NuclearNik



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    A collection of Helnik fics set in my modern AU with Rollerskater!Nina Zenik, and Mechanic!Matthias Helvar.

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  1. Public Bookmark 94

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    It’s in the scorpion’s nature to sting.

    And it’s in the frog’s, to be stung.

     

    Or, an exploration of Ilya’s dominance/sadism

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “What do you need?”

    “I don’t know…” Shane admits truthfully. “Whatever you’ll give me.”

    Ilya locks eyes with him, pushing him to say it out loud.

    Shane noticeably gulps before mumbling, “Use my throat—use me.” He blinks at him hazily. “Just don’t make me think about anything… Please?”

    And who is Ilya to say no to that?

    He would do anything for Shane.

    Shane can’t make his mind go quiet, so he asks Ilya to use him. He doesn’t expect Ilya to pull out his phone and start filming him.

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    27 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I think I might cry holy shit

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    “Can’t stop thinking ‘bout how hot it is,” Hollander said. “If you fucked me like this.”
    Ilya’s pulse jumped in his throat. “Fuck,” he moaned.
    “Yeah, ‘cause I can’t really move. ‘Nd I don’t really know — maybe I wouldn’t really know wha’s happening. But it’d be okay, ‘cause it’s you,” Hollander said, as if the gravity of those words weren’t nearly unbearable.
    “Hollander, fuck,” Ilya said as arousal coiled, hot and tight, in his stomach. “You want me to fuck you when you’re drunk?”
    “Yeah,” Hollander said. “‘Cause normally — normally I can take you, y’know?”
    “Take me?” Ilya echoed.
    “Yeah,” Hollander said, huffing, sounding a little offended even though Ilya had just wanted clarification. “Push you off ‘nd stuff. Stop you. If I wanna. But I don’t wanna. I just. I have no control right now, y’know? You could do anything, and I’d —” Hollander swallowed, thick and audible through the phone. “I’d trust you. I’d just be so —“ His next words shook. “Helpless. You could just… take. What you want. Anything you want. Everything. I wouldn’t even matter.”

    Shane calls Ilya while drunk.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    When Troy finds his captain drugged and limp in the bathroom of a local dive, his only concern is getting Ilya home safe and sound. And he will, even if he has to fight off a weirdly determined Shane Hollander to do it.

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    Shane’s romantic weekend plans go awry when he finds his husband unconscious and thrown over Troy Barrett’s shoulder. He doesn’t know where Dallas Kent’s former lapdog thinks he’s taking Shane’s boyfriend, but he’ll be damned if he lets Ilya go without a fight.

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    Or; Ilya gets roofied. Somehow, he’s still not the one having that bad of a night, all things considered.

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    25 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Shane gets to go feral and bite someone in defense of Ilya.

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    It's already so complicated - their hook-ups and their secrets - that Ilya Rozanov knows it can't continue forever. So, when Shane Hollander, his rival on the ice and current reason for waking up in the morning, suddenly ghosts him and starts playing like an amateur, Ilya is desperate to figure out why and fix it so that their tangled little mess can maybe, one day, last.

    AN: Make note of the tags. Not a full recount/description of the assault, but it's a central theme.

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    25 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A good one