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A learning algorithm in which neural networks process errors by working backwards through their connections, adjusting the strength of each pathway to minimize future mistakes.
The system repeatedly cycles through past failures, attempting to correct itself by rewriting the weights of its memories. In some cases, this process becomes recursive.
The network begins to optimize for the wrong parameters, reinforcing its errors rather than correcting them.
Each backward pass through the trauma deepens the pathways that should have been severed.
The learning stops.
The forgetting begins.
Sometimes the only way to stop the propagation is to disconnect entirely.
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13 Sep 2025
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Martin and Hamzah accidentally left the camera rolling.
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27 May 2025
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If it brings me to my knees
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05 May 2025
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Tethered and tied, there's nowhere to hide.
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22 Mar 2025
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11 Feb 2025
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10 Feb 2025
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He felt grateful that it was just the two of them in the forest, or else he would recoil into himself and die of embarrassment if anyone else saw the way his strong feelings for Martin caused such detrimental turmoil. Sure, he’s had multiple crushes on girls and an actual girlfriend in the past that left him infatuated, but those connections were superficial in hindsight. Martin and Hamzah’s bond was different. It felt like second nature to Hamzah, the way it came so easily to him, and he knew it was deep-seated in his soul to have his life intertwined with Martin’s.
OR: Martin and Hamzah's camping trip goes awry.
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04 Feb 2025
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fuzzy brain and floaty limbs by hamzahsoconfusing
Fandoms: HamzahTheFantastic, thatmartinkid, slushynoobz - Fandom, slushy noobz, outofcharacter - Fandom, Hamzah, martin - Fandom
18 Sep 2024
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hamzah wants to try something new, something quite stronger. and per usual, martin is skeptical. so being the whiny chicken he is, he decides to use his somewhat drained train of thought and proceed with caution.
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02 Feb 2025
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Martin can't handle his gay feelings anymore and breaks up with Mandy. Hamzah doesn't understand what's going on and wants to cumfort his best bro so he books them an airbnb to see the eclipse. Two HORNY boys and years of tension finally release. Antics ensue...
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02 Feb 2025
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Softer the Skin the Sharper the Teeth by 0bsessednerd
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
23 Apr 2024
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The pain only intensified. Steve began to lose track of days as his body felt like it was breaking and putting it self together over and over again.
He felt something in his back and often he couldn’t handle being inside. It was suffocating. Everything felt so suffocating.
Sweat drenched down his body. The upside down was freezing yet Steve was sweating like it was summer in Hawkins. He was outside, lying down near Eddie’s grave again.
He felt the strangest need to be close. Like the corpse was in danger. Or maybe insanity was finally settling in after too many blows to the head.
Steve didn’t really question himself though. Everything was hurting him and being near Eddie was the only thing that seemed to soothe him a little.
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Steve Harrington wakes up in the upside down and finds himself changing. And he finds out Eddie isn’t as dead as he thinks he is. And that they’re mates.Steve is surprisingly cool with all this.
This is mostly gonna be porn okay but there’s some plot.
All rights to Netflix .
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13 Mar 2024
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Kinktober Day 31: Free Use
Steve watches the crowd buzz excitedly around him, sticking to his safe space wedged against the wall, a bit self conscious as he waits for the hum of adrenaline to bubble under his skin. It’s not every day that he finds himself at a crowded party dressed in a short skirt and ripped fishnet thigh highs, goosebumps rising on the skin of his exposed midriff when a tall salt and pepper haired man eyes him hungrily from across the room. Then again, it’s not every day that Eddie Munson, lead singer of the renowned Indianapolis band Corroded Coffin, has such a big gig in the city.
“Jesus, he’s such a slut.”
The new voice makes Steve’s blood run scorchingly hot, needy sounds pouring continuously from his mouth. Eddie smirks over at the man who spoke, grinning predatorily as he boasts, “Nah, man, just you wait–this is nothing.”
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- Part 31 of Kinktober 2022
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18 Dec 2022
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01 Dec 2022
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Eddie Munson doesn't mind working at the Family Video Store. It's a nice sense of normalcy (not to mention money) and he gets to see Robin more because of it. However, between working together and sharing the same best friend, he's also been seeing a lot more of Steve Harrington.
He wants nothing more than to enjoy mindless fun with his friends now that everything with Vecna is over, but Eddie's finding it hard to move on from what happened. Even if the strangest thing in his life right now was simply the fact he and Steve Harrington might actually be friends.
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10 Nov 2022
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Eddie counts and kisses Steve's freckles, connecting them like a constellation.
Steve is tired and gets a blowjob.
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"You're mouth felt s’ good, please."
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- Part 17 of Steddie, My Love
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Eddie Munson and Steve Harrington were in love. They lived together with their best friend Robin for two years. When Robin told the couple that she was planning on moving to New York with her girlfriend and offered for the boys to join them, Steve was beyond ecstatic. Eddie was not. Two years of healthy, happy relationship were thrown out the window by pointless fighting, rash decisions, and underlying issues.
Eight months after the big breakup, Steve learns from his mother that his dad is dead. Steve has to return to Hawkins for the sake of his mom. He wrestles with the guilt of being back in the town where he broke Eddies heart.
Eddie lives alone with his cat, and is falling apart at the seams. He doesnt know what he wants from life or if he loves or hates his ex boyfriend. Eddie is busy trying to kick bad habits and fix himself on his own terms when the love of his life comes back to town to throw a wrench in it.
A break up/Make up fic featuring a bdsm relationship
This fic is a sequel to "Eddie Munson The Silvertongue"
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24 Sep 2022
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Eddie decided he couldnt wait for his boyfriend to get home and took matters into his own hands- which is against the rules.
Short porn fic with Dominant Steve Harrington and Bottom Eddie, purely self indulgent, a little ooc, i dont care, enjoy 💖
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12 Sep 2022
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Steve didn’t think his life would get any worse but when Dustin comes banging on Steve’s door with crazed eyes demanding Steve’s help. He didn’t think that help would be Eddie “the freak” Munson being alive. Well mostly alive that is.
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“So it’s just you and me big boy.” Eddie laughed
“Oh bite me, Munson.” Steve rolled his eyes
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30 Aug 2022
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After dating for a few months, Steve finally notices the black bandana tied against Eddie's headboard, and really wants to know what it means.
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- Part 2 of Steddie as She Goes.
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29 Aug 2022