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    When he releases his grip on Shane’s chin, drags his knuckles along Shane’s jaw, Shane follows the touch, chasing Ilya’s fingers with his mouth.

    Fuck. He is so fucking transparent. So clearly fucking vulnerable. A careless move could break him, and Ilya is not the sort of person who can be trusted with fragile things. People don’t trust him with much at all.

    [Or: five times Shane doesn't use a safeword, and one time Ilya does.]

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    21 Aug 2026

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    It’s in the scorpion’s nature to sting.

    And it’s in the frog’s, to be stung.

     

    Or, an exploration of Ilya’s dominance/sadism

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    28 Jul 2026

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    “What do you need?”

    “I don’t know…” Shane admits truthfully. “Whatever you’ll give me.”

    Ilya locks eyes with him, pushing him to say it out loud.

    Shane noticeably gulps before mumbling, “Use my throat—use me.” He blinks at him hazily. “Just don’t make me think about anything… Please?”

    And who is Ilya to say no to that?

    He would do anything for Shane.

    Shane can’t make his mind go quiet, so he asks Ilya to use him. He doesn’t expect Ilya to pull out his phone and start filming him.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    I think I might cry holy shit

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    “Can’t stop thinking ‘bout how hot it is,” Hollander said. “If you fucked me like this.”
    Ilya’s pulse jumped in his throat. “Fuck,” he moaned.
    “Yeah, ‘cause I can’t really move. ‘Nd I don’t really know — maybe I wouldn’t really know wha’s happening. But it’d be okay, ‘cause it’s you,” Hollander said, as if the gravity of those words weren’t nearly unbearable.
    “Hollander, fuck,” Ilya said as arousal coiled, hot and tight, in his stomach. “You want me to fuck you when you’re drunk?”
    “Yeah,” Hollander said. “‘Cause normally — normally I can take you, y’know?”
    “Take me?” Ilya echoed.
    “Yeah,” Hollander said, huffing, sounding a little offended even though Ilya had just wanted clarification. “Push you off ‘nd stuff. Stop you. If I wanna. But I don’t wanna. I just. I have no control right now, y’know? You could do anything, and I’d —” Hollander swallowed, thick and audible through the phone. “I’d trust you. I’d just be so —“ His next words shook. “Helpless. You could just… take. What you want. Anything you want. Everything. I wouldn’t even matter.”

    Shane calls Ilya while drunk.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    When Troy finds his captain drugged and limp in the bathroom of a local dive, his only concern is getting Ilya home safe and sound. And he will, even if he has to fight off a weirdly determined Shane Hollander to do it.

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    Shane’s romantic weekend plans go awry when he finds his husband unconscious and thrown over Troy Barrett’s shoulder. He doesn’t know where Dallas Kent’s former lapdog thinks he’s taking Shane’s boyfriend, but he’ll be damned if he lets Ilya go without a fight.

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    Or; Ilya gets roofied. Somehow, he’s still not the one having that bad of a night, all things considered.

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    25 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Shane gets to go feral and bite someone in defense of Ilya.

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    It's already so complicated - their hook-ups and their secrets - that Ilya Rozanov knows it can't continue forever. So, when Shane Hollander, his rival on the ice and current reason for waking up in the morning, suddenly ghosts him and starts playing like an amateur, Ilya is desperate to figure out why and fix it so that their tangled little mess can maybe, one day, last.

    AN: Make note of the tags. Not a full recount/description of the assault, but it's a central theme.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    A good one

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    “It’s okay. I don’t need anything.” 

    “I am not going to eat in front of you while you have nothing, Hollander,” Ilya scoffs. He plucks a can of cold ginger ale from the top shelf as casually as he can manage and slides it over the island, interrupting Hollander’s fidgeting thumbs. “You must be hungry, yes? It’s been hours since you left hotel. I can make something. Easy.” 

    “Make… what?” he asks warily.  

    Ilya rolls his eyes and tosses a look over his shoulder. “Do not worry. I will find something that works for your special hockey diet,” he teases. He reaches back into the fridge. “Tuna melt okay?” 

    “No,” Hollander says primly. “And it’s a disease. Not a diet.” 

    He pulls his hands out of the cold and turns, blinks. “What?” 

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    18 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I cry

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    A squawk, followed by an incensed, “Jesus! It’s Hayden! Hayden Pike! Shane’s best friend? A guy you’ve played against for years?”

    Oh. This is… not good.

    Ilya very slowly lowers himself down on the bed, spine straight. “Why are you calling?”

    Pike huffs. “Trust me, I don’t want to be.”

    “Okay, then, why? How do you know… Lily?”

    A beat. Then, “You’re Lily.”

    Protectiveness rears its ugly head. Severely, Ilya declares, “This is none of your fucking concern.”

    “He’s asking for you.”

    OR: when Shane gets hurt on the ice, Hayden Pike reaches out to Boston Lily.

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    14 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Loveeeee

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    “You broke up with her,” Ilya says, arms loosening against his chest.

