17 Works by StillNotMeShh

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    The day he left he decided not to look back, not to say goodbye. Facing Olivia in front of the court house and telling her he had to move on was already too painful, he knew he couldn’t face Sonny, not after…

    Album: Shawn Mendes The Album
    Song: BECAUSE I HAD YOU (lyrics on Italic.)

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    Sonny didn’t want to know all of it, but sometimes Rafael shut down whenever he was struggling and considering he was a very stubborn man, he never let him help.

    Album: Handwritten
    Song: THIS IS WHAT IT TAKES (lyrics on Italic.)

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    English
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    1/1
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    25
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    Little by little he gained Barba’s trust and when finally got the courage to ask him if he could shadow him in court, he started to spend more time with him after work, sometimes in his office, sometimes at the bar, except for one night…

    Album: Shawn Mendes The Album
    Song: NERVOUS as always, lyrics on Italic.

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    English
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    Kudos:
    31
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    1
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    435
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    He was tired, he missed Rafael, and even if it was childish to admit, yes, he had feelings for him, he was only human.
    And Rafael knew, he noticed every time Sonny stared for a little too long, whenever he kissed him, even that was different, more intense…

    Album: Shawn Mendes The Album
    Song: MUTUAL (lyrics on Italic.)

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    English
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    1/1
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    21
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    It was a moment of weakness, Sonny was desperate and he felt like drowning, he had to call someone before losing his mind.

    Album: Handwritten
    Song: A LITTLE TOO MUCH (lyrics on Italic.)

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    English
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    1/1
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    23
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    1
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    400
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    Sonny was astonished, he felt like dreaming. He thought it would be the other way because he knew Rafael was not the romantic type.

    Album: Handwritten
    Song: MEMORIES (lyrics on Italic.)

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    English
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    1,223
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    10
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    26
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    244
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    This wasn’t a goodbye, even if it felt like one, it was a see you later.

    Album: Handwritten
    Song: ACT LIKE YOU LOVE ME (lyrics on Italic.)

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    English
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    1/1
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    3
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    16
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    “He has to look like you?”
    “There’s nothing wrong about that! I always look good! I take my clothing very seriously, it’s not just clothes, it’s a lifestyle. The way you dress, it’s the way other’s see you, you gain respect”

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    English
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    1/1
    Comments:
    8
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    96
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1,304
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    Silence, isn’t it an interesting word?
    We all know what silence is, it’s when everythings is quiet, no sounds, not even when you breathe. Some people even say you can hear the silence. It’s a weird concept.

    Sonny didn’t experience silence often

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
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    35
    Bookmarks:
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    “Let- let me get this right… there are… three other Nevadas?”
    “Well, technically, if we consider you all look alike, there are five of you in total” Caractacus looked at Sonny in absolute shock.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    37
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
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    “And I told you, I’m not good at Spanish and it would be best if you could do it by yourself.”
    “Ok, I’ll be honest with you, Olivia… I’m not happy about working with you, either. You arrived late, you are difficult to work with, and you seem like you don’t care about this project that way I do. I want to help you, I can help you, but only if you want to accept the help… I’m not the one who’s about to fail.”

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
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    56
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    We all know Rafael Barba and Rita Calhoun. Two of the most incredible lawyers in New York, Harvard Law Alumni. Their sass, elegance and constant teasing is part of their courtroom show.
    But what we don’t know is that behind the smirks, the laughs and glances, there are cups of coffee, long nights, drinks and an old friendship.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    8
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    38
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    He had no plane ticket, no time to buy presents and the most important part, he wasn’t going to appear out of nowhere.
    “What are you going to say? Hey! I’m Rafael, do you remember me? The grumpy ADA, who you used to steal your snacks and was a bit of a sasshole sometimes? Bullshit.”
    But if you think about it...

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    English
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    “Is everything alright?” Sonny was the first to talk.
    “Yes, everything is… perfectly fine, wh- why do you ask?” Rafael didn’t even look at him, he was nervously trying to “organize” his papers (as if his desk weren’t always a mess)
    “What’s in the bag?”

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    2
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    Carisi was now more confident, and not only because he had all his paperwork, statements, and questions ready, it was because he had gained experience, and he felt like he’s finally getting somewhere as an ADA. The other lawyers didn’t look at him like the new guy or the old cop anymore (not only because now he dresses like a lawyer instead of a cop), but they also respected him, and it showed.
    So yes, he was confident, he had quite fierce opponents during trials and he won almost every time. His days of looking up the defense attorney’s reputation before trials are over. He could face whoever was in front of him without hesitation. Or that’s what he thought.

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    48
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    2
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    “Stop with the sass. What day is it?!” Sonny asked crossing his arms over his chest and cocking his hip.
    “Umm… October 30?” Rafael replied looking at him very confused at this point.
    “Exactly!” Sonny said with his hand doing a very Italian gesture. “October 30. And, what day is tomorrow?”
    “Oh!” Fuck. Now he remembers.
    “Yeah, OH!” Sonny rolled his eyes. He was in trouble; he could feel it.
    “I´m sure we can find something! Don’t worry. There are plenty of stores and if we check maybe…
    “MAYBE?!” Sonny interrupted. “Rafael Alejandro, I told you that was your ONLY thing to do this week. Find the costumes!”

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    41
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    430
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    Should I call him? He said he would pick up? But maybe he just said that because he was talking to Liv and he didn’t want to upset her. But he sent regards, that means, he remembers me right?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,387
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    51
    Hits:
    529

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