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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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25 Dec 2025
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Harris launches a new series for the Centaurs' social media: having the team answer his question of the day!
This follows the season after The Long Game, when Shane joins the team on their road to the Stanley Cup, as they answer questions like who's the hottest/funniest/most perceptive Centaur, different preferences, rituals, and more.
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17 Dec 2025
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A Phone Call Led To... by boywonder for starry_dynamo
Fandoms: Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
09 Dec 2011
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He still couldn't believe this was actually happening. Things like this didn't happen to him.
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15 Dec 2025
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Five Times Magnus & Alec Were Interrupted, and One Time They Were Not
And a bit of what everyone else thinks when faced with the happy couple.
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- Part 6 of live by love: codas & interludes
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12 Dec 2025
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After the Clave drops the charges against Isabelle and declares her free, Magnus decides he doesn't want Alec's bow and quiver after all. He gets something even better.
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- Part 1 of The Boundless Saga
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11 Dec 2025
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it could get easier (if you want it to) by biblionerd07
Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005), Brokeback Mountain - All Media Types
23 Jan 2019
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Ennis decides he has more to say after their fight at the trailhead, so he makes a phone call. And it changes his life.
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03 Dec 2025
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canon-divergent. pov ennis. i’m making this cannon. this has got to be cannon. their dynamics, ennis’ growth and acceptance, and their future together is so well written.
“I don’t,” Ennis finally snapped. “Hides your lip.”
Jack’s mouth dropped open. Ennis felt so foolish he could die right here on the spot. Except he was driving, and Jack was already injured, so he’d have to stay alive until they got back to the house.
“Well,” Jack said. “Never knew you cared about seeing my lip.”
Ennis was pretty sure his whole body was bright red by now. “Got that mole,” he mumbled, keeping his focus on the road in front of him.
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In their second night of intimacy on Brokeback Mountain, Ennis and Jack forge the bonds that will tie them together for eternity, lasting through all of their lives’ obstacles-- even death.
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03 Dec 2025
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Mickey doesn't know whether his brain getting all scrambled up is a death sentence or a second chance. But he's got to take the risk - figure out how to live again - and find out.
Post season 6 amnesia fic.
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01 Dec 2025
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canon-divergent. pov alternating. this is the ian mickey deserved; the one that didn’t push or take mickey for granted. nicely done!!
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Mickey didn’t care if everyone saw him hightail it out of the cafeteria. He didn’t care if they all knew why he was first in line for the phones, frantically dialing a number he had long ago memorized with shaking fingers.
He didn’t care, because the ringing on the other end of the line brought him one moment closer to hearing Ian’s voice again.
It rang. Mickey waited. And then the line went dead, unanswered.
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01 Dec 2025
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The one where they actually deal with their problems.
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01 Dec 2025
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canon-divergent (but in the best way). pov mickey and ian. this is just amazing. i also feel like the traumas mickey endured after prison and mexico are not addressed in the series or fanfics enough, and this is a great take on how mickey suffered in mexico and the aftermath of it. and the best part is that ian and mickey figure it out through communication and proper help. loooved this!!
“He hit you?”
Mickey stares at the cracked tiles across the narrow alley. Ian’s voice is composed, quiet. Mickey’s not sure if he’s asking it or saying it.
He glances at Ian, not letting his eyes look above Ian’s waist. His hands are shaking. Maybe it’s Mickey who’s shaking, though.
“It’s not- I mean,” he tries.
Breathes in. Breathes out.
“It’s not like I can’t take a hit or whatever,” he starts again, defending himself. “Or like I couldn’t hit back, or- or leave, or- I don’t know. I didn’t want to.”
Ian doesn’t say anything right away, and when he does, he only asks why.
“Why what?”
“Why didn’t you want to?”
He looks at Ian, finally. “Things just sucked, okay? And I wanted something, and I was tired of fighting, or fighting back, or fighting for something, all right? So I just – let him.” -
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“Will you? Wait?”
Inmates around him are standing up, and the guards are waiting for them to leave, and Ian’s not looking at him.
“Fucking lie if you have to, man. Eight years is a long time.”
He can’t really look at Ian anymore, either, and when Ian lets out a quiet yeah, Mick, I’ll wait into the ground, Mickey stops breathing.
He watches Ian leave, the blood that used to fuel Mickey’s heart now dripping down Ian’s hands.
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Ian and Mickey’s relationship through the years. Mickey’s POV.
Or, how Mickey learns to forgive himself and forgive Ian, and I do with him (Ian is 50% of my favorite Shameless characters, but Mickey was hurting because of him, and I had emotions about it).
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01 Dec 2025
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canon-compliant. a real good gap-filler from mickey’s pov. it is so valid that mickey will not be able to easily trust ian after the border (there should be more fanfics around this), and the struggles in prison together were very well written!!
“Mickey, do you trust me?”
And Mickey really wants to say he does, but he can’t. He says I love you instead, and hopes Ian will let it go for now, but of course he doesn’t, and when he repeats the question, Mickey looks away from him.
“I don’t know.”
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You don’t want to break him. Not ever again. But you also can’t be the man he thinks you are if he doesn’t know everything. If you don’t tear the mask you’ve been wearing for years now completely off and show him what’s underneath. Its what you were trying to explain to him that night outside Byron’s when you insanely thought promise rings were going to make up for years of taking him for granted. How can he really want to be with you, love you when there is still so much, he doesn’t know?
