finally stops trying to be the perfect person for everybody else, and starts trying to be good for herself.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    After the award ceremony, Jax commits himself to making Pomni hate him, for both their sakes. But when he's paired up with Kinger, he realizes he can get a few things off his chest. It's not like Kinger will remember. And even if he does, who'd believe him?

    Pomni decides to help Ragatha break free of her people-pleasing nature and finally stand up for herself, discovering that the ragdoll has more hidden depths than previously assumed.

    Caine, wishing to be free of the restrictions built into his code, leaves a trail of breadcrumbs for Zooble and Gangle.

    Harrowing revelations about the nature of their reality are uncovered as the administrator oversees all. The circus has left town, but the show is not over.

    (My first fanfic, btw! pls give me feedback!)

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    29 Jun 2026

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    In the middle of college deadlines, part-time jobs, and apartment chaos, Pomni is just trying to survive her third year. But when Jax's teasing turns into an intense fixation, she becomes the center of an obsession she doesn't even realize is forming around her. While Pomni mistakes the strange gifts and constant appearances as odd coincidences, Jax is willing to remove anyone he sees as a threat to having her for himself.

    As students begin disappearing and fear spreads across campus, the only person who makes her feel safe is Jax who always appears at the right moment, says exactly what she needs to hear, and keeps getting closer. Even Zooble, one of Jax's closest friends, only notices small warning signs. Never the horrifying truth underneath them. In a college world full of secrets, jealousy, and violence, Pomni has no idea that someone would kill for her love. The more she trusts him, the more dangerous everything becomes.

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    29 Jun 2026