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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    " As five years go by after Ivan's failed suicide attempt, His mother constantly hovers above him. Monitoring over his daily life 24/7. Ivan goes over how his been living his emptiness life, and how his lingering regret for how he neglected Andrew and his own feelings shadow close behind him. Like a Tumour. "

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    02 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    Two Time isn't doing well due to being isolated from everyone, as the other survivors think they're weird and odd at best, or think they're dangerous at most.

    007n7 feels bad as he's pretty isolated, too.

     

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    UwUbean5 is back on his bullshit. And is projecting their cult background onto Two Time.

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    23 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    In a miraculous turn of events, Ivan somehow survives his suicide attempt and wakes up in the hospital. As he navigates his complicated emotions, his relationship with Andrew seems to spiral out of control weather its in a good way or a bad way.

    What's worse is that the tumor has been real silent ever since Ivan woke up, only fueling his anxiety of hurting his beloved friend.

     

    (or I just want a happy ending because Bad things broke me mentally)

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    15 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    Sent March xx, xxxx 3:26AM

    To [email protected]

    From [email protected]

    Subject: (no subject)

    You’re starting to concern me, if this is some joke or way to try and get back at me, please stop, I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.

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    Sent March xx, xxxx 3:28AM

    To [email protected]

    From [email protected]

    Subject: (no subject)

    I’m sorry, I love you.

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    Sent March xx, xxxx 3:35AM

    To [email protected]

    From [email protected]

    Subject: (no subject)

    Ivan? What are you doing right now? You’re scaring me.

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    A probably OOC what-if for if Ivan didn’t go through with taking his life at the end of scene 16. Happier than canon, but not intended to be without strife for these characters. Written because I prefer endings where there’s hope for the character to improve, even if in canon they probably aren’t willing to face such change.

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    15 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    Andrew said never to contact him again, and if it's one thing he learned from his therapy sessions, it was to listen. Hear others out on their problems with you if you want them to hear you as well.

    So he would hear, and he'd listen.
    He wouldn't try to find or bother Andrew.

     

    4 years ago, he would've broken down if you told him he was capable of being better. Would've told you you're lying to him.

    Now, if you said that, he'd just smile and say he's already become better– and filled that void where the unhappiness used to settle.

    ..What changed?

     

    (pss,, hey... read first chap/info!! it's important!)

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    15 Nov 2025