ifyoucouldholdme
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- IT - Stephen King (6)
- IT (Movies - Muschietti) (6)
- IT (1990) (4)
- Stranger Things (TV 2016) (2)
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“A real life, honest to God sorcerer!”
Mike’s voice bounced around in his head for hours after he cheered them into Will’s ear. Even when they made it back to the radio station and Mike is clarifying Will’s feats ─ “Three, to be exact,” ─ the sound hummed as loudly as the thrilling pressure of Mike’s arms gripping him close with real enthusiasm for the first time in years. Who knew that sprouting psychic powers and slaying demons was all it took to make Michael Wheeler want him close again?
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In which Will Byers fights to be himself while fighting against the end of his world.
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You Still Have People Who Love You by ifyoucouldholdme
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT (1990), IT (2017), Stranger Things (TV 2016)
17 Sep 2025
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Stan couldn’t help but erupt into a fit of infatuated laughter. His best (boy) friend smiled radiantly again. He couldn’t even bring himself to let Bill know he wasn’t stuttering. “See?” he cheered, “You still have people who love you no matter what. Always.”
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Bill has a hard time reconciling the definitive acceptance of his sexuality with the self hatred his parents instilled in him. Stan fights to help Bill understand that he is loved.
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- Part 2 of Never Alone
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Movie Nights with Trashmouth by ifyoucouldholdme
Fandoms: IT (2017), IT - Stephen King, IT (1990)
24 Jun 2020
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Bill Denbrough, the horror connoisseur, and Richie Tozier, the B-Movie fanatic, start a new something between them over movie nights and their favorite movie rental store.
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The Six Dates of Eddie Kaspbrak by ifyoucouldholdme
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (2017)
08 Feb 2020
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Eddie's been deep in a pit of self-loathing, and the Losers devise a plan to show him how much he is worth.
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“The name of the game,” Richie belted, “is Never Have I Ever! We each take turns declaring something we’ve never done, if nobody cheats,” he shot a narrow glare at Beverly, “and all you dirty sluts that have done it must take a sip of whatever drink they choose. Got it?”
“Shut up so we can get started,” Stan bossed louder than he anticipated. Richie eyed him with a curious gaze which made him tense a little. “Stan the Man! Eager beaver tonight. You’re usually the buzzkill in these things.”
That’s only when Bill’s here. Richie’s expression took a more mischievous shape. Did I say that out loud?Series
- Part 1 of Never Alone
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Never Alone by ifyoucouldholdme
Fandom IT (1990), IT (2017), IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King, Stranger Things (TV 2016)
17 Sep 2025
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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11 Feb 2026
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A certain scene from the movie popped up, causing Will’s mouth to drop open and for his eyes to widen as he soaked in what was on the TV.
Of all the scenes in the movie, Mike had returned The Outsiders paused during the few, brief seconds when Sodapop was getting out of the shower in the background of the shot. Sodapop haphazardly covered himself with a towel, and then wrapped the towel just, like, stupidly low around his hips, his chest still wet and bare from the shower.
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3 times that Mike Wheeler doesn’t rewind his rental movie before returning it to Family Video + 1 time that he does.
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25 Jan 2024
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lips like sugar by dragons_like_smores for tallula03, Frogsdontcry (RegretForLostcauses)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
21 Nov 2023
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It’s 1990 and the party needs to raise money to help them get to their first ever Comic-Con! After their bake sale on their college campus fails miserably, the party decides to try something a little more exciting to raise cash: a kissing booth. To Mike’s surprise, Will volunteers to be on the receiving end of the smooching for the fundraiser.
Amidst mixed signals, secrets from a drunken party the year before, jealousy, a lot of note passing, and a surprise gift, Mike and Will are forced to confront their feelings.
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Bookmarked by ifyoucouldholdme
17 Jan 2024
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On the night the California gang arrives back in Hawkins, Will ends up alone in a car with Max and Lucas. One thing leads to another and they get to talking about Will's crush on Mike. Things go much better than Will would've expected.
a.k.a. Will gets validated, Mike gets absolutely roasted.
Bookmarked by ifyoucouldholdme
11 Sep 2022
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Bill is in the closet and seems to only be dating girls that remind him of Stan.
(based off the song She Ain't You by New Hollow)
Bookmarked by ifyoucouldholdme
27 Oct 2020