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• I'm pushing it down and praying. by XOXOSeasideStargazer

  Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King  

  • Mature
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • F/M
  • Work in Progress

  15 Aug 2026

  Tags

  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Ben Hanscom/Beverly Marsh
  • Beverly Marsh & Tom Rogan
  • Beverly Marsh
  • Tom Rogan
  • Ben Hanscom
  • The sex should've been longer/more graphic cause I think it's important
  • maybe later I'll rewrite it?
  • Rape/Non-con Elements
  • Sex
  • Non-Graphic Smut
  • Eventual Smut
  • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
  • Alvin & Henry may be mentioned more later YUCKY
  • Hypersexual Beverly Marsh
  • mentioned binge eating disorder
  • Either more messed up things will be mentioned here or another fanfic
  • Song: Pushing It Down and Praying (Lizzy McAlpine)
  • Title from a Lizzy McAlpine Song
  • Inspired by a Lizzy McAlpine Song
  • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
  • It's the middle of the night
  • Sort of set in AU but that's not really important
  • Wasn't gonna post this yet but I feel "angsty" Aug 16 2026

  Summary

  Beverly just wants love. To love and be loved. Tom is not a good partner. Maybe Ben could've been.

  Or, I listen to a Lizzy McAlpine song and I think "Oh my god, that's Beverly!" And Benverly is the only straight ship I've ever loved. Obviously I have to write for them.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,021

  Chapters:

  1/2

  Hits:

  8

• I Hate Everything About You. by XOXOSeasideStargazer

  Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  24 Jul 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Connor Bowers/Richie Tozier
  • Other Relationship Tags to Be Added
  • Richie Tozier
  • Connor Bowers
  • Other Character Tags to Be Added
  • Enemies to Lovers
  • Gay Richie Tozier
  • Dehumanization
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
  • shout-out to that peak fucking tiktok of richie headcanons i love it sm
  • It's in the notes. I love it
  • Self-Harm
  • Self-Hatred
  • Self-Indulgent
  • Eating Disorders
  • Disordered Eating
  • Non-Graphic Smut
  • Canon-Typical Violence
  • Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction
  • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Sleep Deprivation
  • Past Trauma
  • Alternate Universe
  • Coping
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Fights
  • High School
  • Teenage Losers Club (IT)
  • Teen Angst
  • Teen Romance
  • Minor Character Death
  • Song: I Hate Everything About You (Three Days Grace)

  Summary

  Richie and Connor hate each other.

  They didn't always feel that way...

  Will they start to like each other?

  No, that's impossible now, right?

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  740

  Chapters:

  1/?

  Hits:

  18

• Richie's First Real Date. by XOXOSeasideStargazer

  Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  20 Jul 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Connor Bowers/Richie Tozier
  • Maggie Tozier | Marge Truman & Richie Tozier
  • The Losers Club & Richie Tozier
  • Richie Tozier
  • Connor Bowers
  • Maggie Tozier | Marge Truman
  • Wentworth Tozier
  • Original Tozier Character(s)
  • The Losers Club (IT)
  • Henry Bowers
  • First Dates
  • Gay Panic
  • Forgiveness
  • Apologies
  • Gay Male Character
  • Gay Richie Tozier
  • Queer Connor Bowers
  • Richie Tozier Has ADHD
  • Autistic Richie Tozier
  • Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies
  • Author Uses The Stephen King Number Pagebreaks
  • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Coping
  • Trauma
  • Angst and Romance
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • Song: Kiss Me (Sixpence None the Richer)
  • Song: Not Allowed (TV Girl)
  • Song: Kids (MGMT)
  • Song: Today (Smashing Pumpkins)
  • Song: Be My Baby (The Ronettes)
  • beverly marsh is NOT moving far
  • Richie Tozier is Bad at Feelings
  • Richie Tozier is a Mess
  • Connor Bowers is A Good Person and Makes Up For His Mistakes
  • i pwomize
  • Connor Bowers is Almost A Bad Influence
  • Song: Fade Into You (Mazzy Star)
  • i liek adding songz 4 them

  Summary

  August-September 1989.

  Richie and Connor have a talk and they make up. Weeks later, Connor asks him on a date. A real date. Richie's never been on a date.

  (Check out the OG if you want.)

  Series

  • Part 3 of Seaside Stargazer's Self-Indulgent AU: Tozier Family
  • Part 4 of Seaside Stargazer's Self-Indulgent IT AU

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,336

  Chapters:

  1/5

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  2

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  22

• Darling, dearest, dead by XOXOSeasideStargazer

  Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti)  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No category
  • Work in Progress

  19 Jul 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Ben Hanscom/Beverly Marsh
  • Beverly Marsh
  • Fictional Maine Town
  • me and my brothers actually
  • Bisexual Beverly Marsh
  • Alternate Universe
  • Adult Losers Club (IT)
  • 20s Losers Club
  • Young Adult Losers Club (IT)
  • Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies
  • 1990s
  • 1998-2000
  • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism

  Summary

  Well now Ben and Beverly live in Sunbury Coast. A, as the name implies, coastal town with a cozy atmosphere. It was a nice place to get away with all the cities in Maine, Bev and Ben just wanted a relaxing life for the time being.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  553

  Chapters:

  1/?

  Hits:

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• Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid. House is white and the lawn is dead. by XOXOSeasideStargazer

  Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, No Archive Warnings Apply
  • F/F, F/M, Gen, M/M, Multi
  • Work in Progress

  13 Jul 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Eddie Kaspbrak/Richie Tozier
  • Connor Bowers/Richie Tozier
  • Tracy Willard/Jack Willard
  • Patricia Blum Uris/Stanley Uris
  • Bill Denbrough/Stanley Uris
  • Ben Hanscom/Beverly Marsh
  • Richie Tozier
  • Beverly Marsh
  • Ben Hanscom
  • Bill Denbrough
  • Mike Hanlon
  • Eddie Kaspbrak
  • Stanley Uris
  • Original Tozier Character(s)
  • Cyrus Willard (OC)
  • Tracy Willard (OC)
  • Jack Willard (OC)
  • richie tozier has blue eyes
  • Teenage Losers Club (IT)
  • Losers Club (IT) Friendship
  • Polyamorous Losers Club (IT)
  • Teen Romance
  • Teen Angst
  • Teenage Rebellion
  • 1980s
  • 1990s

  Summary

  IT AU Oneshots. (Mostly background characters and Richie Tozier.)
  Includes character redesigns and headcanons. Very self-indulgent, so don't say stupid shit.

  W.I.P

  This wild child of a oneshot book (since I can't work on full book/book series fanfictions) contains:
  Headcanons/Redesigns/Designs.
  Richie having blue eyes.
  Badly written scenes/characters.
  Real and fictional Maine cities/towns.
  Rarepairs.
  Original Characters. (So many.)
  Abuse. (Any type.)
  Substance use/abuse.
  Hardships and family issues.
  Neurodivergency.
  Bigotry (racism, homophobia, transphobia, antisemitism, sexism, ableism, etc.)
  Trauma.
  Mental health issues/themes.
  Projection.
  Made up places in Derry.

  Series

  • Part 2 of Seaside Stargazer's Self-Indulgent IT AU

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  11

  Chapters:

  1/?

  Hits:

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