    “No, she, uh—” Shane ducks his head, avoiding Ilya’s eyes. “We slept together. And she kind of … she didn’t confront me, I guess. But she talked to me. Kind of hinted that she thought I might not be…”

    “Into girls?” Ilya finishes for him.

    “Something like that.”

    “You denied it?” 

    “No, I— I told her. About me. About—us,” Shane’s head snaps up, a hand lifted in Ilya’s direction. “Not about us, us. That I’d been sleeping with someone. Another player. I didn’t tell her about you.”

    OR: Shane comes out to Rose and runs toward the safest pair of arms he knows: Ilya’s. 

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    14 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Flushed Away references. That's all you need to know.

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    Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. “Do not yell at me.” 

    Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.”

    “I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.” 

    “Rozanov–” 

    “Your mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!”

    OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic. 

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    14 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So fucking funny and super sweet

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    “So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?” 

    “Yeah.” 

    Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.” 

    Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?” 

    Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?” 

    Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?” 

    Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.” 

    “Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.” 

    Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.

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    14 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Gorgeous and sweet

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    Hayden just wanted to surprise Shane with a guy’s night in. Shane had been flat lately, and he and JJ thought it would be nice to distract him with friendship.
    How they ended up stuck in a fucking closet watching Shane get dicked down harder than anyone in the history of the world has ever been dicked down, Hayden would never quite understand.

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    12 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So funny and also tender and painful but in a good way

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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    12 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Feral, demon Shane is my favorite.

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    Shane Hollander was alone at the top of the world. And then it crumbled away beneath him.
    After a leak that ruined his reputation and an on-ice injury that effectively ended his career, Shane is adrift in his own life. Then he watches Ilya Rozanov, an assistant at his local auto body shop, take a man apart in an illegal underground fighting ring. And maybe some of the old spark comes back.

    Ilya has been working at Cliff's garage since he booked a one-way ticket out of Moscow at eighteen. But the cobwebs of Russia still cling to him, even as he tries to build a new life in Boston. He throws himself into work, into casual sex and alcohol and winning at fights twice a month. None of it can fill the hole in his chest. But maybe Shane Hollander, gorgeous and burning and able to tolerate all of the hurt that bleeds out of Ilya - maybe Shane Hollander can.

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    30 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    an excellent fighting au

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    “You have problem, you bring it to me,” Rozanov growled. “Not him. Me. I am not so easy of a target, not like boring Canadians. And you keep that shit off the ice. Chirping, yes, fine. Not that. Never that. You are older than the game of hockey, should understand difference by now.”

    Canadians?

    “Wait,” Scott said slowly. “Is this about what I said to Hollander the other day?”


    Or: Scott has no idea why Ilya Rozanov suddenly showed up in New York itching for a fight, but he knows it can’t be good.

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    20 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Did they not have bisexuals when you were growing up, in caveman times?

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    Shane finds Ilya's necklace in his apartment.

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    19 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So sweet my molars ache

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    He starts again, a little stronger, “Not yours. Not your good boy.”

    Ilya loosened his grip in Shane’s hair. “I-”

    “Not- f-fucking yours.”

    Despite the fog behind his eyes, Shane sounds frustrated. Furious, even. Ilya feels several emotions, one after the other, wash over him like waves. Confusion. Anger. Hurt. Confusion again. Finally, realization.

    He inhales sharply, wrapping one hand tightly in the hair near the base of Shane’s neck and pulling back. He’s met with a deep moan.

    OR: Shane tries to make Ilya jealous so he'll be mean in bed. It doesn't work. Shane pivots.

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    06 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Tender and also super hot

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    “Why did you even come here?”

    “I came to get laid,” Ilya says honestly. “But my friend is not well, so.”

    Shane jerks his chin towards the door.

    “Still time,” he mutters.

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    06 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So lovely and soft

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    "I can't, OK? You win."

    "I think you can try harder than that."

    Shane stares up at Ilya and Ilya stares down at Shane, and Shane realizes he's not getting out of this without playing along. There's a challenge in Ilya's eyes, a glint of danger that makes the competitive nerve in Shane's spine itch.

    He takes a deep breath, and tries to break loose. Really tries. Tries to buck Ilya off his lap and tug his arms free. Tries to roll out from under him. Even plants his feet on the mattress to get more leverage but…he can't do it.

    OR; Ilya discovers he might be stronger than Shane. Luckily, this is an incredibly hot discovery for both of them.

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    05 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Really loving CNC

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    Ilya flopped onto the blanket next to Shane, dripping wet.

    “So,” he said. “You like sexy role play, yes?”

    Shane, who had just taken that moment to take a sip of ginger ale, promptly choked on it, spilling fizzy liquid all over his stomach and crotch.

    “Jesus Christ,” he rasped, as Ilya laughed at him, the fucker. “Who starts a conversation like that?”

    Shane and Ilya's intimacy at the cottage leads to some revelations that Shane had been repressing. Ilya is excited to give him exactly what he wants in every way.

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    03 Apr 2026

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