Bookmarked by mumbles_ilo
29 Nov 2025
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post-canon. pov ian (second-person). i don’t usually like second-person pov but man this cuts deep. it hurt to know that mickey kind of gave up wanting what he wants because he can’t not love ian. loving ian must have been a hell of trauma for mickey.
“I get some of that shit you couldn’t help, but it still took something from me. And I still tried to be with you. I still tried to make you see how much I loved you. How much loving you changed me.”
“Love you too.” He says it so simply, so quickly. Without doubt. Without a pause. He looks down at you. “You’re slipping.”
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“The fuck is wrong with you?” Mickey barks with no bite. “Can you hear me?”
Ian looks up and blinks slowly at Mickey. “Sorry—what?”
“Jesus,” Mickey mutters, looking over Ian with a furrowed brow. “I said are you alright?”
And, like, half of him wants to say yeah, I’m fine, just forget this ever happened and get your pants off, but the other half of him wants to say no, I’m a mess, can you just come and sit next to me for a while.
He doesn’t end up saying either of those things; he doesn’t even come close.
// 1x09: what happens after “I need to see you” and “I’ll meet you there in twenty.”
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29 Nov 2025
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canon-compliant. pov ian. what happened after “i’ll meet you there in twenty.” i like the idea of mickey offering to get hurt in sex because that’s the only thing he can give to ian to comfort him.
His nails dig into his forearms, and he sees stars behind his eyelids. He breathes and he breathes and he breathes—
Until something kicks his foot.
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Extension of the mutual ILY scene in the season 11 Hall of Shame episode. So you guessed it - mostly smut! Little bit of fluff thrown in because I can't help it!
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“Yeah,” Ian says, voice low and thick with arousal. Mickey and his smart fucking mouth. It does something to him. Always did. Always will. He wants to fuck him senseless, pound into him until he screams. Mickey's always liked it hard. Mickey. His shit talking, bitch-slapping piece of Southside trash. God, he fucking loves him.
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29 Nov 2025
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canon-compliant. pov ian. good little smut. captures their dynamic so well.
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Mickey had made peace with the fact that Ian just didn't love him as much as he loved Ian.
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29 Nov 2025
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Ian takes his time wrecking Mickey—fingers, toys, and cock used relentlessly until Mickey’s shaking, squeaking, and completely boneless. Ian never stops, and Mickey can’t even speak by the end.
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28 Nov 2025
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Mickey agrees to wear pink lingerie—just once.
Ian sees him in it and absolutely loses his mind.
Worship, overstimulation, and a lot of ruined lace follow.Bookmarked by mumbles_ilo
28 Nov 2025
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When he makes it back into the kitchen, what’s left of his ice cream is completely melted. There must be a metaphor in there somewhere. Deep down Mickey knows that this whole thing had just been blown out of proportion, to put it fucking mildly: Ian doesn’t care that much about whatever happened at Dottie’s yesterday. Still, as he throws away what’s left of his Chocolate Caramel Cookie Dough pint, he knows that it’s definitely too late to backtrack now. Not that he was going to anyway. Pig-headed, remember?
He spots Ian’s forgotten phone on the kitchen island and audibly groans.
Being married to Ian Gallagher is like being married to a California King sized, ice-cream-dropping toddler.
There’s your fucking metaphor.
(In which Mickey puts their neighbor in her place and won’t apologize for it, Ian learns a valuable lesson about compromising and Lip just needs everyone to check their fucking phones for a change.)
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28 Nov 2025
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NO FLUFF HERE.
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So maybe one day. During all that. Maybe you sit on the couch with the memory of his face. A lone trickle of blood. It’s blurry. It was all blurry. But it was so clear. Every single part of it was so clear. And you were broken. Back then. You were broken then. And you glued yourself together with shitty school glue and taped down old fuzzy pieces of scotch tape haphazardly over all those broken parts and you kept moving. And you kept fucking up. And you kept going back for more. And it was still blurry and you never stopped being broken, did you?Maybe during all that. Maybe with all that running circles in your head and every image in your mind. And they were all pasted and taped and still broken. Maybe during. During that. Maybe that was when, that was when you decided enough was enough. And those pieces, those pieces would never be whole again. And that paste and that tape and those scars. They could never contain those wounds. Not now. Not then. Not ever.
------Mickey finishes his full sentence for attempted murder and it doesn't go well. I broke Mickey and now it's Ian's turn to put him back together... if he can. He will, because in fiction it always ends well.
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28 Nov 2025
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10x08 fill-in. This is not a fix-it. This is a fill-in. Canon triggers and warnings apply. I did not remove the punch. I repeat, this is a fill-in.
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The words are written in block letters in black ink. They exited his mouth at the diner. They formed solid objects in the space between them. Those solid objects felt more like glue just a moment ago. And now, with the pen in his hand and his hand unmoving over the paper, they feel more like bricks. They feel like more bricks in the wall between them. That wall that neither one of them will ever be able to tear down. That wall that was built with every brick of every failure of every past moment and present worry and future… future what? Future what?
Another brick.
He’s talking in the elevator but Mickey can’t hear him over the blood rushing in his ears. Over the dryness in his mouth and the water in his eyes that he’ll blink back for eternity if it means not allowing himself to cry over Ian Gallagher again. Again.
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28 Nov 2025