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    “Eddie. Eddie, it’s okay.”

    “It’s not,” Eddie bites out. He spits at the ground, then shouts, “It is not okay, Buck!”

    The silence that follows is deafening. Even the roar of the fire seems quiet in comparison to the absence of the words Buck isn’t saying.

    “I love you,” Buck offers.

    Eddie wants to wake up.

    “Don’t,” he manages.

    or: when buck is crushed by a burning tree while he and eddie rescue children from a forest fire, eddie has to make the agonizing decision to leave him behind— but he promises he'll come back, and he won't break a promise to buck. not again.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    Eddie laughs, a rough drawl at the end that sounds suspiciously like a weak, scared squeak as he bites his lip, "So, like what, you're gonna carry my...my baby, Buckley?"

    Buck rolls his eyes and corrects him, "our baby," and he adjusts his head onto a pillow. He curls an arm around Eddie and grabs his other wrist, pulling it towards his body. Eddie turns onto his side because what else would he do when Buck pulls him in? He runs his palm over his wrist to the back of his fingers, leading it into the bedsheets and pressing Eddie's palm against his abdomen. All squishy underneath Eddie's warm hands as he presses down, and his pinky slips underneath his boxers, just slightly. "I would—I'll probably carry them right here."

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    14 Aug 2026

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    “Shane. You know you are my baby. My soulmate, my reason for living.”

    There are many reactions to being called such sweet things, but a wail is definitely not one of them. The sound Shane makes is unmistakably upset. A lamenting groan loud enough for the whole table to hear, a sound sober Shane would never make on pain of death.

    “How is that the wrong answer?” Bood asks, bemused.

    Or, Shane is jealous that he isn't Ilya's best friend (even though he is).

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    14 Aug 2026

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    It's really good sex. Buck might be addicted. He does wish things were a little different—but alas, the tricky circumstances of having sex with your straight best friend to cure the unexplained appearance of a vagina.

     

    Or, Buck finds himself in possession of a vagina. Eddie, because he's such a good friend, volunteers to help Buck--first to relax, and then to get his dick back. Because he is so nice, and a good friend, and straight!

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    13 Aug 2026

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    “So, what?” Eddie interrogates. “You’ve been watching my texts pile up while you swipe through Grindr, and then you get someone over here to mark you up and fuck you on my couch?”

    Eddie moves to El Paso. Buck takes his couch.

    Things deteriorate from there.

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    13 Aug 2026